Live in and by the moment

So, it is official.  Well it was official about a month ago anywayz, just didn't officially announce it on facebook.  This month was honeymoon for me.  I have been enjoying every moment with her even if she's physically not around me.  By thinking of her and whatsapping her just made me smile the whole time.  She's wonderful.  Now I can see why she is still being pursued by people and her ex.  I must say I am fortunate to have her, and hopefully able to keep her with me.

Just a little background on how we started.  We only knew each other 5 days before we got together.  Yes it is not a typo, but 5 days and amongst, only 2 days we met up.  That stirs up alot of controversial critics on us, definitely.  There's a long story or HIStory about it but I ain't gonna talk too much.  Just a summary, her close friends aren't too happy about the fast pace relationship due to her past experiences.  Anyway back to us.  The spark to the fire was when I just jokingly talked about closing my "market" for someone.  I accidentally made her upset by telling her no worries she could find much better person in the market than me.  That was the time she revealed her crush on me and then everything is sound.  I think the surprise cheese cake i bought for her out of no where speed things up.  Wasn't what I planned too initially.  I actually was already doing an origami bouquet of roses for her and thought of officially asking her to be my girl after giving the flowers.  But i guess i can't control things, especially feelings aint?

Speaking about the bouquet of roses.  I am super duper proud of myself.  Not just the effort but the end product was superbly beautiful, totally out of my expectation.  Furthermore, I have totally zero knowledge or skills on flower decoration.  I am an engineer for gawd sick.  But yeah,  I did it and I am glad it is given to someone who deserves it.  If you have my fb you should go check it out.

So the annoying part comes.  Her side of friends, including the one match made us got pissed on us because we started too quickly.  Yes indeed.  But I finally realized one thing.  Love and relationship is not fourier transformation or schroedinger equation, though it is as complex as that.  The key is i can't calculate percisely what will be next.  I used to criticise my ex for speed marriage but at least i know for one she could be real with her fiance.  I should take back my doubts and hope the best for them.  The same way i hope i was treated.  Actually it got to a point where i was annoyed and virtually lost some friends.  Oh well, all i can say is I am happy now and i don't quite know what the future is.  It could even be that tomorrow something happen to me.  so, live in and by the moment!