First Week

Ahh, finally had the time to update abit. Well, I finally felt the streamyx disease. If its just slow i can still bare, but it gets disconnected, which is what i can't stand it. But yeah what da heck. I can't do anything anyway.

I do have some pics to upload actually from my Melaka trip and the buddy outings but I guess it would be a super waste of time waiting for the uploads. I'll just do a short verbal update. I reach home at 2am last Sunday early morning. At 3am I went out with Gabe, Keen Seng and Lloyd for a drink. That day itself I didn't had any sleep until 11am morning and therefore our trip to Malacca has been delayed. The 3 days in Malacca was fun as i get to meet up with my Uncle and Aunties and my few younger cousins. We had reunion dinner two days in a row and the food were just superb especially the shark fin soup and the fish. I came back to KL on Tuesday evening and that night i went out with Kelsen and Gabe. Wednesday I went to Plaza OUG to get some short pants and after that visited Sheng Wa. That night itself I went to visit the Bong's family(my mother's good friend) which we normally hung out alot last time. Now things has change but it's good to meet up with them.

Today was again special for me. I went to Midvalley at first with my parents. Manage to make a new pair of glasses and bought swimming trunk and goggles. Visited all 3 music shops in MV(Rapsody, Yamaha and the dunno wat lansi guitar shop). I was kinda pissed off when i visited the last music shop. There's one section where it says "don't hold the guitar". WTF? I know its expensive guitars la but what if i really hav the money to buy it?? Then opposite to the rack was a set of cheaper guitar but still ranged RM800-RM1000, and it says "please ask for assistant". I didn't bother so I just took one of the guitar and played it. That idiot suddenly stand behind me asking me if i'm looking for a guitar. I felt like answering him "yes, I'm looking for one to smash your head, should i pay first or smash it first?" Bastardo.

But it was all good after that. Kelsen came, had Gekikara Ramen in Oh Sushi. After that Gabe, Lloyd, Keen Seng and Sheng Wa came. We went to watch Red Cliff 2 which in my opinion was a great movie. It's been probably 6 or 7 years since we watched movie together. We had drink later and talk about many things.

Ahh, I had mixed feelings and perception after 5 days back home. I felt honestly like a stranger here. I mean although I'm super familiar with the place, but I'm not really familiar with the lifestyle or the routines di. All in a sudden I felt shy to make my orders from the Mamak or Hawker stall. I am still afraid to drive my dad's car mainly worried bout estimation and anticipation. I used to be those guy who loves driving. I can still remember the first year I even sneak out at night to drive the Manual car the day after I reach. Now even my dad ask me if i want to drive or not I told him I don't dare. WTF! I want to find a nail clipper in my house and I don't even know where it is now!! It took me so hard to figure out how to connect to the net.(Luckily I'm good with gadgets).

Then my friends. Of course more or less most of them changed. But I still one thing about them, that they're really true friends. I'll comment one by one. Kelsen and Gabe didnt' change much, just that Gabe is already working and we're already 24 this year. I guess we talked alot about our future, which is quite boring to me( lol man i just graduated!). But three of us still can crap like shit alot. Keen Seng is still the same to me. Lloyd changed but to me it's a good change. He became more active and less stony. Last time he's like a stone lol. Sheng Wa didn't change much either.

Other feelings were like nostalgic abit, jiwang, happy, sad, worried and almost every other emotion. I was in Midvalley today and it sparks up alot of memories to me. Not just because it's the ONLY hang out place with my ex last time, but also it reminds me of those high school outing with friends. Midvalley itself didn't change much. It's like every shop I enter or every corner I go, I'll think of those sweet and also bitter memories. But it was a great flashback, reminded myself of how colorful my life is. I mean, I am satisfied with my life so far. But honestly, I really miss high school and college life. I think I'm really getting old.....

Deng, damn!

You know just before the new year i thought when the new year break is over, everyone starts to go back to work/Uni and i'll be too free till i have nothing to do. So I've made some plans to blog about the reflection of the last 4 years. I also wrote part of the Christmas blog and some others. But i'm just too damn lazy to finish it and post it up. I lost my motivation to blog these days. Ironically I've not lost my interest to read others though. I've been watching movies that i've missed in the last 4 months after I lost my super fast internet connection.

Anyway, I'll just do some updates here. So it will be few days more and i'm back. Honestly I'll miss here alot. I'll miss all my friends here and I want to take this opportunity to thank everyone who came for the farewell last week, and also those who made some time to meet me up. I'm still struggling to settle some official stuff and documents but at this point, there's nothing much left that i can do. I can only wait and if it doesn't come before i leave, I have to ask somebody to take for me.

So, its the last week I'll be in Duisburg. I haven't plan up my schedule yet and I still have loads of friends to meet up before I leave. I don't think i can meet up all of them and that I felt really bad about it. Especially when I have to stay close to the Uni in case somebody notify me to collect some documents. As for today I've not even planned yet.

Well, I have mix feelings about going home. Maybe it was because I've been enjoying my time for the last few months, my view towards living in Germany had change drastically. I even told my mom that I want to come back here for Masters. I can't imagine myself saying that 3 or 4 years ago when i first came. Well, you could say it was influenced by some of my friends here, but i felt mainly because I learned how to adapt to environment. and now I felt that life here is pretty cool. an example, as much as i love driving, i felt that the transportation system here is so perfect that i can sacrifice not driving for that. You can basically reach everywhere with trains and busses. I wonder how am i gonna withstand the super hot weather in Msia. It might be very cold sometimes in Germany during winter, but heck I rather it to be cold. There are many more reason why i kinda like it here.

Anyway, I am still excited of coming home especially for CNY. This will be the first time all members of my family will be able to sit down together on a dinner table after 4 years. Then we'll be going down to Malacca on the first day of CNY to meet up my Uncle and Aunty from Singapore and Terengganu respectively. Last time I just hate being with my family or my relatives as they are really boring people lol...but now I really look forward to it. I'm pretty sure they have lots of stuff to ask me about. Then on the 5th day of CNY I'm gonna meet up with my college mates. In between maybe go to some friend's house and after that visting and visiting. I am also looking forward to the HK trip and after that my good friend Jia Uei is gonna come back from Germany for holidays. Then we can have time to 吹水 again. Ahh if everything goes as plan, I'll have a good time at least for the first 2 months I return.

Anyway I gtg to settle some stuff now. Will update...probably when i'm back home in msia...jya ne

Hong Kong

Yo peeps,

I need HELP!

I'm fully responsible for planning my trip to HK with my family!

That includes accommodation, places of interests, How many days in HK and around it (Shenzhen,Guangzhou,etc..)

Anyone can give me ideas?? Fast fast i want book hotel di...

from march 13th to 22nd...

Love ya all even if i dun get any replies...
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