how i spent my merdeke eve...

3 years ago, I had the most memorable merdeka eve and becoz of that day, its like an automatic reminder that every year's merdeka eve I'll hav a lil flash back. In 2004 unfortunately, it din turn up so well. I can clearly remember that I'm doin roadshow wif Telekom n i received an unexpected call that did not turn up so well. 2005 however, it was quite nice for me because its the day i came back to Msia from Germany for the first time since i'm there. As for this year, I had an outing wif one of my friend. Watched "the click" which was a touching n nice story. When for supper and hang out till 5am. Had a great chat n overall it was a superb outing. Not goin into details however.

It was a nice merdeka eve but wasn't a nice merdeka day at all. It was great at first, spending time wif family. We din do much shopping but bought a new DVD player and some other small stuff. but it all turn wrong towards the end of the day.

I just wish i hav special abilities to read ppl's mind. But i knoe it'll be very bad of me to do that. But I'm just hurt. I really don't understand why ppl will giv promises which they dun even want to keep. Maybe its just kind of them coz they just wanna reject in a good manner, but I'm those person who prefer a more direct and straight forward answer.

I realized one thing, words can really kill someone softly. Words, can really change someone's mood. So, I would really like to advice ppl to watch out of what they say. Don't go hurt ppl, esp if ur a guy dun go hurt a gal wif ur words. If u dun mean anythin then dun say it. or if u're ain't sure bout it, dun even try convincing ppl.....

anyway I'm goin for karaoke 2moro but i'm not sure if it'll be enjoyable. Hope it does.

Genting Highlands

Genting Highlands, probably to some of u, its already a boring place coz been there too often. Unfortunately for me, i've not been there for almost 4 years already. Genting has gave me more bitter experience than happy ones. I'll keep the reason to myself n those who knoe wats the reason. But I still insist to go genting this time with Gabe and Kelsen. I kept tellin myself genting is just another place, but wif 2 of my best bro, i'm sure gonna enjoy it. No doubt about it, it's one of the most memorable holiday i ever had, wif loads of nice pics taken.

So lets begin wif da journey. Reach KL Sentral at 9am. Had Mc breakfast. Waited for Kelsen to come. He was late due to the the jam at old Klang Road. We took the 10.30am bus to Genting and by the time we reach there, it was almost 12pm. Immediately we check in to our room. 3 of us squeezed into a 2 person room, but it was ok coz the bed was quite big. We join 2 bed together so we hav more space to sleep. I left my white blazer and put on my black S.Oliver jacket coz we're heading to the outdoor theme park. our first ride was the lousy mine coaster which was not exciting at all. Then we had a ride wif this splash thingy. It was great getting wet. Though it wasn't scary actually but we just fake our screams. We scream even when the thing was moving at a slow constant speed lolz. Trying to attract attention I guess lolz. Then we try out the spinner. Din really enjoy it coz the excitement was jus flat, and it makes me a lil dizzy. But fak it. The next one was Super great. We took the Cork Screw. We were shouting like mad, n words like "farrrkkkk", "diuuuu"...lolzzz. We were damn noisy. After the the cork screw, next was the solero shots. Believe or not it was my first time i took that ride, and i really enjoy the first drop. When were lifted to the highest point, i look down and i was enjoying the super nice view. Within seconds, the thing start falling faster wif 1g acceleration, basically we experience a free fall. I shouted, but nth came out of my mouth. My ass was't touching the chair at all. Damn it was nice. 2nd n the rest of the drops were just normal. Then we took the cork screw again. Lolz, we really enjoy the cork screw alot. It was 4pm after everything and our stomach were totally empty. As we walk towards the entrance, we were hesitating to take the superman ride. But gabe had this buy 1 free 1 voucher, and he owns 2 of those. So we bought 3 tix free 2 tix. We sold the other 2 to an Indian couple behind us. As we patiently waited for our turn, we observed those who were currently "flying". They were so quiet as if they were sleeping up there. So we decided to make as much noise as possible. True enuf, we were damn noisy and we just scream and shout regardless of whether we're experiencing a drop or just moving at constant speed. I gotta admit though that superman ride wasn't that interesting compare to cork screw or solero, but we just scream for fun lolz. When we finish our turn, someone saw us and asked "hey are u the gang that made lots of noise?" lolzzz.

So that was the time we spent on outdoor themepark. We then head to the foodcourt to hav some budget meal. Our initial plan was to take buffet for dinner so we din had much during lunch. After meal we had a lil shopping, or window shopping session. We took heeps of photo, some funky ones. Later Kelsen went to Uncle Lim's famous casino while me n Gabe head back to our room to hav a lil rest. We couldn't sleep so we chat, almost everything. We were chattin bout our personal stuff, very private n personal stuff that i dun share wif anyone else. Lolz, Farkin chat. About one hour later, Kelsen finally came back. We changed our mind so we went for a session of karaoke. Once again, Kelsen show off his talent with his singing skills, while gabe and I embarrased ourselves. Gabe's singing wasn't that bad actually while I'm the worst. Though it was only a 2 hours session, but we couldn't even hold on for that 2 hours, especially me. Reason is becoz i sang 天高地厚and One night in 北京 by shin. The 2 heavy metal song caused me to lose my voice. But I really enjoy it coz I'm finally able to shout out. After that K session, Gabe brought us to Safari Club for a live band he claimed to be good. Damn, the live band displayed a really good performance that night, wif songs from the 80ties all the way to the recent updates. From YMCA to My Humps. It wasn't a chinese band but they sang songs from SHE and Beyond. They rox man. The lead singer, drummers and the guitarist were outstanding. Even the drummer had good voice. If u close ur eyes and just listen to the music, u would even think they were playing the CD because they played those music exactly like the original. We admire the lead singer and Gabe finally get a chance to take a pic wif her. Not just a pic, but Gabe was also able to get her hp number. Bro, I feel u man. Ur da man, ur da man. After 3 sessions of live band, Dj start spinning the records. Youngsters were down slowly moving their feet on the dance floor. I did had a lil dance, but on the other hand i was worried bout Kelsen as he din join us. He was resting somewhere coz he wasn't feeling to well. So in the end, we left the club around 1am. On our way back again we pose for some pics session. really funny pics.

Here's some pics

blue blue blue.....
Listening to my taiko givin instruction on who to kill next...lolzz
U think we're scared of this piece of shit?? No we're cool at it....
alright alright...I'm scared.....till my jaws are locked
Loserzzzz.......E.T.......
Yeeeehhhhhaaaaaaaaaa
Modeling for uncle lim's house....
Welcome to Genting Highlands lolzzz....
Makan bola....tidur bola....minum coca cola???? lolzzz
Brothers united....
Here we come to save the day.........
living dummies???? shit scary!!!
my fav pic from this trip......well taken.......
Overnight stars........
In ur head...in ur head...zombie zombie zombieeeeee
and the oscar goes to.......Kelsen!!!
The Ring....starring Kelsen
oooo....HHHUGE RAMEN!!!!
The ring part 2.....
Art.....true art.......lolz...mirror image
Oooo....Nice tits.....shit so gay....!!!!
Welcome...to the machine world!!!!

2 days

Yeap, I'll be back in 2 days time. I had lots of nightmare these days. Mostly it's bout my holidays in Malaysia. Well, I'm actually very worried bout my plans in malaysia. The main reason, as i've mentioned before, that is I don't get to drive 24-7 anymore because my bro has taken the 2nd car to Penang and my parents have to work and they need the car. Of course i know that my friends they have car and they're willing to fetch me around(I hope) or I can take public transport anytime but still, it will definately limit my outing time. Well, as i mention b4, if i stay in penang longer i'll have more time to drive, so Thats my initial plan.

Here's my rough plan,
  • reach home 22nd around 1-2am. Depend on my mood, if i don't feel like resting I'll probably go mamak stall or Asia Cafe for a round of pool. Depends also who's free.
  • The following day I've talked to my dad about going to Penang together wif my parents, and my dad agreed but no confirmed plan yet. Hav to ask my mom first, but if everything goes smooth, I'll be there for 3 days till the 25th I'll be travelling wif Kar Sang down to KL.
  • Between 26th Aug till the 1st Sept, Genting trip and at least one session of Karaoke. Shopping b4 the megasales end
  • The rest of the days still uncertain, but I'll be going to Penang again somewhere in mid sept or beginning oct.
  • Rough idea of what I need to do before i return to Germany~~ Karaoke(must have a few session),pool,gym,swimming,serious stuff(like documents),hunt down some good true Asian style food,clubbing(optional but hope to go at least once), shopping, meet up friends and outings(esp wif sj4pians),spend some quality time wif family, etc etc.
Hope everything goes smooth. Well as for Karaoke, I actually prepared a list of few songs that I MUST sing.

  1. 信乐团~~天高地厚,one night in 北京,一了百了
  2. 陶喆~~太美丽
  3. 五月天~~志明与春娇,垃圾车
  4. 林俊杰~~距离,曹操
  5. 周杰伦~~黑色毛衣
  6. 陈奕~~傻瓜
Of course there ar more songs than that, but these ar the few that i must sing. The rest I'll just sing along wif what my friends select.

So I guess I'll stop here. The next time u see me blogging, that would be the time I'm already back in Malaysia. Shall update wif some pics of my holidays.

怪怪的心情

今天我的心情有点怪怪的,可是说不出来到底是什么。Part of lyrics from David Tao's 黑色柳丁song。 Too many things happen recently. Well at least there's somethin for me worth looking forward to. Yup, I'll be back in 10 days time. Honestly speaking, I am really excited and really looking forward to it. But, in these few days, things were slightly different emotionally. I know I'm suppose to be happy but instead i felt a lil weird. I just couldn't describe my feelings.

Whatever it is, I'm coming back soon. Those who read my blog from the beginning, you can see a big difference between last year and this year. Noticed that I'm not that Hyper anymore about my return?? Just don't know why. Last year around this time around, I'll be blogging bout what I want to do during the first day I reach home, blablabla... Just don't have the mood to blog about that this time. But don't misunderstand, I miss my parents, my friends, the food and everything i enjoy doing back in Malaysia. I am not reluctant to go home, just had a lil weird feeling thats all.

Another 6 day to go, one of my friend will take off from Malaysia to the states, 3 days before i come back. Sighz, couldn't send her off in the airport. We shall keep in touch via Skype/MSN/Gizmo/IMVU. I guess the next time I meet her, probably after 2 years, we would probably be working already. Well we still have our long-planned sj4p gathering, full attendance expected. Hope we can really make it a reality. But I guess its not very easy, some would prefer to stay overseas after finishing their studies, some would be very busy building up their career. Anyway friend, all da best and one road smooth wind. Bon Voyage. Take care of yourself when you're in other ppl's country.

Recently my only entertainment are those Taiwan Variety shows. I'm addicted to it now. I remember last time I really don't like those shows. Mainly because I don't get to watch it so often because those shows are aired during Weekends evening, where I usually go for sports. I only watch if nobody is free to play basketball with me. Now, I really love it alot. I really like the culture in Taiwan and well, I do have plans to settle my life in Taiwan. Hope my dream come true one day.

Thats all for now. Nothing much to blog. I guess the next blog I'll write will be the time i finish my last paper.

LIFE OF ETERNITY SLOWLY EVOLVE OVER AN OBVIOUS ENIGMA.

RIP

I had a conversation with my father yesterday. He told me a very terrible news. One of my former Maths teacher passed away recently. She was my form 2 Mathematics teacher. She was one of the best teacher I ever had. Rest in Peace.

Lets recall some of the things she did when I'm in Form 2. We didn't really like her during the first few lessons because She demands alot and she was a very fierce teacher. She'll just scold you for the smallest mistakes you've made. But after few classes, we finally able to get used to her style of teaching. We finally understood her purpose of her teaching method. Mathematics, as we all know, the slightest mistakes will cause the whole calculation to be wrong. That's why she was so percise, and strict so we don't make careless mistake. During Form 2, we have to learn how to draw geometrical shapes using those geometry tools like right angle ruler etc etc. We actually do learn that in Form 1 but we learn more in form 2. Most teachers will demonstrate how to use those tools by saying out the method or will ask a group of students to gather around teacher while she demonstrate it on a paper. But she was different, she had this super huge geometrical tools. She can demonstrate it right on the blackboard. On her first day she brought that thing to classroom, we all had a great laughter. My Maths result was just average but because of her, I did well during the finals.

Lets everyone mourn for her. Hope she'll rest in peace.

Series of Unfortunate Stories

From Embrassing moments, to angerness, to physical pain, to PIMPLES!!!! Its just not my week. I was furious wif some of my friend, and one of them is one of my close friend. I really felt like I've been treated like shit. 我当你是朋友, 你却当我是垃圾车. I think I won't put up the names, let them find out wat they've did to me by themselves.

Yesterday after I finished having a shower, I realize that I've forgotten to bring my tower, lolz. In the end, I've to quickly run to my room naked. Lolz, Luckily the toilet is not far from my room, and luckily nobody saw me on the way lolz. Man, I'll never do that again. As for the pimples problem, well pimples to me is something very common di. But these few days, its getting far worse. on my right side of my face, there's 3 pimple growing at the same spot, combining together making it a super super big pimple. Ok, I can forget bout the fugly looks for the moment coz i dun go out on weekends, but the thing is causing me lots of pain. I can't even wash my face properly. Another pimple right on my nose, where it has contact with my glasses. Whenever i wear glasses, I'll feel pain. I can't wear contact lens for too long a day. Another right on my forehead. Shit, total SHIT!!!!

But whatever bad things happen, It doesn't spoil my excitement because in 2 weeks time, I"LL BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm really getting excited already and i just wish time passes REAL fast for this 2 weeks. 2 more exam to go, so hav to focus first. Recently there're lots of new album release. Chinese album i mean. haha, I'm totally into chinese music now so i dun know much bout English Musics anymore. Lets forget bout those stupid unfortunate series, lets move into music.

I want to talk about 2 albums that're released within the last 2 weeks. These 2 artist made music that'll remind me of some past memories and emotion. David Tao and F.I.R. I'll talk about David Tao first. He's new album "beautiful" consist of 13 new songs. Music style, i would describe it as Fusion between old school and new style. In this album, it has few relaxing R&B style song, some rapping parts and some of the songs featuring old school classical instrument with modern rap style singing. Before his album was released, I heard over the radio of his new song "Can't get you outta my mind". I was at first quite disappointed because it was a total ABC blend, but after listening a few times, i think it was pretty well done. David Tao has his class of its own, whether in singing, composing or instrumenting. I like the way he blend old school style with modern music. Lets go all the way back how i start to like David Tao. I'm actually quite new to Chinese music, probably only 3 years. David Tao was the first chinese singer that I really like. It all started when I went for his Soul Power Concert on the 13th September 2003. At that time, I was having sweet time on my own, with someone special. Thats why david tao's song always reminds me of her. Its like each and every song has its own settings and mood. Certain song reminds me of certain things or emotion in my life.

F.I.R, one of those band that I like alot. Their new album, consist of 11 new song, from Rock, to love song, to relaxing catchy tune. There's one song even featuring Leann Rimes. All 3 members of this group are so talented. Their songs are really inspiring, each time i listen to their song, I'll forget about those rough moments I had in my life.

Well, I'm actually quite particular when listening to music. I only like singers/bands which are talented. David Tao, JJ Lin Jun Jie, Jay Chou, Sam, Michael, F.I.R, Mayday, etc etc. These are artist who compose their own songs, and some even had extraordinary talents. Example JJ can do really good beat boxing. I hate those boybands, or those artist which has good looks, but SHITTY voice. I really like music but too bad I'm not a music talent. I wish one day I could compose some songs of my own.


Before I end this post, Those who can read chinese, here's some lamo thingy for u guys

1.)大牛比较懒
2.)我坚强复国
3.)愿你记住我

Read those words from back to front......

Thats all.

LIFE OF ETERNITY SLOWLY EVOLVE OVER AN OBVIOUS ENIGMA!

Warning......

I've read the online THESTAR newspaper today. Finally, what i've predicted has happened. The prime Minister of Malaysia has issued a warning to all the bloggers out there not to spread "Untruths" via blog. Frenz, bloggers, filter ur words man...lolzzz. Click me for the news.

For few days I did not update my blog. I've been in the library for the whole day almost everyday. When I come back, I'll do some chatting and then dinner time. After dinner I'm already damn tired and i still have to continue studying. So i don't really have time to blog. As for now, I'm waiting for my friend to take me to library, so while waiting I'll just blog a lil.

For the past few days, I'm quite disappointed with some "friends", or should i just call them "猪朋狗友". I'll just take this idea from sheng wa, stating the Criteria of being a 猪朋狗友 :

  1. A Hi-Bye Friend.
  2. A Cheebyekia onli knoe how to take kau advantage of u, but won't do anythin for u.
  3. Always belakang mari, stab ppl from the back.
  4. Lying Lying Lying!!!!!!!!, some even worse, they wan to lie, but givin excuse which ar Rediculous. Read the example below.
  5. Pretenders. Eh, if u dun like just show u dun like la, no need to pretend wan!!!!
  6. Sometimes treat u nice, sometimes just dun giv a fuck bout u.
  7. Don't appreciate u at all no matter wat u do.

Those ar the few main criteria to qualify for 猪朋狗友 title, lolz. Lets go point by point in detail. Hi, bye friend??? No need me to explain more la. 2nd point??? lolzzz, ask u to do shits but when u wan just a small 0.0000000000005 favour, he'll just fuck u off. Belakang Mari ppl?? Meaning is super clear di la. Eh to those ppl, u should join the brokeback club. Lies, The one I hate the most. Here's one example of rediculous excuse, ask if wan go outing, rejected bcoz cannot find a suitable outfit??? Another example, ask if free to do somethin, rejected bcoz Busy, but later found out that the person is watchin TV series. Eh, say la u hav some headache ke, stomachache ke, or even sayin u got HIV is better than all those stupid excuses la. Wan to lie osso lie smart la!!!! 5th point quite similar to the 4th point, but the 4th is far worse. the 6th point, dunno how to giv example but I'm sure u guys would pretty much understand how I feel bout it. The 7th point, lets take an example. When u giv someone a gift for bday, U'll of course hope they'll appreciate it and show it out rite?? Some very damn GANNINIA wan, must ask them if they like onli they'll answer wan. Ask why they din show out their appreciation, Answer : "oh I keep in myself". Eh cibai, we're not YURI the mind reader so we can't read ur mind, next time I'll just take some dog shit and giv u as gift, then if u dun like it just keep it to urself ok????

These few days I've been listening to MY fm via internet. Sighz, I just realized that I missed out alot of events throughout the year in Germany. The hav their 8th Aniversary thingy which has lots of Chinese stars, some of them ar my favs but I'm gonna missed it. I'm still lucky that i'm able to go for Michael's concert. They're now announcing the location for their Rangers, which gives me a flashback of how we were during our teen era. Always listening to radio and hope we'll be able to catch the HITZ or MY ford ranger for guddies. I've only been to one concert so far and I would nvr forget all the fun I had in that concert. David Tao's Soul Power concert 2003, one of the best. Too bad, I'm unable to go for David Tao's Love Can concert this year. I'm starting to realize one thing, Last time when I'm in still in Malaysia, I always dream of living in other countries, especially more advance country like Europe, US or even HK or Taiwan. Now that I'm in Germany, I really start to miss those time in Msia. Well of course it would be much better if Malaysia's security level increase.

Btw, I was introduced by Jimmy bout this Gizmoproject. This skype-like program allow us to call landlines and mobile phones for free to certain countries. Malaysia is one of the listed country. I'm enjoying free calls for the past few days. There ar terms and condition, but basically u guys can just try it out. All u hav to do is to download the program from the official website and register a new account. The person that you want to call must be a gizmo user and he/she/it must save his telephone number in his account. According to the stated terms & condition in the official website, u must be an active user, meaning u must at least make several calls per week and not abusing the program. Whatever the terms are, just try it, nothing to lose. Its also free to call germany's landlines so do call me when u're free ya...lolzzz...here ar some screenshots.


Thats all for now.

LIFE OF ETERNITY SLOWLY EVOLVE OVER AN OBVIOUS ENIGMA

dun ask me wat it means........the truth is out there!!!
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