rojak

Here's some updates bout me. Well the title rojak means i'll put in everything i can think of, no specific topic to talk about. Well the last few days I've even thought of closing this blog and also friendster since it's so damn boring. I've seems to lost interest in blogging and friendstering. I mean those people that i always contact are mostly in my MSN list. So why should i keep friendster then?? Now that we can send offline msg in MSN, so there's no problem contacting those "active" friends. Well for comment and testimonial, I'll sort of lose that out, but i don't receive testi that often so i don't lose much. anyway that was just a thought. I think i won't delete it and just leave it there.

I'm now in lecture hall waiting for the lecturer to come. So i'm surfing internet. I came across The Star and i found such an interesting news - "Few Malaysians satisfied with their sex life". Agree with me? According to this article, 64% of Malaysians would like more intimacy and better communication with their partners. What is more interesting is that so you girls claim that guys are more horny?? here's the thing from this article - " . Despite sex being perceived as fun and exciting by most, satisfaction is still only marginally equal between men and women, with 40% of Malaysian women saying they are satisfied, compared to 37% of men" for more information please log on to this page.

This semester is going to be another busy sem. I have only 3 lectures but the problem is i have to take non technical courses. Well the funny thing bout this Uni is that you MUST attend non technical course in order to complete the degree but it's optional to come for class during technical courses. Anyway that means only one thing - life is getting more and more boring. I'm so screwed. I am still stuck with the internship thingy. I really hope i can get a company to employ me ASAP, best if they giv me a good allowance haha.

Spring is here. On Monday it was like 34 degrees and yes though it's the same temperature you find in Malaysia, but the worse thing is that i don't have any fan or air con in my room. It was so hot that i have to sleep naked. I don't really enjoy this kinda weather although i'm kinda sick of the sub zero temp during winter. Today it was just great. Somewhere between 10-20 degrees but i would appreciate more if there's more sunlight. Currently it's quite cloudy.

Sighz, see another boring post. Should i really consider closing this blog??? I'll think bout it when i have the time!! Gtg, gotta finish some reports!!!

5 years finally ended

in 2001 April the 6th, I received a gift from my darling eventhough we weren't together yet. I was extremely happy at that time and 2 days after my bday we got together. It can't be more wonderful than that. That was the best bday present i had. That was the only bday that i really enjoy throughout this 6 years.

So after 5 years, which is yesterday, my 22nd bday. No grand celebration, no partying, no fancy restaurant outing. I was at home the whole day except i went out buying some groceries. I cooked instant cream soup together with french bread. That was my lunch and dinner. Sound pathetic? Not at all!!!

Early morning itself I received a call from my darling wishing me a happy birthday. Oh actually even at 00.00 German time she already wish me and sang bday song for me. then i receive an mms she sent to me. it was a cake she bought but too bad i can't eat it, haha so she eat it for me. it looks like it was just another day but u'll never know how i feel bout this very special day. The past 2 years I've been celebrating "alone". Though the last year i hav a small gathering wif some malaysian frens over here, but the feeling of loneliness is still there all the time. But this year, I had all those warm wishes and gifts from my darling. But of course it'll be most perfect if i get to celebrate with her face 2 face. Nevertheless, it's still a day i remember.

Thank you darling 4 all da gifts, all the wishes. I just can't wait 2 celebrate my next bday with you again. Thank you to all of you that gave me wishes- Pailing, Wenni, Jimmy, Madeline,Huey Chi, Gabe, Sheng Wa and Kar Sang. Thank you all of you.

Sighz i had a whole list of things to write but i am feeling so tired now. Gnite to everyone.

Rally of Life....

For the past 1 whole month my life is like a Evolution Rally challenge. I hav 2 drive to rocky n uneven terrain. But I am glad it is finally over.

Well we had a lil extra arguments last month. I mean me and my girl. There was one quarrel that nearly shake us off. But the positive side bout arguments is that once u achieve agreement, it'll be really great 4 da future. We're finally able to settle and sort things out. I'm not sure bout her, but after this series of quarrel, I really realized one thing, that I really need her so much. I know I am being selfish to hope she'll wait 4 me to come back no matter what happens but i really hope she does. I am working hard for my bachelor degree of coz it is obvious with this degree i can start earning money. But there's another motivation that made me study hard, that is my darling. Only by studying hard i can pass all my subject and grad fast, and only graduating fast i can go home fast. It's been half a year since I touch her face. But she constantly send me her pics. Well frankly she's getting prettier day by day. That is a good thing but it is also a threat to me. More and more guys would hav been attracted and that will threaten my position as her bf. Further more we're distance apart my threat is relatively more dangerous. But nevertheless I am confident that our relationship will last. I will do my part as much as i can to keep her with me.

Appreciation is one way of showing how much i luv her. I've been receiving some packages these days. After the cute lil bear she sent to me, then come the 2nd batch of package with groceries. Yeap, from Indo Mee to Milo, to nescafe, to nestum, to instant soup to london rolls...a total of 15kg of goods. Gosh basically i can start my own groceries store already lolz. This time it comes with a pink BUM t-shirt. It's my favourite pink. These gifts though it doesn't look as luxurious if u compare to Tech gadgets, or fancy fashion clothings. But to me these are the gifts that means the most to me. It's because it's what i really need for my study life here. I know u all are kinda bored of Milo but for me milo is like gold here. When i'm lazy to get my ass off this study table all i need is to boil water with my rice cooker in my room and cook maggi mee. My darling always felt that what she've done is not enough, but i would like to announce to the world with this blog that She's done so much for me. I luv her more and more day by day.
that's the T-shirt and thsoe are part of the stuff she sent to me. That's lots more but i've already packed it nicely. I luv u my dear.

Well i'm not that bad too le. I bought her a Blazer from Esprit as our "anniversary" gift. Though i know it'll never reach on time, but i just gotta accept the fact that we're in a distance apart. Unfortunately I am not able to post any pic of talk further bout this Blazer as i don't want her to know how it look like until she receive the gift. I purposely do it this way to spark up her curiosity hehe. Darling dun angry la k?? muax.

Last but not least, Thank you dear for all da sms, mms, testimonials, comments, and phone calls to wish me during my bday eve. I luv u so so so much baby. Promise me u won't leave me k?? muax.
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