The world is not enough

Yesterday was my last day of the "basic electronic devices" lab. Well thanks to my darling, she gave me lots of support and gave me lots of confidence. Finally I hav a lil room to take some air but not for long as I still hav heeps of labs to go and m visa appointment will be next friday. Currently I'm working on my darling's present which might not work out because I just sux in arts.

Life seems to be quite perfect for me. I have a good family, a bunch of true friends, a group of ex college mates which we pretty much still keep in contact, a good future(i hope), a good health(not so sure because din go for check up for long time di), lots of gadgets which i dream of having when i'm still young and most importantly I have such a wonderful darling. She don't mind waking up in the middle of the night to chat with me, she calls me all the time, sms or sometimes mms me. I felt so loved. Darling I luv ya baby 4ever. but here comes the part, I still complain much bout life, and here ar some things which I WISH it could happen...

I wish for :

1. That I'm a blardy billionair, then i can bring my darling over here and we can tour around Europe
2. I wish I'm done with my course and now in Malaysia spending sweet time with my darling
3. I wish for more time
4. I wish I can turn back time and experience all the sweet time i had one more time
5. I wish my courses are all in English(lolzzz)
6. I wish for my family and my darling's family to stay healthy all the time.
7. I wish for a never ending friendship with my best pals.
8. Most importantly, I wish for a never ending love with my darling, n 2 be together 4ever n ever.

Lolz i guess I'm just asking for too much. Well though I'm asking for more, but actually I'm very satisfied with what I have now, especially my darling. I can feel her presence all the time, 24-7. She really gave me a big boost to do what I've feared off, do encounter all my doubts, to battle all the tough going that, and to be a stronger person. I love her so much, and I will do my part as good as i can, that is to make sure she's the happiest person on earth.

i'm burning

Damn, 2 labs back 2 back. Tuesday had "basic electronic device" lab and today "High Voltage Engineering". Man, i am really burned out. It was sort of a sign of relief after that lab but I haven't had a good sleep for this 2 days. Been workin till late night just to prepare for this lab. Guess what, I thought I'll be the one in the group to be eliminated but instead I'm the one who score it all. Lolz, damn I hate it. I hav all the facts and knowledge in my head, but I just can't express it out because it's in German. The Locals and the good German speakers spent only 1 hour preparing for the lab as they just have to read from the lab script which is around 30 pages, but for me I've to spend 1 week for it because I have to read the whole reference book in ENGLISH!!!!. Damn it. But on the other hand, it's a great thing that I've done 2 labs for each subject already. A few more to go and i'm done with this sem.

Lab is done for the moment, but darn, next comes the visa problem. I hav to collect all the documents and to be ready to hand up everything b4 it's time. Hav to take a passport photo 2moro and then hand it up on friday. Watz up after the visa thingy??? LABS again. Next tuesday I hav the final lab for Basic electronic Devices. Though i kinda like this subject, but it's darn hard. Wats next after the lab?? LABS again!!!!! Communications lab will start in beginning of next month. Man, when can i ever get a rest?? I've no assignment or watsoever not like any of my friends. To be honest, I luv lab work but labs over here are similar 2 exams. You enter the lab, you sign ur name, you are asked some questions either it's written test or oral and if u don't knoe anything, go home n come back the 2nd try. 2nd try and u're not prepared 2, OUT u GO!!! Ok ok, so wats next after labs??? EXAMS....it's a marathon!!!!!!!

But for now, let me hav my lil rest first. Downloaded lots of NBA series so let me catch up first. Basketball has always been my passion but I guess most of my basketball kaki are not so "basket" di.....seems like they've lost interest di...hmmm wonder why??!!!! I thought i'll be having lots of games back in KL as thats the only time where i can play "malaysian" style bball but seems like i only played for few times. Came back thinking of playing in the Uni wif some Nowitzki style basketball but don't even have time for a 5 mins push up!!! Fark, my tummy is getting bigger man and soon I'm gonna hav one of those German Beer tummy. Last time i luv 2 watch NBA n streetball so i can learn some from them, but now i guess no one has interest in that anymore. Just watch the game to relax la..>!!!!

As for my darling, She's learning how to drive now. Hmm she told me she's kinda nervous. Well it's normal 2 get nervous but don't worry dear, be confident you'll be thru. Next time I come back, you'll be taking me around hehe....well besides that she's been waking up early morning to chat wif me. I felt so happy but worried that she don't get enough of sleep. She's da best. I luv u my dear...muakssss

Anyway weather is kinda schlecht(bad) these days. Cold Colder and soon Coldest!!! around 5 degrees in the mroning now and the good side of it is that I'm able to put on the scarf my darling gave to me. Lolz it's not just pretty but it keeps me warm, especially it's given by my darling so it's extra warm. Lots of my friends said that the scarf is pretty nice, and some even asked me where i get it from...lolz sorry man don't get jealous...coz it's my precioussssssssssssssssss!!!!

k la thats all for now.....let me continue NBA first!!!!

Happy Birthday!!!!

生日快乐, joyeux anniversaire, alles Gute zum Geburtstag, buon compleanno, 誕生日おめでとう, 축 생일, feliz aniversario, feliz cumpleaños...Thats just saying Happy Birthday in different language. Today, the 16th November 2006 is my darling's 21st birthday. First of all,obviously, I would like to wish my darling a very happy birthday. Hope all your wishes will come true. 2ndly I would like to apologize to my darling, I'm sorry for not being able to celebrate with you. I just don't knoe why every year when the 16th November is around the corner, I'll be extra excited. Lets take the last 2 years for example. We weren't together but a few days before her bday arrive, I'll be thinking, "hmmm what should i get for her and what can i do knowing the fact that I'm in Germany". It's extra 3x the amount of adrenaline rush this year. Well though I've sort of pre-celebrated her birthday when I was in Malaysia in Chilli's but still I felt like i have to do something during her actual birthday or else I'll be just uncomfortable with myself. Well being in 2 different end of the world, there're limited stuff I can do for her actually. However I did came up with some ideas. I ordered a bouquet of flowers and a cute lil teddy bear for her.

Me and Darling in Chillis.


That's my darling posing with the flowers and the bear. 24 stalks of pink roses, and u knoe wat that means???

Pink Rose - Brilliant Complexion; the glow of your smile; Perfect Happiness; Please Believe Me

24 roses - Forever yours

Of course besides knowing the meaning of 24 stalks of pink roses, the main reason i choose pink is because she love roses to be in pink. Well hope she likes it.

besides the gifts, I've sent her quite a number of mms and one of them was I took a video of me saying happy birthday to her. I actually recorded a vid clip of me playing the guitar and sing happy bday song to her but unfortunately the file was too big eventhough I've set the quality to be the lowest. However I'm able to send the file to her when i met her online moments ago. Besides I've spent quite a number of hours doing a sort of animation or should i say slide show using Power Point for her. The content is about our history, from the day we knew each other till we became good friends, then became couples, then enemy, then after a big round, finally we're couples again. It's an amazing thing that we've known each other for 8 years and out of that 8 years, i've actually like/love her for 7 years. Though there was a time where we had a long break up, and far worse we became enemies just cursing and scolding each other, but deep down in our hearts, we still care for each other so much. Well, i hope she likes the slide show.

Yeap it's somethin i did with my old friend "Mr Adobe Photoshop". It features those pics we took during the summer break in Msia.

Here comes the other part of my story today. It's my darling's birthday season but yet she even bought something for me. It's a pretty nice scarf. Darling I luv it so much and I luv u so much. I felt so guilty because i should buy her stuff during her bday not her buying me stuff. But still, when i receive it, I was totally suprised and I felt just so happy. I wish i could hug my darling and kiss her to show how much i appreciate what she've done. Lolz, don't worry bout that fierce look of mine. I was just trying to look cool which i knoe obviously it doesn't turn out to be "cool". But forget bout my looks...it's the pretty scarf...see that thing over my neck??? Heh Heh...Dun get jealouz man.....It's mine!!!!!!!

K la I'm done blogging watever i wan to say for now. Once again i wanna wish my darling a very Happy 21st Bday and i hope she likes my present and hav a wonderful time. Well, i should say I really luv that scarf alot.

Updates

It's been ard 1 week i've not done any blogging. Was busy wif stuff and was kinda ill the last 2 days. Well, it's time for me to giv ya guys a lil updates.

Still doing fine wif my darling. Had a lil quarrel though during the last few days. We were ain't in a good mood but everything is settle now. That proves one thing, our relationship is going healthy. I've seen lots of couples not having any quarrel n all in a sudden everything was over. Well, quarreling do happens and it's also a way of communication. If 2 person is too alike, they're not suitable of being a couple either, more like bro-sis. Sorry darling, din mean to raise my voice. Forgive me k?? It's hard for us to maintain a long distance relationship and it's even harder for her as she's a gal, she needs more support than me but yet she's still holding strong in this relationship. I'm more than touched and glad to have such a girlfriend. I will cherish and appreciate everything that i've done for her and promise her i'll shower her wif all my love and care. I'll try my very best to make her happy. Yes yes dun puke when u guys see this, just wanna be as sweet as i can so that my darling will love me more lolz. sorry for the other readers k?? Well besides quarreling, my darling hav been very sweet to me. Send me sms and mms almost everyday, call me once in a while, e-mail and e-card to me and much more. She've been very understanding and she knoes i'm quite busy sometimes i din reply her mails or dun even hav time to blog. Sorry and thank you dear for being so cool bout it. Now that i'm using my vodafone again, i'll send more sms to u.

Thats bout her lolz. I guess most of u guys already close this page way b4 seeing this paragraph. A lil updates bout me. I bought a new hp, Nokia N70. Luv that fone alot coz it's a stylish Symbian fone, though it's a lil fat to some ppl. Lolz, yeap my darling also bought that fone so that makes us a very matching couple lolzzz. Uploaded Duden, PONS n Oxford English German dictionary. Now i can check words without flipping my fat bulky dictionary. Bought a new set of headsets coz i gave mine to my darling. A cheap one though. Gave my ipod to my darling coz she luvs it n she needs it so i'm now without a mp3 player. But thankfully the sound quality of the N70 is quite good so I'll just get a bigger storage card and fill in some mp3. While the rest remain the same. Back to my "Germodouglas" life. Sleeping quite early ard 12-1am max. Drinking Nescafe every morning but now cut down alot. Drink teh-ais without ais coz the water here is cold enuf. Drink Milo almost every night and eating alot of Indo Mee and Maggi. My darling will kill me when she sees this. Dun worry darling, i promise u i'll cut down on those k??? It's ard 2degrees in the morning and ard 11degrees in the evening over here. But don't worry i'm kinda used to the winter here. Been doin a lil studies but not much. Thats bout it.

Oh ya yesterday i watched world trade center. Man, that movie make me realize that human are just one hell of a weak and frigile thingy. Thats why we should appreciate everyone that's around us, especially those u luv. I still remember during 911 I was having my lil own sweet time wif my darling in Midvalley. That was the first time we were able to escape from our parents eye and go outing one 2 one. It also the day i bought a swatch for my darling and it became the symbol of our relationship until we broke up at that time. Glad that she's still keeping it and still in a good shape. Just hope that 911 won't happen again to anywhere or anyone in this world.

I guess thats bout it. Shall update more soon.