Deng, damn!

You know just before the new year i thought when the new year break is over, everyone starts to go back to work/Uni and i'll be too free till i have nothing to do. So I've made some plans to blog about the reflection of the last 4 years. I also wrote part of the Christmas blog and some others. But i'm just too damn lazy to finish it and post it up. I lost my motivation to blog these days. Ironically I've not lost my interest to read others though. I've been watching movies that i've missed in the last 4 months after I lost my super fast internet connection.

Anyway, I'll just do some updates here. So it will be few days more and i'm back. Honestly I'll miss here alot. I'll miss all my friends here and I want to take this opportunity to thank everyone who came for the farewell last week, and also those who made some time to meet me up. I'm still struggling to settle some official stuff and documents but at this point, there's nothing much left that i can do. I can only wait and if it doesn't come before i leave, I have to ask somebody to take for me.

So, its the last week I'll be in Duisburg. I haven't plan up my schedule yet and I still have loads of friends to meet up before I leave. I don't think i can meet up all of them and that I felt really bad about it. Especially when I have to stay close to the Uni in case somebody notify me to collect some documents. As for today I've not even planned yet.

Well, I have mix feelings about going home. Maybe it was because I've been enjoying my time for the last few months, my view towards living in Germany had change drastically. I even told my mom that I want to come back here for Masters. I can't imagine myself saying that 3 or 4 years ago when i first came. Well, you could say it was influenced by some of my friends here, but i felt mainly because I learned how to adapt to environment. and now I felt that life here is pretty cool. an example, as much as i love driving, i felt that the transportation system here is so perfect that i can sacrifice not driving for that. You can basically reach everywhere with trains and busses. I wonder how am i gonna withstand the super hot weather in Msia. It might be very cold sometimes in Germany during winter, but heck I rather it to be cold. There are many more reason why i kinda like it here.

Anyway, I am still excited of coming home especially for CNY. This will be the first time all members of my family will be able to sit down together on a dinner table after 4 years. Then we'll be going down to Malacca on the first day of CNY to meet up my Uncle and Aunty from Singapore and Terengganu respectively. Last time I just hate being with my family or my relatives as they are really boring people lol...but now I really look forward to it. I'm pretty sure they have lots of stuff to ask me about. Then on the 5th day of CNY I'm gonna meet up with my college mates. In between maybe go to some friend's house and after that visting and visiting. I am also looking forward to the HK trip and after that my good friend Jia Uei is gonna come back from Germany for holidays. Then we can have time to 吹水 again. Ahh if everything goes as plan, I'll have a good time at least for the first 2 months I return.

Anyway I gtg to settle some stuff now. Will update...probably when i'm back home in msia...jya ne