The Greatest Mom

The greatest mom

She's in such great pain now. Her physical condition is not going well. What could be worse when u knew bout the fact that you are diagnose with critical illness? How do you face it?

my mom is exactly in this position. when I look into her eyes I see a great fear and sadness in her. How do I feel? I felt tterrible. She not only cant eat which makes her really weak, she have to suffer from all those hospital tubes, she also hav to take blood sugar level every 2 hours. On top of that she knows that she is not in good Condition. How would you face such pain physically and emotionally?

The world is as we know unfair. But I never felt it so much until now. She never had the luxury to own an i phone or i pad.

Neither had she own an LV handbag. She only had a chance to travel after so many years of waiting. We were dining at Chillis having a nice juicy beef while she eat leftover homecook food. I had my first pair of nike shoes when she only buys shoes from night market. why? Because she have a vision greater than STEVE JOBS. She don't need to produce iproduct. Instead she have produce and invested two of the best product ever - Me and my Bro. one a brilliant doctor. Another an engineer. What more greater asset can you have than two great successful sons?

Now she needs care the most. Yet while suffering so much from all those tests, her mind is all about how are we doing? have we taken our lunch? Have enough sleep? Hows Work? Her mind still thinks of our welfare every second.

As I was writing this article,I am watching her resting. Is She really resting? what' s in her mind? Is she relief? Stress? painful? nostalgic? Then it struck my mind. What can I do? How to make her feel better?

I am who I am because of her. I have what I have because of her. Now, I just want to trade everything I have for her to be healthy again!