The random updates

Just a lil update bout my situation for those who care. I am doing good so far, with of course some emotional moments from time to time esp. when I'm alone. I had a weird dream ytd, not really a nightmare but just not something so good. When I woke up from it, i felt a lil emotional until now, which is about 1 hour ago. I am feeling a lil slight headache, think after blogging i'll take a short nap first.

My camera is finally here, i mean with my dad now. He decided to buy Canon EOS550D instead of the 1100D because he felt its worth another RM500 investment to have a better camera. I am of course more than thankful to have that and I am so eager to have it in my hands now. The first thing I need to buy in complement to this camera is some extra batteries. Seems like this camera is really power hungry. I think I might go for those 3rd party companies which cost at least 3 times less than the original canon. Other zoom lens, macro lens stuff, lets leave it when I'm more familiar with DSLR.

Shopping list is also up for me. Its time I "reward myself" with some goodies. First off, a backpack. I need it because I don't wanna travel with a sport bag which will damage my shoulder. I am seeking for those not too big, but not too small one. I found one from Deuter, kinda within my budget range. Just afraid its a lil too small. But I guess its good so i can also bring it up as hand carry luggage to the flights. Next is of course a nice cool looking sunnies. Also for the trip at least. How can you not look cool during summer if you're in Europe? I definitely won't get those Ray Ban or Oakley thingy since I am not those kinda guy who fancy wearing sunnies wherever I go. Furthermore, i won't stick to one sunnies for the rest of my life. I don't need those lifetime gurranty super cool looking sunnies. 3rd stuff will be another sweater/jacket. I have bought already a blazer but this blazer seem to be a lil more like party wearing type. Not for general purpose. So, I might go get another one which I can wear for spring here, as well as indoor air-con rooms back in Singapore/Msia. Others, subject to money and lets see what pops up. Definitely the backpack is a must.

Back to reality before shopping. I have a blardy presentation coming up on Thursday. Blardy hate it and its a long story. I normally like presentation especially in English as I get to show my qualities. But this time, its not only that I have no confidence, I dont' even have the motivation to do it. I am already all set to go for the trip then home, but this blardy thing came up. And it didn't even came up because I was oblige to do it, its just some random casual talk and then my supervisor brought it up. Make no mistake, he's still the best supervisor ever. But for this, I really hate him. This remaining two weeks in Reutlingen, I just wanna spend some time walking around the city and settle some stuff. But now I am oblige to prepare for the presentation until Thursday. Friday and nxt monday is public holiday here, so fark i can't do anyhting!

Anyway, back to some emo stuff. I am still thinking bout it from time to time, but not because i wanted to but it just pop up my brain. But I'm leaving it like that. As I said, the more I try to forget the more I'll remember. Its been like 1 month? or more? when we broke, we left a small door for things to happen. But, as i've mentioned in my previous post, its time to evaluate what have been happening in the past 10 years and if it is just repeating like a cycle, that means there's not a way things will work out. We're not getting any younger, time to think bout the future.


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