I'm suppose to continue "Story of Doug Episode 1" but apparently i've no time to edit the pics and think of what to write. I'm now in the library studying for my lab but i've read 10x di lolz. I mean if i really don't know the stuff, no matter how many 100x i read it'll be the same. I'll have a short break now. Well just to update u guys on how i'm doing over here.
Firstly, Busy is the word i can use. I'm sure my kaki-chatting would notice that I've been on9 so seldom, i'm damn losing out in all those kepoh-ing. In all these 6 semesters this is my busiest sem. Normally it should be the easiest sem, as most people would focus on internship and thesis and finish up those incomplete subjects. It's my fault anyway. I should have put in more effort in the 3rd and 4th sem. I know you've heard of this regret many times if u read my previous post, but i'm still feeling regret about it. Nevertheless, it's time to move on and i think i'm on the right track. I get busy this sem, but if everything goes as i planned, i'll be graduating next year. I hope i can get good result for all the subject this sem, then i can maintain a good credit point. Currently my average is 2.1(1 to 5 wif 1.0 the best) and if u compare this marks wif the US GPA system, i'm slightly below 1st class. But i've confident. as long as i can score for most of the sub, I'll get below 2.0 and remain in first class. But i have to tell u this, German system don't focus too much on classes for bachelor, and there's no graduation ceremony. Sounds pathetic? Nah, i like it this way. More practical. Basically as long as u have a 2.5 below you're consider good. Of course 1.0 is the best and for Masters & PhD, there's even a grade 0,7 which is excellent!!!. I'm definately not doing my masters here(sick of germany) lolz. I plan to do MBA actually. Maybe in Singapore, or Taiwan.
Lets not look too far, this sem 10 subs, 1 project, 3 non-tech, internship n a thesis. I wish myself good luck and all da best lolz. That's for the studies, and now gadgeting. Well if u notice last sem i bought lots of hi-tech stuff(spend too much!!!!) this year instead, I'm selling stuff. I just sold my speakers and replace wif a headphone(a Sennheiser man!!!!). Sound quality is good, esp music but the problem wif headphones is that u'll feel uncomfortable after wearing for hours. Other than that nothing much, din even buy any clothings( no more white blazer thingy lolz).
As for the next 2 weeks, I'll not be in town because my parents will be visiting me. We'll be going to barca and roma, not to forget of course berlin and munich. Well, I'm of course excited bout it but I'm also worried after 2 weeks my load of work will be doubled. The actual plan was that my mom wants to come for my convocation, but when i told her there's no such thing in Germany, she was like "harh??? then how??" lolz. She must be regretting to send me to germany. Don't worry, I'll graduate wif a German Degree(eventhough it's from a non-famous Uni).
As for me and my darling, I hav to be honest over here. We've been in a downstream for weeks but in this few days, things ar going up again. I am gonna miss her during this 2 weeks since i'm unable to communicate over the phone. Oh, i just noticed i did not announce this good news to u guys. My darling graduated and now she got a job which will start in June, a pretty good one i think(right darling???). She's now having lots of worries, worrying that she won't be able to cope with her job. But somehow I have total 100% confidence in her. I've only seen her once dressing up like an OL, which was the time we went shopping in parkson for a formal suit. Gotta tell u, she's damn sexy on her OL dressing. That's the only reason I'm worried bout her job lolz. I'm sure there're lots of colour wolverine that will eye on her. But I've confidence in myself(in another words, SEI OI!!!) coz i have lots of good quality that she's attracted to me lolzz hehehe. I might not hav the good looks, but i'm totally supernaturally charming especially when i show off my intelligence. I know most of u guys are starting to puke!!! Well, seriously we both hav been thru alot and i believe it's the experience that makes the bond between us stronger, not bout charm or physical attraction. I won't deny that I'm worried if people starts going after her esp i'm so far away, but on the other hand I feel proud coz among all the guys, she've chosen me. And i do believe in faith, if it's meant, nth can change that.
I guess that's all i have to say for now. I hope to update u guys on my blog wif more pics next time so u won't get bored!!!
Long time since i post anything. Don't seem to find anymore interest in blogging. But nevertheless, since i'm here and i feel like telling stories, here's a crappy post...
Long long time ago in a galaxy far far away....
On april 7th 1985, dunno wat time, in General Hospital KL(i think), it was the day where history was made. A born of a special child named Douglas. He was cute, chubby and fair(at that time la) lolz. He grew up in a family consist of a great daddy, wonderful mum and a super genius brother. Daddy used to be 6 feet tall and a state bball player. Mom is a scholar and a very smart women. Brother is now 4/5 of a doctor and soon he's gonna be one hell of a doctor. As for he himself, he's 2/3 an Engineer, but currently engine is not so near(taken from Godfathar™).
From 1985 till 1999, there are lots of memories. One of his trademark was his blardy hell short pants(i have no idea why I wore such a short pants that time, sexy qua hehe). He was a brass band member in charge of trumpet(look at my shiny trumpet), a Grade 5 piano drop out hehe, a lazy boy, a badminton champ in primary school and not to forget a head prefect(though i always kena screwed by the discipline teacher).
Pictures will tell u more.....
Then comes secondary school where he studied in S.M.K Sri Sentosa, the greatest mushroom skul of all time.
From there, he met a girl(half guy half girl at that time). Became close friend instantly due to such great compatibility.
But at that time they were only friends. Further more he was a super duper bookworm at that time.
To show off abit, he was awarded 2 times consecutively the best geography student 1998 and 1999(eventhough i hate that subject).
He ranked 5th in the whole form in 1998(those were my glory days lolz). At the end of 1998 he proved himself once again that he's a true leader by being elected to be the Head of Librarian board(geng le) but was fired in 1999(lolz lolz lolzzzzzz). After that his results drop exponentially
he's been strap off his fancy post one by one but on the other hand he became less nerdy, less bookwormmy and more outgoing(at that time outgoing = cyber cafe). He became one of those jeng guys playing this game 24-7.
Sometime around beginning of april, miracles happen. it happens on the 5th April 2001.....it's like a dream come true...
............................................................................................................................to be continued!!!!!
Long long time ago in a galaxy far far away....
On april 7th 1985, dunno wat time, in General Hospital KL(i think), it was the day where history was made. A born of a special child named Douglas. He was cute, chubby and fair(at that time la) lolz. He grew up in a family consist of a great daddy, wonderful mum and a super genius brother. Daddy used to be 6 feet tall and a state bball player. Mom is a scholar and a very smart women. Brother is now 4/5 of a doctor and soon he's gonna be one hell of a doctor. As for he himself, he's 2/3 an Engineer, but currently engine is not so near(taken from Godfathar™).
From 1985 till 1999, there are lots of memories. One of his trademark was his blardy hell short pants(i have no idea why I wore such a short pants that time, sexy qua hehe). He was a brass band member in charge of trumpet(look at my shiny trumpet), a Grade 5 piano drop out hehe, a lazy boy, a badminton champ in primary school and not to forget a head prefect(though i always kena screwed by the discipline teacher).
Pictures will tell u more.....
Then comes secondary school where he studied in S.M.K Sri Sentosa, the greatest mushroom skul of all time.
From there, he met a girl(half guy half girl at that time). Became close friend instantly due to such great compatibility.
But at that time they were only friends. Further more he was a super duper bookworm at that time.
To show off abit, he was awarded 2 times consecutively the best geography student 1998 and 1999(eventhough i hate that subject).
He ranked 5th in the whole form in 1998(those were my glory days lolz). At the end of 1998 he proved himself once again that he's a true leader by being elected to be the Head of Librarian board(geng le) but was fired in 1999(lolz lolz lolzzzzzz). After that his results drop exponentially
he's been strap off his fancy post one by one but on the other hand he became less nerdy, less bookwormmy and more outgoing(at that time outgoing = cyber cafe). He became one of those jeng guys playing this game 24-7.
Sometime around beginning of april, miracles happen. it happens on the 5th April 2001.....it's like a dream come true...
............................................................................................................................to be continued!!!!!
Here's some updates bout me. Well the title rojak means i'll put in everything i can think of, no specific topic to talk about. Well the last few days I've even thought of closing this blog and also friendster since it's so damn boring. I've seems to lost interest in blogging and friendstering. I mean those people that i always contact are mostly in my MSN list. So why should i keep friendster then?? Now that we can send offline msg in MSN, so there's no problem contacting those "active" friends. Well for comment and testimonial, I'll sort of lose that out, but i don't receive testi that often so i don't lose much. anyway that was just a thought. I think i won't delete it and just leave it there.
I'm now in lecture hall waiting for the lecturer to come. So i'm surfing internet. I came across The Star and i found such an interesting news - "Few Malaysians satisfied with their sex life". Agree with me? According to this article, 64% of Malaysians would like more intimacy and better communication with their partners. What is more interesting is that so you girls claim that guys are more horny?? here's the thing from this article - " . Despite sex being perceived as fun and exciting by most, satisfaction is still only marginally equal between men and women, with 40% of Malaysian women saying they are satisfied, compared to 37% of men" for more information please log on to this page.
This semester is going to be another busy sem. I have only 3 lectures but the problem is i have to take non technical courses. Well the funny thing bout this Uni is that you MUST attend non technical course in order to complete the degree but it's optional to come for class during technical courses. Anyway that means only one thing - life is getting more and more boring. I'm so screwed. I am still stuck with the internship thingy. I really hope i can get a company to employ me ASAP, best if they giv me a good allowance haha.
Spring is here. On Monday it was like 34 degrees and yes though it's the same temperature you find in Malaysia, but the worse thing is that i don't have any fan or air con in my room. It was so hot that i have to sleep naked. I don't really enjoy this kinda weather although i'm kinda sick of the sub zero temp during winter. Today it was just great. Somewhere between 10-20 degrees but i would appreciate more if there's more sunlight. Currently it's quite cloudy.
Sighz, see another boring post. Should i really consider closing this blog??? I'll think bout it when i have the time!! Gtg, gotta finish some reports!!!
I'm now in lecture hall waiting for the lecturer to come. So i'm surfing internet. I came across The Star and i found such an interesting news - "Few Malaysians satisfied with their sex life". Agree with me? According to this article, 64% of Malaysians would like more intimacy and better communication with their partners. What is more interesting is that so you girls claim that guys are more horny?? here's the thing from this article - " . Despite sex being perceived as fun and exciting by most, satisfaction is still only marginally equal between men and women, with 40% of Malaysian women saying they are satisfied, compared to 37% of men" for more information please log on to this page.
This semester is going to be another busy sem. I have only 3 lectures but the problem is i have to take non technical courses. Well the funny thing bout this Uni is that you MUST attend non technical course in order to complete the degree but it's optional to come for class during technical courses. Anyway that means only one thing - life is getting more and more boring. I'm so screwed. I am still stuck with the internship thingy. I really hope i can get a company to employ me ASAP, best if they giv me a good allowance haha.
Spring is here. On Monday it was like 34 degrees and yes though it's the same temperature you find in Malaysia, but the worse thing is that i don't have any fan or air con in my room. It was so hot that i have to sleep naked. I don't really enjoy this kinda weather although i'm kinda sick of the sub zero temp during winter. Today it was just great. Somewhere between 10-20 degrees but i would appreciate more if there's more sunlight. Currently it's quite cloudy.
Sighz, see another boring post. Should i really consider closing this blog??? I'll think bout it when i have the time!! Gtg, gotta finish some reports!!!
in 2001 April the 6th, I received a gift from my darling eventhough we weren't together yet. I was extremely happy at that time and 2 days after my bday we got together. It can't be more wonderful than that. That was the best bday present i had. That was the only bday that i really enjoy throughout this 6 years.
So after 5 years, which is yesterday, my 22nd bday. No grand celebration, no partying, no fancy restaurant outing. I was at home the whole day except i went out buying some groceries. I cooked instant cream soup together with french bread. That was my lunch and dinner. Sound pathetic? Not at all!!!
Early morning itself I received a call from my darling wishing me a happy birthday. Oh actually even at 00.00 German time she already wish me and sang bday song for me. then i receive an mms she sent to me. it was a cake she bought but too bad i can't eat it, haha so she eat it for me. it looks like it was just another day but u'll never know how i feel bout this very special day. The past 2 years I've been celebrating "alone". Though the last year i hav a small gathering wif some malaysian frens over here, but the feeling of loneliness is still there all the time. But this year, I had all those warm wishes and gifts from my darling. But of course it'll be most perfect if i get to celebrate with her face 2 face. Nevertheless, it's still a day i remember.
Thank you darling 4 all da gifts, all the wishes. I just can't wait 2 celebrate my next bday with you again. Thank you to all of you that gave me wishes- Pailing, Wenni, Jimmy, Madeline,Huey Chi, Gabe, Sheng Wa and Kar Sang. Thank you all of you.
Sighz i had a whole list of things to write but i am feeling so tired now. Gnite to everyone.
So after 5 years, which is yesterday, my 22nd bday. No grand celebration, no partying, no fancy restaurant outing. I was at home the whole day except i went out buying some groceries. I cooked instant cream soup together with french bread. That was my lunch and dinner. Sound pathetic? Not at all!!!
Early morning itself I received a call from my darling wishing me a happy birthday. Oh actually even at 00.00 German time she already wish me and sang bday song for me. then i receive an mms she sent to me. it was a cake she bought but too bad i can't eat it, haha so she eat it for me. it looks like it was just another day but u'll never know how i feel bout this very special day. The past 2 years I've been celebrating "alone". Though the last year i hav a small gathering wif some malaysian frens over here, but the feeling of loneliness is still there all the time. But this year, I had all those warm wishes and gifts from my darling. But of course it'll be most perfect if i get to celebrate with her face 2 face. Nevertheless, it's still a day i remember.
Thank you darling 4 all da gifts, all the wishes. I just can't wait 2 celebrate my next bday with you again. Thank you to all of you that gave me wishes- Pailing, Wenni, Jimmy, Madeline,Huey Chi, Gabe, Sheng Wa and Kar Sang. Thank you all of you.
Sighz i had a whole list of things to write but i am feeling so tired now. Gnite to everyone.
For the past 1 whole month my life is like a Evolution Rally challenge. I hav 2 drive to rocky n uneven terrain. But I am glad it is finally over.
Well we had a lil extra arguments last month. I mean me and my girl. There was one quarrel that nearly shake us off. But the positive side bout arguments is that once u achieve agreement, it'll be really great 4 da future. We're finally able to settle and sort things out. I'm not sure bout her, but after this series of quarrel, I really realized one thing, that I really need her so much. I know I am being selfish to hope she'll wait 4 me to come back no matter what happens but i really hope she does. I am working hard for my bachelor degree of coz it is obvious with this degree i can start earning money. But there's another motivation that made me study hard, that is my darling. Only by studying hard i can pass all my subject and grad fast, and only graduating fast i can go home fast. It's been half a year since I touch her face. But she constantly send me her pics. Well frankly she's getting prettier day by day. That is a good thing but it is also a threat to me. More and more guys would hav been attracted and that will threaten my position as her bf. Further more we're distance apart my threat is relatively more dangerous. But nevertheless I am confident that our relationship will last. I will do my part as much as i can to keep her with me.
Appreciation is one way of showing how much i luv her. I've been receiving some packages these days. After the cute lil bear she sent to me, then come the 2nd batch of package with groceries. Yeap, from Indo Mee to Milo, to nescafe, to nestum, to instant soup to london rolls...a total of 15kg of goods. Gosh basically i can start my own groceries store already lolz. This time it comes with a pink BUM t-shirt. It's my favourite pink. These gifts though it doesn't look as luxurious if u compare to Tech gadgets, or fancy fashion clothings. But to me these are the gifts that means the most to me. It's because it's what i really need for my study life here. I know u all are kinda bored of Milo but for me milo is like gold here. When i'm lazy to get my ass off this study table all i need is to boil water with my rice cooker in my room and cook maggi mee. My darling always felt that what she've done is not enough, but i would like to announce to the world with this blog that She's done so much for me. I luv her more and more day by day.
that's the T-shirt and thsoe are part of the stuff she sent to me. That's lots more but i've already packed it nicely. I luv u my dear.
Well i'm not that bad too le. I bought her a Blazer from Esprit as our "anniversary" gift. Though i know it'll never reach on time, but i just gotta accept the fact that we're in a distance apart. Unfortunately I am not able to post any pic of talk further bout this Blazer as i don't want her to know how it look like until she receive the gift. I purposely do it this way to spark up her curiosity hehe. Darling dun angry la k?? muax.
Last but not least, Thank you dear for all da sms, mms, testimonials, comments, and phone calls to wish me during my bday eve. I luv u so so so much baby. Promise me u won't leave me k?? muax.
Well we had a lil extra arguments last month. I mean me and my girl. There was one quarrel that nearly shake us off. But the positive side bout arguments is that once u achieve agreement, it'll be really great 4 da future. We're finally able to settle and sort things out. I'm not sure bout her, but after this series of quarrel, I really realized one thing, that I really need her so much. I know I am being selfish to hope she'll wait 4 me to come back no matter what happens but i really hope she does. I am working hard for my bachelor degree of coz it is obvious with this degree i can start earning money. But there's another motivation that made me study hard, that is my darling. Only by studying hard i can pass all my subject and grad fast, and only graduating fast i can go home fast. It's been half a year since I touch her face. But she constantly send me her pics. Well frankly she's getting prettier day by day. That is a good thing but it is also a threat to me. More and more guys would hav been attracted and that will threaten my position as her bf. Further more we're distance apart my threat is relatively more dangerous. But nevertheless I am confident that our relationship will last. I will do my part as much as i can to keep her with me.
Appreciation is one way of showing how much i luv her. I've been receiving some packages these days. After the cute lil bear she sent to me, then come the 2nd batch of package with groceries. Yeap, from Indo Mee to Milo, to nescafe, to nestum, to instant soup to london rolls...a total of 15kg of goods. Gosh basically i can start my own groceries store already lolz. This time it comes with a pink BUM t-shirt. It's my favourite pink. These gifts though it doesn't look as luxurious if u compare to Tech gadgets, or fancy fashion clothings. But to me these are the gifts that means the most to me. It's because it's what i really need for my study life here. I know u all are kinda bored of Milo but for me milo is like gold here. When i'm lazy to get my ass off this study table all i need is to boil water with my rice cooker in my room and cook maggi mee. My darling always felt that what she've done is not enough, but i would like to announce to the world with this blog that She's done so much for me. I luv her more and more day by day.
that's the T-shirt and thsoe are part of the stuff she sent to me. That's lots more but i've already packed it nicely. I luv u my dear.
Well i'm not that bad too le. I bought her a Blazer from Esprit as our "anniversary" gift. Though i know it'll never reach on time, but i just gotta accept the fact that we're in a distance apart. Unfortunately I am not able to post any pic of talk further bout this Blazer as i don't want her to know how it look like until she receive the gift. I purposely do it this way to spark up her curiosity hehe. Darling dun angry la k?? muax.
Last but not least, Thank you dear for all da sms, mms, testimonials, comments, and phone calls to wish me during my bday eve. I luv u so so so much baby. Promise me u won't leave me k?? muax.
Yeah, today I hav a new girlfriend di. I hav total "two" girlfriend now. Ooppss sounds so wrong rite?? dun misunderstand. I am not a two timer. Let me introduce my new girlfriend to u.
Well, her name is darling. She's only about 17cm tall and 15cm wide, bout few grams in weight, she's fairly white, has a pair of black eyes and has no hair. She's cute, soft and very nice to hug.
haha, so until now what do u guys think??
let me post a beautiful pic of her...
See isn't she cute??
it's my birthday present actually with a birthday card. She's too damn cute and i'm so obsessed over her now. Haha seems like my real darling is getting jealous di. Blehh.....
According to my darling, i'm going crazy di coz where got guys would like soft toys wan?? Lolz, i hav no comment in this statement. or maybe i should say..I'm not a guy???? hahaha....
Nah, this cute bear represents her and whenever i look at it i'll think of her. It's one of the best bday gift i've ever had haha.
Thank u darling, muax. i'll luv dis bear like how i luv u, or maybe more than u haahha....dun jealous la......
Well, her name is darling. She's only about 17cm tall and 15cm wide, bout few grams in weight, she's fairly white, has a pair of black eyes and has no hair. She's cute, soft and very nice to hug.
haha, so until now what do u guys think??
let me post a beautiful pic of her...
See isn't she cute??
it's my birthday present actually with a birthday card. She's too damn cute and i'm so obsessed over her now. Haha seems like my real darling is getting jealous di. Blehh.....
According to my darling, i'm going crazy di coz where got guys would like soft toys wan?? Lolz, i hav no comment in this statement. or maybe i should say..I'm not a guy???? hahaha....
Nah, this cute bear represents her and whenever i look at it i'll think of her. It's one of the best bday gift i've ever had haha.
Thank u darling, muax. i'll luv dis bear like how i luv u, or maybe more than u haahha....dun jealous la......
Yo! I'm back. Wow, it's been a while, a long while since i've continue writing craps here. But this time I'm not really crapping.
I remember my BM tuition teacher, Ms Kok, always tells us her trademark quote : "jadi manusia memang susah. Tapi mahu jadi tak?". I want to add something to it. Life is hard, definately. But it seems we don't really have a choice. Yes i know people can choose to just end their life. But i think that's really selfish. First of all, think of the mighty one that created you. Can u calculate the probability of having a baby? I'll giv u some variables. There's only approx 5 days in a month for a women to be fertile. As for men, there are billions of sperm swimming and only max one or two would get through, if they get through. So, what do u think?
I'm not good in biology nor i am good in literature or philosophy but what i wanted to say is that it's consider a miracle that all of us are able to live on earth for a period of time. 2ndly, we think of our moms. They say that the number one pain in the world is when a mom is giving birth to a child. Though it could be just within hours, but it hurts the most. So, before someone think of ending their life, should think of this first.
3rdly, i would suggest someone to kill themselves(if they prefer to) to do it when they're young. Why? As time goes by, you get to know more people, and more or less there's always a minimum of one or two true friends that care for u, or if u're lucky you would meet someone who loves u. I'm not sure bout u, but for me even if i don't appreciate my own life, i would appreciate the love and care that people gave to me.
It's never easy when u face problems u felt there's no solution to it. But for me, I believe there's always a solution to everything. The only thing that stops us from seeing it is that in our mind we already preset that there's no solution. Yes every human has their different level of handling problems, and every problems has their different difficulties. But I believe that as long as u share ur problems, 2 brains is always better than 1 brain rite? It's not bout being independent or what, it's good that u can solve problems urself. But if u can't, there's no harm seeking other people's help.
I know i sound like an old man telling old man stories. I'm sorry for that.
Well, recently there's some conflict between me and darling. It could be that I just finished my exams and that's why i was under alot of stress. Nah, i think that's just an excuse. I think it's more bout my stress management skills. I felt so lousy now. I know I'm not a good boyfriend. But I'm trying my best to be one.
As for darling, I know she's having a tough life. I might not be able to understand fully the things she's gone through, But I'll always try to look from the point of view of her side, and try to understand. I knoe I can't do much nor I'm not good in comforting people, especially I'm in such a long distance, but I am willing to be a good listener and if necessary I'll be a good sandbag to release stress.
Life of Eternity Slowly Evolve over an Obvious Enigma.
That's the phrase I want to dedicate to my darling. For u peeps, don't worry bout trying to find out the meaning of this phrase, it's something only me and my darling understand.
I remember my BM tuition teacher, Ms Kok, always tells us her trademark quote : "jadi manusia memang susah. Tapi mahu jadi tak?". I want to add something to it. Life is hard, definately. But it seems we don't really have a choice. Yes i know people can choose to just end their life. But i think that's really selfish. First of all, think of the mighty one that created you. Can u calculate the probability of having a baby? I'll giv u some variables. There's only approx 5 days in a month for a women to be fertile. As for men, there are billions of sperm swimming and only max one or two would get through, if they get through. So, what do u think?
I'm not good in biology nor i am good in literature or philosophy but what i wanted to say is that it's consider a miracle that all of us are able to live on earth for a period of time. 2ndly, we think of our moms. They say that the number one pain in the world is when a mom is giving birth to a child. Though it could be just within hours, but it hurts the most. So, before someone think of ending their life, should think of this first.
3rdly, i would suggest someone to kill themselves(if they prefer to) to do it when they're young. Why? As time goes by, you get to know more people, and more or less there's always a minimum of one or two true friends that care for u, or if u're lucky you would meet someone who loves u. I'm not sure bout u, but for me even if i don't appreciate my own life, i would appreciate the love and care that people gave to me.
It's never easy when u face problems u felt there's no solution to it. But for me, I believe there's always a solution to everything. The only thing that stops us from seeing it is that in our mind we already preset that there's no solution. Yes every human has their different level of handling problems, and every problems has their different difficulties. But I believe that as long as u share ur problems, 2 brains is always better than 1 brain rite? It's not bout being independent or what, it's good that u can solve problems urself. But if u can't, there's no harm seeking other people's help.
I know i sound like an old man telling old man stories. I'm sorry for that.
Well, recently there's some conflict between me and darling. It could be that I just finished my exams and that's why i was under alot of stress. Nah, i think that's just an excuse. I think it's more bout my stress management skills. I felt so lousy now. I know I'm not a good boyfriend. But I'm trying my best to be one.
As for darling, I know she's having a tough life. I might not be able to understand fully the things she's gone through, But I'll always try to look from the point of view of her side, and try to understand. I knoe I can't do much nor I'm not good in comforting people, especially I'm in such a long distance, but I am willing to be a good listener and if necessary I'll be a good sandbag to release stress.
Life of Eternity Slowly Evolve over an Obvious Enigma.
That's the phrase I want to dedicate to my darling. For u peeps, don't worry bout trying to find out the meaning of this phrase, it's something only me and my darling understand.
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