Lolz, when we talk about Resolution, New Year Resolution?? Yeah I used to be one of those guys who set some aim of wat I should do during the new year but in the end i screwed all up. 1024x768?? 3MP?? lolz those are resolution too but it's pixel resolutions.
Anyway I guess I don't have to do a whole new definition of Resolution. Well, when it comes to the end of the year, I'll always do a brain refreshment on what I've done best, and what I've done that made me regret bout it. Lets refresh on 2005, where I set some goals like study hard, forget bout "someone", learn to play guitar well, improve my bball skills, blablabla but all failed. 2006 has been a wonderful year for me though there're some screwed up moments.
Well, lets start of wif screwed up moments. I screwed up my studies, which I really regret bout it. I sold my laptop for a desktop, which i actually half regret bout it. One reason I'm happy because I had a kick ass desktop which can play loads of games, n of course with unlimited broadband i can leave my desktop on for days to download. Even now, the desktop has been running for 2 weeks non stop di lolz. I guess i'll switch it off one of these days. The reason why I regret bout buying this desktop is because when I'm in the library which I am most of the time actually, I couldn't surf the internet. but come to think of it, my purpose of being in the library is to study and if i hav a laptop wif internet connection, would i still pay so much attention to the book?? lolz......so......no comments....lolzzz
Still at bad moments here. I had another screwed up bday, n especially this is my 21st. Well, the only thing I cheer bout during my bday was a very surprising bday wish from my darling(well of course she wasn't my darlin at that time) , and a surprising gift from my best bro KS, and a lil pair of fury slippers from Thars. Was planning to throw a party actually but screwed up. Besides a screwed up bday, it was another screwed up summer. I can't believe that I did not even do sports while the weather was so good. I plan go jogging, basketball(of course duh) and some other outdoor sports but ended up playing Pro Evolution Soccer lolz. However I did participate in the Indonesians sports fair in Basketball and Soccer(though din get to play) and did quite well in the first game. We also did some practice session b4 the games for soccer.
Hmm, what else bout bad moments?? Well I guess the first few days of my summer hols was kinda screwed up, which i'll come to that later. Or maybe not.
Lets talk bout the good moments hehe. Finally got unlimited internet and able to watch HK drama even from Germany. Got myself some cool stuff like ipod(given to my darling di), white blazer, a new hp recently(old one giv 2 mom). Lolz i think i better stop tokin bout those small stuff coz it's gonna take forever. Lets go to the biggest turning point - My darling.
Before coming back 2 malaysia, somehow she got my MSN and she start toking to me. I still sound a lil cool to her coz i actually couldn't let go of what has happen 2 years ago. But after a few chat sessions i finally felt comfortable with her again. Catch up wif wat we've lost on that 2 years and so on. I thought we can continue being friends until one day we decided to webcam and the moment i saw her via webcam, my feelings starts running all over my body again. But then again i never put hopes on anything that will happen coz c'mon, it's been 2 years and who would expect us to be together again?? But believe it o not, it happens. Yeap, it was the best thing that ever happen 2 me this year. Honestly i couldn't believe it myself but it happens. Just luv her so much.
Well, i think i'm tired of making any goals to achieve or watsoever. Just wanna say 2007, hope it's a better year for me. Hope me and my darling will have a healthy relationship, hope m studies are ok and most of all, hope time passes slightly faster so i can come home to see my darling.
It's a happy and also a bad day for me. Lets start off with the happy stuff. Yesterday I received a blue card from the post man stating that I have a package to collect. As I've already expected, it was from my darling. Previously i talked about darling getting a christmas gift for me, yeap it finally arrive. I was so excited about it yesterday but they only allow me to collect it today.
So, it was kinda rainy day and it's freaking cold and i have to walk to the Post office which is about 10-15mins walk. After collecting the package, I went straight to library as i have to work out on my lab 2moro. But i took the first 15 mins in the library checking out my darling's gift. I already know that my darling is giving me a wallet. Here's the pics about it....
It's a renoma wallet. I bet it's gonna cost alot. darling, thank you so much.
The lil pic inside there was also my darling's effort. So lovely
the other side of the wallet.
the whole package which includes the christmas socks and a lil christmas card.
As i said i was already expecting a wallet, and i was so curious to know how it looks like, so after opening the envelope, i turn the envelope upside down and pour all the stuff out. what i didn't expect was that she put the wallet inside the lovely christmas sock with a cute lil bear in front of it. The moment the thing drop on the table, the sound generated attract attention from other ppl in the library. They saw the sock wif the lil bear that n was smilling at me. My face kinda turn red but still I'm so happy and I luv wat my darling gave to me. Thanks darling and I luv ya baby 4ever n ever muakssss....
Thats the happy stuff. The bad stuff thingy was 2 hours after i looked at my present. I was suppose to meet a professor. To enter the prof's room, i first need to intercom someone to identify myself and then they'll open the door for me. As soon as someone speaks after i press the intercom, i told the person my purpose in German(very broken german) and when he replied something, he speaks very fast german and i just couldn't understand a single thing he said. It was so embarassing. Luckily it was just for while as the prof speaks very good english. Btw there's more to this story but i'm not in the mood to talk about it. I'll just generally say out my feelings. During sec skul, it was so easy to bring everyone together. I remember suggesting some study group session though it ended up being chat and games session, but still it's just easy. Everyone seems to like being together regardless of studying or having leisure time. During college it's even better as i have a bunch of classmates that are so united. Dont even need to speak bout having discussion together, we even have breakfast and/or lunch together everyday. almost the whole class join the breakfast/lunch session and we even joke bout being late for class - since the majority of the class members are here, we can be late for class and the lecturer can't do anything bout it. But now, it's just so different. I always wanted a group discussion thingy especially if we're assigned in a same group whether doing project or labs or whatsoever. I am weak in language but in content wise I'm quite okay with it as i have lots of english reference books. So I always have an idea that someone can help me in the language and i shall help them in the content in return. But ppl are just selfish here. Damn it i hate it. ppl just don't understand what's the meaning of "2 brains are better than 1". I can say i'm always helping ppl here but none give me any help in return!!!!!
Anyway, i won't be here for long so lets just forget bout it. As soon as i grad, i'll never want to see them in my life anymore. Don't even think of doing business with me anymore in the future, so long suckers!!! Btw, it seems godfathar is being emo these days but i'm kinda bz wif labs, labs labs. Cathup wif ya godfathar as soon as i'm free.....
So, it was kinda rainy day and it's freaking cold and i have to walk to the Post office which is about 10-15mins walk. After collecting the package, I went straight to library as i have to work out on my lab 2moro. But i took the first 15 mins in the library checking out my darling's gift. I already know that my darling is giving me a wallet. Here's the pics about it....
It's a renoma wallet. I bet it's gonna cost alot. darling, thank you so much.
The lil pic inside there was also my darling's effort. So lovely
the other side of the wallet.
the whole package which includes the christmas socks and a lil christmas card.As i said i was already expecting a wallet, and i was so curious to know how it looks like, so after opening the envelope, i turn the envelope upside down and pour all the stuff out. what i didn't expect was that she put the wallet inside the lovely christmas sock with a cute lil bear in front of it. The moment the thing drop on the table, the sound generated attract attention from other ppl in the library. They saw the sock wif the lil bear that n was smilling at me. My face kinda turn red but still I'm so happy and I luv wat my darling gave to me. Thanks darling and I luv ya baby 4ever n ever muakssss....
Thats the happy stuff. The bad stuff thingy was 2 hours after i looked at my present. I was suppose to meet a professor. To enter the prof's room, i first need to intercom someone to identify myself and then they'll open the door for me. As soon as someone speaks after i press the intercom, i told the person my purpose in German(very broken german) and when he replied something, he speaks very fast german and i just couldn't understand a single thing he said. It was so embarassing. Luckily it was just for while as the prof speaks very good english. Btw there's more to this story but i'm not in the mood to talk about it. I'll just generally say out my feelings. During sec skul, it was so easy to bring everyone together. I remember suggesting some study group session though it ended up being chat and games session, but still it's just easy. Everyone seems to like being together regardless of studying or having leisure time. During college it's even better as i have a bunch of classmates that are so united. Dont even need to speak bout having discussion together, we even have breakfast and/or lunch together everyday. almost the whole class join the breakfast/lunch session and we even joke bout being late for class - since the majority of the class members are here, we can be late for class and the lecturer can't do anything bout it. But now, it's just so different. I always wanted a group discussion thingy especially if we're assigned in a same group whether doing project or labs or whatsoever. I am weak in language but in content wise I'm quite okay with it as i have lots of english reference books. So I always have an idea that someone can help me in the language and i shall help them in the content in return. But ppl are just selfish here. Damn it i hate it. ppl just don't understand what's the meaning of "2 brains are better than 1". I can say i'm always helping ppl here but none give me any help in return!!!!!
Anyway, i won't be here for long so lets just forget bout it. As soon as i grad, i'll never want to see them in my life anymore. Don't even think of doing business with me anymore in the future, so long suckers!!! Btw, it seems godfathar is being emo these days but i'm kinda bz wif labs, labs labs. Cathup wif ya godfathar as soon as i'm free.....
it's been quite an emotional week for me last week. Well, I'll just do a summary on it. I am a person who likes to help people and i'm happy 2 see the person i helped to be happy. Of course I'm not Douglas Almighty or watever crap, so if i'm unable to fulfill your favour, I can only say I've did my best and I'm sorry. Believe me, I really did my best, but I'm just not good enough to help. Btw, if you asked a favour from someone, that person don't owe you anything. He's doing you a favour, something extra. So don't make it as if like he/she has the responsibility to do what you told. Don't even think of getting pissed off about it k? 2ndly if you want some favour from someone, basically you're giving him trouble already. If you can, why not do your part to ease him??? Example: you want movies from me, and I don't mind spending a lil time giving you the permission to click around my comp and copy movies. The worse thing is, you want movie from me and you expect me to bring my hdd to your place?? It's not like you don't have a hdd yourself asshole!!!!
Wats next??? i'll use some cantonese phrases here translated in English. If you don't have such big head, don't wear such big hat. Sometimes you have to know when to stop or you just have to know what are you abilities. First of all, it is okay if you use some of the bombastic words to describe something, but not too much. Imagine if you ask me for direction to Cinema, and i tell you something like this "first you glide to the end of this infinite road, then drift to your left until your iris receive a form of signal known as light telling you that it's a building, then roll on to your right and there you'll see the cinema" Lolz, anyway thats something i made up. I just want to give an example of how crappy things can be if you over do it!!!!
Next, I hate ppl stabbing my back. if you want to challenge me, do it face 2 face. you're not gaining anything when you stab me from the back. even if you win, will you be proud of yourself?? if you are means you're just one hell of a thick skin faggot.
Well thats bout the anger part. Don't want to put names or the real situations. Here comes the sad part. It's 11th December. It's exactly 3 months after me and my darling got back together. Of course we don't celebrate these things but it just make me think of those wonderful moments we spent during my summer hols. I miss her so much and it's christmas soon. I had flashbacks on how we spent christmas during Form 4 till college. Nothing grand of course, but just luv spending time wif her especially during seasons.
well it's time to show what kinda necklace i got for her for christmas.
nice???
Okies i'm done for this emo blog. Luv ya my darling. And to those bastards, go suck ur own balls!!!!
Wats next??? i'll use some cantonese phrases here translated in English. If you don't have such big head, don't wear such big hat. Sometimes you have to know when to stop or you just have to know what are you abilities. First of all, it is okay if you use some of the bombastic words to describe something, but not too much. Imagine if you ask me for direction to Cinema, and i tell you something like this "first you glide to the end of this infinite road, then drift to your left until your iris receive a form of signal known as light telling you that it's a building, then roll on to your right and there you'll see the cinema" Lolz, anyway thats something i made up. I just want to give an example of how crappy things can be if you over do it!!!!
Next, I hate ppl stabbing my back. if you want to challenge me, do it face 2 face. you're not gaining anything when you stab me from the back. even if you win, will you be proud of yourself?? if you are means you're just one hell of a thick skin faggot.
Well thats bout the anger part. Don't want to put names or the real situations. Here comes the sad part. It's 11th December. It's exactly 3 months after me and my darling got back together. Of course we don't celebrate these things but it just make me think of those wonderful moments we spent during my summer hols. I miss her so much and it's christmas soon. I had flashbacks on how we spent christmas during Form 4 till college. Nothing grand of course, but just luv spending time wif her especially during seasons.
well it's time to show what kinda necklace i got for her for christmas.
nice???Okies i'm done for this emo blog. Luv ya my darling. And to those bastards, go suck ur own balls!!!!
I want to say something, but my eyes are just closing each time i try to open it. Coming up, emotional post, a lil bout darling's necklace gift, and some critics bout some idiots.....be right back!!!
DON'T GO ANYWHERE!!!
DON'T GO ANYWHERE!!!
When I was in Primay school, each time after one semester ends, we'll greet our classmates a "see u soon". My parents was kinda strict so for me, my semester break usually will be all spent with my family. Don't remember what i did though. During Secondary school, we make plans during holiday breaks. we go lepak. But unfortunately for me, i don't get the freedom that everyone has. Even playing basketball, i am only limited to 2 hours and if i don't come back after that, i'll get screwed. But somehow, saying buy in secondary skul wasn't that hard as we'll see each other soon. After SPM, it's a lil harder to say bye to sec skulmates but still we knoe most of us will be ard town doin our pre-U. Some in STPM, some A-Level, SAM, or some foundation and many more. But still most of us ar still ard. After college, things start getting heavier and heavier. I don't know how many times I've been in KLIA whether sending ppl off or see ppl sending me off. But that feeling is really heavy. I mean can u imagine u're having a morning but ur fren is having a night?? Sighz....
Well, yesterday around 5.30am I've sent one of my friend Steven off from Duesseldorf airport. First of all, congratulation to him as he finished his double degree in Germany. An end to study world. Don't think he'll further his studies as he's a double degree holder, so i guess i should wish him a good luck in working life. Good for him, i envy him. I really wish I am the one graduating and go home and never come back here again. Though I always complain of how bad Msia is compare to Germany, but still there's no other place better than home. Steven wasn't so keen to see us sending him off but we insist though. Well, some ppl luv to hav a big bunch of frenz sending them off, while some others just prefer to go without ppl sending them off. For me, I am both. I luv ppl sending me off, but on the other hand i felt hard to see myself leaving my friends. I remember the first year i went to germany, I have my college friends, sec skul frenz, even primary skul frenz to send me off. Not to forget my parents of course and Uncle Albert(my father's friend who study in germany long time ago). Took alot of pictures and talk lots of crap b4 i leave. Lolz, was kinda great feeling to see ur frenz sending u off, but as i said it's just heavy. After that year, I prefer only my family to send me off.
Well anyway, another 1 year ++ for me. So there's no point having all this jealousy and sad feelings as i can't do much now. Christmas is coming and how i wish i can celebrate it with my darling. Ahh why am i toking bout sad stuff again? Ohh I hav a lil good news to share. I got 2 years Visa extension today(if u read my past post, u'll knoe how hectic is that to get a visa extension). Now i can fully focus on my studies. Now that steven hav left(he's our main cook), i guess i have to cook more frequent now. Sheng Wa, I need more recipies from you!!!
Haha a post without mentioning my darling?? U guys would probably think that I'm not ok with her lolz. Ok now i'm gonna mention bout her. Well, we've been going well so far, a lil bumpy last week but it's all cool now. Oh ya i asked steven to send the christmas gift that i wanted to give to my darling. here's the pic of it but it's not that clear in this pic....
in case u can't see clearly wat's inside the glass, it's paper folded heart shapes and some paper swan(which is the minority so it's not so visible). Took me total time of 18 hours to complete filling up the bottle. But knowing that my darling will sure love it, i don't mind spending 18 days or even 18 years doing somethin for her. Still got one more present for her, but that won't be so soon. She got me something too, and i'm still waiting to receive it. Hehe darling luv ya so much.
Kays, thats all bout me, n my dear. Now that i've completed the christmas gift, it's time to focus on studies again. heading to library more often.
Well, yesterday around 5.30am I've sent one of my friend Steven off from Duesseldorf airport. First of all, congratulation to him as he finished his double degree in Germany. An end to study world. Don't think he'll further his studies as he's a double degree holder, so i guess i should wish him a good luck in working life. Good for him, i envy him. I really wish I am the one graduating and go home and never come back here again. Though I always complain of how bad Msia is compare to Germany, but still there's no other place better than home. Steven wasn't so keen to see us sending him off but we insist though. Well, some ppl luv to hav a big bunch of frenz sending them off, while some others just prefer to go without ppl sending them off. For me, I am both. I luv ppl sending me off, but on the other hand i felt hard to see myself leaving my friends. I remember the first year i went to germany, I have my college friends, sec skul frenz, even primary skul frenz to send me off. Not to forget my parents of course and Uncle Albert(my father's friend who study in germany long time ago). Took alot of pictures and talk lots of crap b4 i leave. Lolz, was kinda great feeling to see ur frenz sending u off, but as i said it's just heavy. After that year, I prefer only my family to send me off.
Well anyway, another 1 year ++ for me. So there's no point having all this jealousy and sad feelings as i can't do much now. Christmas is coming and how i wish i can celebrate it with my darling. Ahh why am i toking bout sad stuff again? Ohh I hav a lil good news to share. I got 2 years Visa extension today(if u read my past post, u'll knoe how hectic is that to get a visa extension). Now i can fully focus on my studies. Now that steven hav left(he's our main cook), i guess i have to cook more frequent now. Sheng Wa, I need more recipies from you!!!
Haha a post without mentioning my darling?? U guys would probably think that I'm not ok with her lolz. Ok now i'm gonna mention bout her. Well, we've been going well so far, a lil bumpy last week but it's all cool now. Oh ya i asked steven to send the christmas gift that i wanted to give to my darling. here's the pic of it but it's not that clear in this pic....
in case u can't see clearly wat's inside the glass, it's paper folded heart shapes and some paper swan(which is the minority so it's not so visible). Took me total time of 18 hours to complete filling up the bottle. But knowing that my darling will sure love it, i don't mind spending 18 days or even 18 years doing somethin for her. Still got one more present for her, but that won't be so soon. She got me something too, and i'm still waiting to receive it. Hehe darling luv ya so much.Kays, thats all bout me, n my dear. Now that i've completed the christmas gift, it's time to focus on studies again. heading to library more often.
In my last post I talk about how my darling treats me. Well sadly she commented that she's not that good as wat i described. But I wanna say, wat i've posted in the previous post are all true words from my heart.
Sighz, we had a few quarrels already for the last few days though. But the reason is because we loved each other 2 much. I don't know how to describe why we quarrel. It's like we care 4 each other too much till we have different opinion on how should things works. But it's settled now. Well, I want to apologize to my darling 4 giving her such a hard time when she's already trying her best. I'm sorry darling.
Lets don't go into details on all the sad stuff since now we're ok already. Today my darling had a haircut and a new dye. Hehe she looks so cute with this hairstyle and of course she looks cute even with her old hairstyle but i luv both the old or the new. Basically i luv everything bout her hehe. lets not get freezed up first. here's a pic of her new hairstyle/dye...
isn't she cute??
ritez, now back 2 me. I finally bought a canvas bag. I've been talking bout it even before I came back to malaysia and i was thinking of getting one in malaysia but couldn't get any. I've actually searched duisburg and Duesseldorf lots of times b4 but just couldn't get a cheap and good one. I nearly wanted to get an Esprit but it cost around 49euro. wtf?? Oh forgot to mention my darling was so crazy that she nearly wanted to get the RM200 Esprit bag for me when i'm still in malaysia. Luckily i stop her from doing so coz RM200 is just 2 expensive and i don't want her to waste so much money. She loves me so much and i know that, so do i. oh the bag i'm talkin bout...lolz suddenly tok bout my darling di. The bag it's one of those clearance sale stuff. Basically it's an old design and nobody wants it anymore so the price slashes. It's from dockers btw. I won't state the price here, let u judge....
Well just ignore the blardy words on the bag. Well, now that i'm having a lil timeout from my labs and studies, I'm now busy working on my darling's christmas present. I can't take a pic of the christmas present becoz it's suppose to be a suprise for her. but i can giv a slight preview. it's a DIY stuff.
See the coin on the left?? it's a 1 cent coin. the right side is one of those paper swan that i've folded which is quite equivalent to the size of the 1cent coin. Lolz, it's not easy to do such small stuff u knoe. Well, i hope my darling will like the christmas gift. Besides that, i also got her a swarovski crystal pendant necklace. Sorry can't post up the pic either coz i don't want her to know how it looks like. Also heard that she bought something for me. I felt so touched but also guilty that she spent quite alot of money on this gift. I luv her so much not just bcoz she buy stuff 4 me, but all the effort and things she've done for me. I luv ya baby 4ever n ever.
Sighz, we had a few quarrels already for the last few days though. But the reason is because we loved each other 2 much. I don't know how to describe why we quarrel. It's like we care 4 each other too much till we have different opinion on how should things works. But it's settled now. Well, I want to apologize to my darling 4 giving her such a hard time when she's already trying her best. I'm sorry darling.
Lets don't go into details on all the sad stuff since now we're ok already. Today my darling had a haircut and a new dye. Hehe she looks so cute with this hairstyle and of course she looks cute even with her old hairstyle but i luv both the old or the new. Basically i luv everything bout her hehe. lets not get freezed up first. here's a pic of her new hairstyle/dye...
isn't she cute??ritez, now back 2 me. I finally bought a canvas bag. I've been talking bout it even before I came back to malaysia and i was thinking of getting one in malaysia but couldn't get any. I've actually searched duisburg and Duesseldorf lots of times b4 but just couldn't get a cheap and good one. I nearly wanted to get an Esprit but it cost around 49euro. wtf?? Oh forgot to mention my darling was so crazy that she nearly wanted to get the RM200 Esprit bag for me when i'm still in malaysia. Luckily i stop her from doing so coz RM200 is just 2 expensive and i don't want her to waste so much money. She loves me so much and i know that, so do i. oh the bag i'm talkin bout...lolz suddenly tok bout my darling di. The bag it's one of those clearance sale stuff. Basically it's an old design and nobody wants it anymore so the price slashes. It's from dockers btw. I won't state the price here, let u judge....
Well just ignore the blardy words on the bag. Well, now that i'm having a lil timeout from my labs and studies, I'm now busy working on my darling's christmas present. I can't take a pic of the christmas present becoz it's suppose to be a suprise for her. but i can giv a slight preview. it's a DIY stuff.
See the coin on the left?? it's a 1 cent coin. the right side is one of those paper swan that i've folded which is quite equivalent to the size of the 1cent coin. Lolz, it's not easy to do such small stuff u knoe. Well, i hope my darling will like the christmas gift. Besides that, i also got her a swarovski crystal pendant necklace. Sorry can't post up the pic either coz i don't want her to know how it looks like. Also heard that she bought something for me. I felt so touched but also guilty that she spent quite alot of money on this gift. I luv her so much not just bcoz she buy stuff 4 me, but all the effort and things she've done for me. I luv ya baby 4ever n ever.
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