My Number 1

I was thinking about posting this up for a long time already. But just don't have the mood to think of what to write. Although my memories are relatively good, but I still struggle alot actually.

Anywayz I've split it into groups. Now where should I start? Maybe I should start with the possession.

• BEST CLOTHES I'VE EVER BOUGHT.

Needless to say, it's the "shirt" I take care of the most, and seldom wear not because I don't want to wear, just that sometimes I find it abit too sharp to wear it out to the streets.

• BEST SHOES EVER BOUGHT

This is a relatively easy decision as I don't have many shoes. When I was in Form 2 I finally had my first branded shoes from Thailand. Well, at that time although it's really ORIGINAL Reebok but since it's from Thailand everybody have been teasing me that it's fake knowing that I take branded stuff very seriously that time. My sense of fashion was totally 0 at that time. After that my tastes are much better and more improved. And of course this white shinny HUB Glenn is the most attractive pair of shoes I've ever bought.

• BEST GIFT I'VE HAD

Among the rest, this is the one that means alot too me. Although some things are already in the past and can't turn back, this cute lil bear bear (I called in Darling as mentioned in a post in march 2007) have been a good company and it's sitting right beside my speaker on my working desk here.

• BEST POST FROM MY BLOG

Of course it should be a funny one. Though I have alot of those funny post, I think the winner goes to Mamak Stall Proposal. Man I can't believe I'm that lame.

• BEST TRIP

Yes I've been to quite alot of places since I came to Germany. If you ask me how do I rate the fun and enjoyment of a trip, I'll go with these criteria :

1.) For me the number one is the company. No matter where I go, I will find much fun if I'm with a bunch of crazy MF friends. I don't mean just friends, but CRAZY friends!!!
2.) Yes second will be the location of course.
3.) Normally this is not so important as if you have good companies, you will just find alot of things to do. But sometimes also it depends on the activities available.
4.) Least trouble on trips. Although I'm much flexible with spontanous changes, but I've always pre-plan some of the things to do on trips. If the trip turns out to be quite smooth, then it's a good trip.


There're many trips which I enjoy alot, but the one I enjoyed the most is the Genting trip 2006 with Kelsen and Gabriel. Woohoo!!! Some pics to refresh the trip abit.

• BEST CITY EVER VISITED

I've made a top 10 before. But I should do this again. Barcelona is the best so far. I'll tell you why. I love beaches, as well as the metropolitan but I didn't like city which are too busy. Also the weather there is just so good. I find everything so perfect in Barca.

• CRAZIEST THING I'VE DONE

Honestly I had thought of this for a long long time before actually making this decision. So the award goes to.....

Leaving Malaysia to Germany. Actually it's nothing hard going abroad to study. But like I've always mentioned in my blog or telling friends, the hardest part that I felt was that because my admission letter came late, and I couldn't get a place in student hostel. I came to Germany alone, without even securing a place to stay, and though I've learned some German back home, but it's not even sufficient to understand a single word they say. Furthermore my town is not really a tourist area and not many people actually speaks English. I still remember the second day I've managed to find a call shop and made a call back home. I didn't even bother about the rates of the call, and the moment my mom received the call, I was holding my tears all the way. I was holding a return ticket and if i really keen of going home, I can just call MAS and say I want to come home. But surviving and now I've already been here for 4 years. Man, to me it's the craziest thing I've ever done.

• BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPEN TO ME

Sometimes it's hard to forget the past. I believe there will always be someone with such influence that can shake and change your world just like that, and when everything is over you can still feel the aftermath. Nobody could see the future. Maybe one day there'll be another person that will again shake my world, but currently she's the best thing that ever happen to me.

That's all for now. I would have more of my Number 1.

Weekend Dinner

At least the weekends changed my overall bad week. On Friday We had a small celebration for Edwin who's going back to Malaysia as he finished his 8 months internship here in Siemens. He'll be going back for another year at UTP. The food was great at Peking Restaurant. After that he wanted to find out some stuff so we accompany him to the airport, and when I was at the airport I kept asking myself when will be my turn to come here as a flight passenger...


Anywayz, now that it's getting clearer that I'll be doing a masters, it won't be long too that I'll be at the airport again....Though I'm am starting to miss home like crazy, but I'm sorta numb about getting into a new place and settling down again....

Back to dinner...I asked sheng wa for a simple soup recipe for noodles, and so he gaved me. Tried it, and it turns out to be quite good. Too bad until now there's no such device to capture smell and taste, otherwise i would also take it down and share it here...






And I've made curry pork.....



Looks good eh???


Lecker!!!

The Checkered flag

This week indeed turns out to be a not so good one. My project is again stuck as it didn't give me the expected result. Have to make some changes and hope somethings will work out soon. Also I had an argument with my friends yesterday that made me a lil offended. But anywayz everything is ok now. And of course I emailed Asus support center, and they replied me with some crazy English (haih Germans, what are you "sinking" about??)

Dear Customer

you can send in the NB to our Repair Center and we can repair it because with a chargelist (60-80 Euro allowance) and the cost for a new keyboard. Or you try to buy a new keyboard and build in byself. You can buy a keyboard from the Company Lapxpress with Telephone 00492102470415



Mit freundlichen Grüßen / Best Regards

Man I'm confused are they paying me the allowance or I am suppose to pay them for it? Anywayz they're MotharFarker Madam Kwan because the company Lapxpress they mentioned kwan kau my money shit. The company is selling the keyboard for 80EUROs. I searched ebay and other online shops, the cheapest i can find is 35euro. But anyhow 35 euro is not a small amount so I'll just use my external keyboard for the time being.


Anyway there're also good news too. The first I want mention and also dedicate, although he never reads my blog, is my brother. He just had his convocation last Sunday and I felt bad that I wasn't able to attend.

Damn yeng!

I should be in this pic too!!!

My bro with future ah sou!

Man I'm proud to have a brother like him. He's also one of the award winner for best performance in his course. Salute Dr. Chin!!!

I wonder when is my turn to reach the checkered flag of my bachelor studies. Speaking about this, I just had a conversation with my mom today. Seems like it's more likely I'll continue doing Masters instead of working. My mom was asking me to apply for masters to as many Uni as I can. So far the 2 highest possibility for masters are the partnership program between NTU-TU Munich or TU Kaiserslautern, Germany. The partnership program is a better one to me coz i can study in two countries I actually like. I'll then be studying in Singapore for 1 year and 1/2 a year in Germany, while another 1/2 an Internship in Germany too. That way I get education from 2 top quality Universities and a chance to work in a company in germany again. It'll be a stepping stone for me to work in Europe. The other Uni Kaiserslautern is also one of the top Engineering University in Germany, and I have 2 friends studying there. So, it'll also be a good solution.

Anywayz it's too early to say anything now.

Life is no game

I simply just don't understand the mentality of some here. I know some people, whom will just complain about life and do nothing about it. You give sympathy to people being born at the wrong place or being a victim of natural disaster. Yes I do admit we as humans are weak in both strength and mentality when it comes to these situations. Our strength are limited and cannot fight against the mighty power of nature. But what makes us so special and different from other species of life on Earth is that we have the ability to control some parts of our lives.

What I'm trying to say is that, there're some things we can do to change our fortune. You've seen our country being colonized by outside forces for years, but now we're independent. You've seen a tradition of low income hawker stall operators in the past now being able to afford driving Mercedes Benz or so. Looking at smaller scale achievements, one of my friend was the worse student academically in high school, but now earning tons by working hard on his dream. In my personal example, I've gone through hard times settling down in Germany during the first years, but still survive through and find ways to stay as happy as i can.

Is not the matter of comparing your life to others. I know it's human nature to compare ourselves with others, but don't go too far. Life is complicated only if you complicate things. Of course like i said not everything is beyond our control, but do whatever you can to control your life. If you like to compare so much about your life, then let me compare your life with those being in a country at war, or outbreak deceases. I bet if Bill Gates wants to compare his life with others, he'll also find some negative sides of it.

I am posting this up here because there're some people whom I care about, kept complaining to me about life. Hey do misunderstand here. I can be a good friend and a good listener when you need one, but I just don't like it if you always talk about killing yourself. If you really want to kill yourself, just do it or hire someone to do it. I'm sure there're plenty of people in this world that will take the job and execute it perfectly for you.

It's really ashame of yourself if you find out that the person who loves you appreciate your life more than yourself. Don't even think about loving someone or even being friends with someone if you don't care about your own life. In other words, just go fuck yourself if you don't like yourself!

NO, I'm not trying to be mean here. I just hope everyone will do their best to change things if they're not satisfied with it, instead of choosing the ultimate way out---DEATH. As a friend, I'll give you as much support physically or mentally or morally if you need one, but at the end of the day, you have to decide for your own.

Caffeine Overrushed

I wasn't planning to update my blog so soon. But I was really down this week. Firstly I was thinking too much that made me emotionally unstable. Then comes the disaster of the week, although the week is not ended. I fed my keyboard with nescafe today. Yes yes I split a cup of hot coffee onto my laptop keyboard. The lucky part is that the laptop survive with most of it's function still perfectly working. When I 'undress' my lappie, and took out the keyboard, it was full of coffee on it. I was so amazed that it didn't flow into the motherboard and destroying it. But now the keyboard is dead. Not exactly dead, but there're some buttons if i press it, it'll output more than one letter. Now I'm surviving on a external USB keyboard.

Fark my life mate! There're more troubles but can't mention it here.

Fark it!