Wonders

I don't know how to describe my feeling today. But definitely not a positive one. I won't lie to anybody including myself. I am just not doing fine. Everywhere I go in Singapore, everything I do its just filled with memories. I am not taking it easily. I am trying to move but I just can't take even a step. I just wonder how she can move on so easily. I just wonder if she still have flashbacks on those sweet moments as often as I do. I just wonder if she ever missed this relationship. I know I shouldn't think of this anymore. But I am just sad. How did a 10 years relationship ended so drastically and everything just vanish. Maybe i'm just too much of an emotional guy. Perhaps I'm just too free these days. I need a job ASAP.