Stuck in the past. Sighz, it's bout 2 weeks i've been back in germany. Somehow I'm part of my brain is not moving along wif my body and time. During day time, I'm suppose to be busy attending lectures and all. Yes I do, I'm in lectures but sometimes it'll just spark up my memories. Well we're learning Basic Electronic Devices today, and we're doing like an introduction to it which talk bout Physics and Chemistry. Bohr's atomic model and blablabla....Guess wat?!!!! it makes me think of the time i spent in KTAR n setapak. Then my darling comes. I remember i used to day dream in A-level(tht's why my result sux) and always hope breaktime comes soon so i can see my darling. When i was staying in prima setapak, my darling will come and sometimes overnight in my place. I really enjoy those time though we had lots of quarrel.
Thats during the day time. During night time, I'll start thinking of the night life I had in the past 2 months in KL where my day starts at 4pm and ends at 6am. Between 12am till 4am I'll be mostly with my darling suppering or just hanging out in her place. I've been listening to David tao's newest album which was given to me during the first day itself from my darling. Oh btw i felt a lil upset when i just realized that david tao's concert is gonna be held 2moro. So near yet so far. If only i could skip another 2 weeks of lesson and go for this concert, esp wif my darling. Anyway thats how life is. U can expect everything to go ur way. Hope those ppl who can attend his concert will enjoy themselves and hope DT will also put up a good performance. Recently my darling wrote bout songs and the meaning of it. I actually did a post on that last time. Certain songs reminds me of her and certain songs describes my life with her. I relate songs to our daily life alot. Gosh, i just miss her so much. Long distance is never easy but i think both of us are quite determined to hold on to it. well after all it's just 1 year ++. If time theory is proven correct, then i'll be able to see her very soon. Oh btw for those who don't know wats time theory, the first law says "Time passes very fast" and 2nd law says "happy time passes even faster". All i can do now is to study hard and make sure everything goes smooth, then i'll be back in no time.
Sighz, I actually felt bad. My darling sms me almost everyday, call me with her hotlink, email me and so on. She've done so much for me but I felt I've not done enough for her. I have to catch up. I don't want her to love me less and eventually lose her again. It took me quite some time to found wat i've lost 2 years ago. It's even harder than finding nemo lolzzz. And i really don't want to lose her again. I guess in this 2 years, only one thing that i can say. I realize after being apart for 2 years and now back 2gether, we will appreciate each other more and more. for the next 1 or 2 years, it's gonna be a test for us. If we survive it, i guess nth else could separate us apart.
Hah. I guess my style of blogging changed again. Last time i post sad stuff, then i post some farnee plus some emotional stuff. Now it's mostly bout my darling. Sorry readers for freezing u guys up. this is wat i felt at the moment so this is wat i blog bout lorr. K la stop now la. If not even summer can be winter in KL!!!!!
It's about 5 days i left KL. Well, though this is the 3rd time i fly back 2 germany, and i'm suppose to be ok by now, but i'm not. I am pretty much still missing KL so damn much. Of course I don't miss the weather or the stupid haze over there. I miss my darling and ppl who spent time wif me during this summer break. Now it's around 12.50am over here. At this time ard, if i'm still in KL i would hav taken my daddy's waja and drive at ard 130kph to Sg Long to meet up my darling. We'll usually hav supper in the mamak stall just opposite her apartment. After meal we'll just hang out in her apartment till ard 4am. Once reach home, I'll text her to tell her that i arrive safely, and of course greet her a goodnight n sweetdream before we go to bed. Sighz, I just miss those moments.
Recently my darling is feeling down, and I just felt so useless because I can't be around her to comfort her, to giv her a shoulder when she needs it. Sighz, I guess these are the things i've expected before starting a long distance relationship, but unfortunately when it comes to the real situation I'm still having difficulties accepting it. I know I shouldn't blame myself or anyone else, but I am naturally doing so. I just feel bad that i can't do anything to help my darling except to call her and send her e-mails, e-cards and sweet msgs. I had a chat wif her over the internet yesterday n today, gosh i miss her sweet voice so much. Luckily i'm still able to listen to it. We had a video call too via webcam. So glad to see her on the webcam, well that's the least i can do to see her.
Darling, just to tell u no matter how hard life can be, don't give up ok? You'll always hav my support. Just talk to me if u have difficulties and i'll try to help if i have the ability to do so. Hehe she had a haircut on saturday, but she don't really like it that much though. She did send me some pics. Well i think she look cute with her new hairstyle..hehe.
Love with a distance is never easy. I'm sure those who've been through it will understand. It's only the 5 day since we're apart but i already start missing her like crazy. We still have a long long journey to suffer. But no matter what, I'll never giv up. We've gone through a big circle before we can be together again, and I'm not going to let go in any condition. Hope she feels the same way.
Recently my darling is feeling down, and I just felt so useless because I can't be around her to comfort her, to giv her a shoulder when she needs it. Sighz, I guess these are the things i've expected before starting a long distance relationship, but unfortunately when it comes to the real situation I'm still having difficulties accepting it. I know I shouldn't blame myself or anyone else, but I am naturally doing so. I just feel bad that i can't do anything to help my darling except to call her and send her e-mails, e-cards and sweet msgs. I had a chat wif her over the internet yesterday n today, gosh i miss her sweet voice so much. Luckily i'm still able to listen to it. We had a video call too via webcam. So glad to see her on the webcam, well that's the least i can do to see her.
Darling, just to tell u no matter how hard life can be, don't give up ok? You'll always hav my support. Just talk to me if u have difficulties and i'll try to help if i have the ability to do so. Hehe she had a haircut on saturday, but she don't really like it that much though. She did send me some pics. Well i think she look cute with her new hairstyle..hehe.
Love with a distance is never easy. I'm sure those who've been through it will understand. It's only the 5 day since we're apart but i already start missing her like crazy. We still have a long long journey to suffer. But no matter what, I'll never giv up. We've gone through a big circle before we can be together again, and I'm not going to let go in any condition. Hope she feels the same way.
It's the 3rd day I came back to Germany. As usual I need time to adapt again and this time it's far harder to adapt than the first time due to some changes in my personal life. I have a few things to settle. Firstly my bank card is barred due to some security reason. Every semester I have to go to the bank to tell them "Yes blardy hell I'm still in Germany as student so plz f**king unfreeze my acc." Well of course I don't say that to the bank officer, just to myself lolz. 2ndly my vodafone sim card is badly damaged so they need to replace a new card and I just don't understand why it takes 3 days to replace a new card. Then in 2 months time I need to renew my visa. These are the few things I need to settle to assure a smooth stay in Germany. Well you can be proud that you're living in an organized country, but u'll have to do alot of these blardy registrations. Records after records. Just F*** them off la!!!!
Now, after settling all these, must start planning for my academic stuff di. Just in case some of you don't know how the system works here, let me briefly explain. It's total freedom here, yaeehhhh!!!. Wooo don't be so happy first, freedom means they'll just throw u a list of subs u need to complete within your academic years. They'll give you a guideline of what subject you will take for this semester but it's your own choice to take watever subject u like from the given list. In another words, if u think u're superman, u can even finish all ur subs in just 1 year. but if u're a tortoise, then u'll probably take longer. I've actually dropped some subs in the 3rd sem so I need to take it in this sem. So I guess I am taking quite alot of subs this sem. Of course, besides planning for my studies, I am also making a time table for my personal time. Distributing studies and leisure time equally, I want to have full control of my own life. For 21 yers of life, I've screwed it up actually. When I was young, my parents do the planning for me. All I need to do is to follow instructions and my life will always be under control. Now that I'm a young adult, I have to do my own planning. So here comes a question : For 21 years of life I've not really plan my daily routine before, so what assures myself that I'm going to be in control again?? Answer is simple. The situation is different now. I have an external motivation giving me enough force to do what I've planned. Another reason is because I REGRET!!!
Speaking about regrets, I've just 2 much regrets in my life. I've screwed up my 2nd year. I've no reason/excuse but to blame myself. Within this year, I've spent too much for gadgets, clothings, travellings and many more but I've not been doing what I'm here for : STUDY!!! Of course besides this, I do have other regrets that I just can't do anything to change it. Now, I need to choose. Choice A : I sit on a corner keep on thinking bout it, keep on blaming myself and hope someone will come n smack me on the head so that i'll be awake. Choice B : I stop regretting, and start doing work to be a better person. Obviously Choice B is the best solution, but for the time being, let me just stick to choice A for while first k lolz!!!. Nah I am not repeating my mistakes anymore, never!!!
Sighz, Its my 3rd year now and things are getting much harder. But during the first 18 years of my life, my family, my friends and all the people surrounding me trained me well to take up challenge and now its time to show how well i can tackle problems. With all the aura they gave to me, and now with an extra powerful aura(from my darling), I will survive. I still remember how the situation was when I first reached germany. Ok, try imagine that u're coming to an alien land, where nobody speaks ur language and you don't even have a place to stay with at least 40kg of load in total with you. Oh, actually don't need to imagine cause u'll never know the pain i've been thru. The first 5 days in Germany was totally hell for me. And to be honest, I almost gave up but I didn't. And finally I'm a survival now. I guess all i need is to put in more effort.
Enough of complaining i guess. I just think too much. I will be fine dun worry. I miss my darling so much. I just want to tell her how much i appreciate her and all the things she've done for me. Its a very big sacrifice for her to walk this path of LDR. I'm sorry honey for putting you in such tough situation. I just want to tell you that I'll not giv up on this relationship, not anymore. Sighz, she've done so much for me, and i felt I've not done enough for her. So sorry dear. I guess at this point, the best gift I could ever give her is to work hard so I can get the degree asap and return to Msia for good.
I'm sorry for posting such a long entry. I can't help it. I'm depressed now, but i'll be fine. For those who read from the top till the bottom, thank u very much for listening to Douglasology™'s crap. for those who read partially, thanks for even bothering to read it. for those who did not even bother to read, haha thanks to u too, for dunno wat reason lolzz.!!!
Now, after settling all these, must start planning for my academic stuff di. Just in case some of you don't know how the system works here, let me briefly explain. It's total freedom here, yaeehhhh!!!. Wooo don't be so happy first, freedom means they'll just throw u a list of subs u need to complete within your academic years. They'll give you a guideline of what subject you will take for this semester but it's your own choice to take watever subject u like from the given list. In another words, if u think u're superman, u can even finish all ur subs in just 1 year. but if u're a tortoise, then u'll probably take longer. I've actually dropped some subs in the 3rd sem so I need to take it in this sem. So I guess I am taking quite alot of subs this sem. Of course, besides planning for my studies, I am also making a time table for my personal time. Distributing studies and leisure time equally, I want to have full control of my own life. For 21 yers of life, I've screwed it up actually. When I was young, my parents do the planning for me. All I need to do is to follow instructions and my life will always be under control. Now that I'm a young adult, I have to do my own planning. So here comes a question : For 21 years of life I've not really plan my daily routine before, so what assures myself that I'm going to be in control again?? Answer is simple. The situation is different now. I have an external motivation giving me enough force to do what I've planned. Another reason is because I REGRET!!!
Speaking about regrets, I've just 2 much regrets in my life. I've screwed up my 2nd year. I've no reason/excuse but to blame myself. Within this year, I've spent too much for gadgets, clothings, travellings and many more but I've not been doing what I'm here for : STUDY!!! Of course besides this, I do have other regrets that I just can't do anything to change it. Now, I need to choose. Choice A : I sit on a corner keep on thinking bout it, keep on blaming myself and hope someone will come n smack me on the head so that i'll be awake. Choice B : I stop regretting, and start doing work to be a better person. Obviously Choice B is the best solution, but for the time being, let me just stick to choice A for while first k lolz!!!. Nah I am not repeating my mistakes anymore, never!!!
Sighz, Its my 3rd year now and things are getting much harder. But during the first 18 years of my life, my family, my friends and all the people surrounding me trained me well to take up challenge and now its time to show how well i can tackle problems. With all the aura they gave to me, and now with an extra powerful aura(from my darling), I will survive. I still remember how the situation was when I first reached germany. Ok, try imagine that u're coming to an alien land, where nobody speaks ur language and you don't even have a place to stay with at least 40kg of load in total with you. Oh, actually don't need to imagine cause u'll never know the pain i've been thru. The first 5 days in Germany was totally hell for me. And to be honest, I almost gave up but I didn't. And finally I'm a survival now. I guess all i need is to put in more effort.
Enough of complaining i guess. I just think too much. I will be fine dun worry. I miss my darling so much. I just want to tell her how much i appreciate her and all the things she've done for me. Its a very big sacrifice for her to walk this path of LDR. I'm sorry honey for putting you in such tough situation. I just want to tell you that I'll not giv up on this relationship, not anymore. Sighz, she've done so much for me, and i felt I've not done enough for her. So sorry dear. I guess at this point, the best gift I could ever give her is to work hard so I can get the degree asap and return to Msia for good.
I'm sorry for posting such a long entry. I can't help it. I'm depressed now, but i'll be fine. For those who read from the top till the bottom, thank u very much for listening to Douglasology™'s crap. for those who read partially, thanks for even bothering to read it. for those who did not even bother to read, haha thanks to u too, for dunno wat reason lolzz.!!!
This blog is dedicated to my parents, my darling, my friends and everyone who made a contribution to my holidays. Well, definately if my parents don't pay for my air ticket, I'll not be able to enjoy such wonderful holiday in KL. Of course, besides sponsoring my air tickets, chatting wif my mom once in a while does makes me feel better too. They're the ones who brought me to eat crab even on the 2nd day i landed in KL itself. I have home cooked food almost everyday, which is so delicious. Thanks mom. Thanks dad too for all the nice outings and chats.
This paragraph is gonna be long. My darling. She gave me such wonderful memories, which i can never forget even if u fire a bullet in my head. Well, From the first day we met up, it was not quite an outing i've expected, in fact it was disappointed actually. She didn't even look at me, n she was so damn quiet throughout the whole meeting. Then i thought maybe after so long we didn't meet up, n we've been apart for quite a long long time, so maybe she just couldn't find words to speak out. Well, I have to admit, my feelings for her never fade, but lookin at that kinda situations, I thought maybe she've moved on with her life, so i shouldn't show my feelings to her anymore. What I've never expected was, right after that outing, she wrote a blog about me. Then i realise, she might still have the feelings for me, but i don't want to assume anything which is not proven true yet. But it all reveals on the 30th August. We had our first outing 1 on 1 for this holiday. Then i found out she does have feelings for me. But I wasn't brave enough to make any move. Between the time before we get together, we did see each other very often. Everynight after my parents felt asleep, I was desperate to see her. So I drove all the way to Sg Long and gave her suprise meetings, of course at that time I'm not sure if she really wanted to see me. But her reactions told me that she really did hope to see me, especially she was having exams and very stressful at that time.
In between there're some untold stories which brought us together again. Its like a miracle happen to me. I've been dreaming of this day for the past 2 years and it really happen now. Outings after Outings, movies after movies, supper after supper, it was really a honeymoon period for me throughout this whole holiday. Even the simplest meeting wif her really made a big impact to me. Sometimes I looked for her and all we did was just sitting down on the floor doing pure chatting, but I really enjoyed it. The last week before i left, she skipped the whole week just for me. We did lots of shopping and two movies 2gether. We had lots of breakfast 2gether. We seldom eat breakfast actually. Everything was just wonderful.
Well of course i would like to thank also to my friends. Gabriel n Kelsen, thanks for the Genting trip. It was great. Thanks to Gabriel for those mamak sessions n midnight basketball. Thanks Kelsen for the phone talks and the GL concert. Thanks shengwa for the bball, mamak, transport and everything else. Thanks sj4p though it was just a short one time outing, thx melvin for the mamak in ABC, thx. Thanks to my darling's family for all the wonderful things.
Sighz, I wanted to write longer but i just not in the mood. coz i just miss home too damn much. I'll be back soon
This paragraph is gonna be long. My darling. She gave me such wonderful memories, which i can never forget even if u fire a bullet in my head. Well, From the first day we met up, it was not quite an outing i've expected, in fact it was disappointed actually. She didn't even look at me, n she was so damn quiet throughout the whole meeting. Then i thought maybe after so long we didn't meet up, n we've been apart for quite a long long time, so maybe she just couldn't find words to speak out. Well, I have to admit, my feelings for her never fade, but lookin at that kinda situations, I thought maybe she've moved on with her life, so i shouldn't show my feelings to her anymore. What I've never expected was, right after that outing, she wrote a blog about me. Then i realise, she might still have the feelings for me, but i don't want to assume anything which is not proven true yet. But it all reveals on the 30th August. We had our first outing 1 on 1 for this holiday. Then i found out she does have feelings for me. But I wasn't brave enough to make any move. Between the time before we get together, we did see each other very often. Everynight after my parents felt asleep, I was desperate to see her. So I drove all the way to Sg Long and gave her suprise meetings, of course at that time I'm not sure if she really wanted to see me. But her reactions told me that she really did hope to see me, especially she was having exams and very stressful at that time.
In between there're some untold stories which brought us together again. Its like a miracle happen to me. I've been dreaming of this day for the past 2 years and it really happen now. Outings after Outings, movies after movies, supper after supper, it was really a honeymoon period for me throughout this whole holiday. Even the simplest meeting wif her really made a big impact to me. Sometimes I looked for her and all we did was just sitting down on the floor doing pure chatting, but I really enjoyed it. The last week before i left, she skipped the whole week just for me. We did lots of shopping and two movies 2gether. We had lots of breakfast 2gether. We seldom eat breakfast actually. Everything was just wonderful.
Well of course i would like to thank also to my friends. Gabriel n Kelsen, thanks for the Genting trip. It was great. Thanks to Gabriel for those mamak sessions n midnight basketball. Thanks Kelsen for the phone talks and the GL concert. Thanks shengwa for the bball, mamak, transport and everything else. Thanks sj4p though it was just a short one time outing, thx melvin for the mamak in ABC, thx. Thanks to my darling's family for all the wonderful things.
Sighz, I wanted to write longer but i just not in the mood. coz i just miss home too damn much. I'll be back soon
Sighz, happy times passes so damn fast. Its just hours before I'm gonna depart from this memorable land. I feel very awkard and I just couldn't confirm what kind of feeling I'm having. But definately for sure I don't feel excited. My heart, its just so "heavy". I've never felt that way before. For the last 2 times when I was about to leave, I was calm n cool. But this year, its just so hard. Tears already start flowing for the past few days when i start thinking of the day I'm leaving.
Its ironic, because from the day I came back for holidays, I hav expected that the day will come where i hav to go back. But still, its like i can't accept the fact at all. I wish for more time. From the day me n my darling are an item again, we've expected that one day I'll leave to Germany. So basically we should be ready to face the fact by now. However, its totally different. Its so much harder than expected. Well, thats the price i have to pay for such a wonderful holidays. Forget about the Big Ben in London, or the Tattoo night in Scotland, or the Eiffel Tower in Paris, this trip back to Malaysia is such much better than those wonderful sights. Gosh, I'm holding my tears while typing this post. I'm just too emotional.
Well, though its time for me to suffer again, but I've never regret. This is the best holiday i ever had.
Its ironic, because from the day I came back for holidays, I hav expected that the day will come where i hav to go back. But still, its like i can't accept the fact at all. I wish for more time. From the day me n my darling are an item again, we've expected that one day I'll leave to Germany. So basically we should be ready to face the fact by now. However, its totally different. Its so much harder than expected. Well, thats the price i have to pay for such a wonderful holidays. Forget about the Big Ben in London, or the Tattoo night in Scotland, or the Eiffel Tower in Paris, this trip back to Malaysia is such much better than those wonderful sights. Gosh, I'm holding my tears while typing this post. I'm just too emotional.
Well, though its time for me to suffer again, but I've never regret. This is the best holiday i ever had.
It's 6 days before I'll leave this wonderful place. Lets not talk about the sad feeling. I've been doing alot of shopping or window shopping these 2 days, with my darling of course. Yesterday, which is Monday Oct 9th, we had an outing in Midvalley. But before that we had "breakfast" twice which is so tasty lolz. We took a cab later to Midvalley which reminds us of the old time. During form 4 and 5, we used to take cab to midvalley and its like almost all the outings are all in midvalley because its the nearest to our home. Really had lots of sweet flashbacks on that day. We watched Rob-B-Hood by Jackie Chan. Its a freaking funny movie and its really one of the best from Jackie. Though not much action as compared to Jackie's typical action movies, but its filted wif loads of laughter. Along wif Jackie, other actors like Louis Koo, Charlene Choi, and some guest superstars made the whole movie one of the best. Super recommended, so watch it if u hav the chance!!!! After the movie, we had our lunch in Kenny Rodgers. After that we did some window shopping, but couldn't find anything we like. My darling desperately wanted to get me something so it can remind me of her when i'm back in germany. But even without the gift, I'll remember her for the rest of my life and i'll miss her so damn much when i'm back there.
Today, it was another happy day with my darling, especially me. We set on a trip to KLCC. We took LRT down this time, which is another thing worth remembering because last time we always take LRT down to shopping malls when we're staying in Setapak. Well i hate to say this again, though KL is a wonderful places but there ar lots of OKs, n u can always find lots of them in LRT. There was one blardy Malay barger shaking his legs right beside me. I'm fine wif u shaking ur legs as long as u hav no contact wif me, but this guy's leg is just beside mine. I do my part di to try to get further to him, but he opened his leg so wide like wanna fuck ppl izzit??? I was so patient wif him, and my darling calm me down all the time. If my darling wasn't there to do so, I would hav yelled at that farking malay barger di.
Anyhow though this blardy barger din spoil my mood for shopping. We went to PDI at first n my dear bought a yellow shirt which is quite nice. Later we went to Isetan and I saw a Casio watch having discount. I luv that watch so much. After walking few rounds in KLCC, my darling bought that watch for me, and i was so damn happy. I luv u so much dear. Thx for the watch. Of course even without the watch I still luv u, and now the watch will remind me bout u all the time. Sorry i couldn't take a clear pic of that watch, but i'll upload the pic of that model...
Sighz, i feel bad actually coz my darling got me a watch but i din get her anythin. Hope she'll forgive me. A few more days left. Hope I can enjoy the rest of the days wif my darling.
Today, it was another happy day with my darling, especially me. We set on a trip to KLCC. We took LRT down this time, which is another thing worth remembering because last time we always take LRT down to shopping malls when we're staying in Setapak. Well i hate to say this again, though KL is a wonderful places but there ar lots of OKs, n u can always find lots of them in LRT. There was one blardy Malay barger shaking his legs right beside me. I'm fine wif u shaking ur legs as long as u hav no contact wif me, but this guy's leg is just beside mine. I do my part di to try to get further to him, but he opened his leg so wide like wanna fuck ppl izzit??? I was so patient wif him, and my darling calm me down all the time. If my darling wasn't there to do so, I would hav yelled at that farking malay barger di.
Anyhow though this blardy barger din spoil my mood for shopping. We went to PDI at first n my dear bought a yellow shirt which is quite nice. Later we went to Isetan and I saw a Casio watch having discount. I luv that watch so much. After walking few rounds in KLCC, my darling bought that watch for me, and i was so damn happy. I luv u so much dear. Thx for the watch. Of course even without the watch I still luv u, and now the watch will remind me bout u all the time. Sorry i couldn't take a clear pic of that watch, but i'll upload the pic of that model...
Sighz, i feel bad actually coz my darling got me a watch but i din get her anythin. Hope she'll forgive me. A few more days left. Hope I can enjoy the rest of the days wif my darling.
I received a sms from SW yesterday. Pn Lim, my form 2 class teacher had just pass away. It was suffering for her for the past few years. She was in koma for the last 4 years. Sighz. She was a great teacher and I'll always remember her. Rest in peace and lets mourn together.
Well, i had this weird feeling these few days. Recently i had some small arguements wif my dear. The positive side of all these arguements are that me n my dear ar able to settle it in a good way. Compare to the past, we really handle it well. I guess we really learned well from our past relationship. Just want to say honey I'm sorry for the past few days.
Well, I've received a confirmation bout my flight details on wednesday and on thursday I visited the German Embassy to get a formal obligation from them. Nth special happen of course but it reminded me that gosh, I'll be leaving KL soon. Hate to mention the embarassing side of me, I cried that day while thinking of it. I remember the last 2 weeks before i left back to germany last year was different. I was ok wif it and just spend the 2 weeks preparing to go back. I don't feel anything at all, no harsh feeling. But this year it was totally different. I hav around 1 week before i go back but I'm already starting to feel sad about it. Sighz, I guess i can't be cool bout it.
I guess i have to start planning for the next week. I hav nth much to accomplish, just want to spend time wif my darling. We still hav a movie to watch of course. And the rest, just go wif the flow la.
Well, i had this weird feeling these few days. Recently i had some small arguements wif my dear. The positive side of all these arguements are that me n my dear ar able to settle it in a good way. Compare to the past, we really handle it well. I guess we really learned well from our past relationship. Just want to say honey I'm sorry for the past few days.
Well, I've received a confirmation bout my flight details on wednesday and on thursday I visited the German Embassy to get a formal obligation from them. Nth special happen of course but it reminded me that gosh, I'll be leaving KL soon. Hate to mention the embarassing side of me, I cried that day while thinking of it. I remember the last 2 weeks before i left back to germany last year was different. I was ok wif it and just spend the 2 weeks preparing to go back. I don't feel anything at all, no harsh feeling. But this year it was totally different. I hav around 1 week before i go back but I'm already starting to feel sad about it. Sighz, I guess i can't be cool bout it.
I guess i have to start planning for the next week. I hav nth much to accomplish, just want to spend time wif my darling. We still hav a movie to watch of course. And the rest, just go wif the flow la.
Well, it was my first time going to Ikea KL yesterday. 4 of us altogether. Me, my darling, my god-sis(aka lau niang) and her bf. It wasn't my idea to go ikea of course since i'm not planning to get married soon and I don't have to get any furnitures. Basically the settings of Ikea is the same everywhere, n i've been to the one in Germie so it's not something new to me. However first time going with my darling is somethin special. First time going to the curve too. lets change the name, the curve to the "CRAP" since its such a crappy place. But despite the crappy shops, my darling still able to get a fashionable pair of shoes. Simple but fashionable. Good choice my dear.
Back to Ikea. Well, we did look around the arrangement and the design of Ikea's furniture. Tried out some beds, sofas, so on and most importantly Mirrors. Haha. Me n my dear were like so thick skin because wherever we see Mirrors, we'll both go there and hav a look at it, trying to admire our own looks. Lolzzz. We did manage to take a mirror image, which i think its pretty well taken. It was taken with my camera phone, though the quality isn't that good but the angle was taken perfectly well. Hehe. Check the pic out, don't we look matching hehe??
Was suppose to watch a movie around 10pm but we were unable to make it, so we decided to take dinner at SS2. Went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng. The food the wasn't that tasty and the waiters there ar like lansi lan yo0ng. Fuck them la. Waiter chai osso wan to be so lansi. Wat kinda attitude is that. Oh ya somethin i wan to mention. The mineral water over there cost even more than a glass of chinese Tea. Wtf?? well here's the reason.
See because this mineral is 3G man. After drinking this water, u can even teleport urself to the person u wanna call, not just video call lolzzz.
After the blardy lousy meal, it was raining heavily, poor vision. Yaeeehhh, broke my record. It was the first time I drove the whole journey on the left lane(slow lane). And i was driving below the speed limit, way below with both my hands on the steering, 10 2 o clock position. See, thats wat i call a civilized motorist.
Finally reach my darling's apartment. The blardy guard don't allow us to drive in though it was raining n my darling had some loads to take. Fuckers man. My darling was so pissed off but luckily she had me, the cooler than being cool guy to cool her down, hehe. Blardy hell, luckily tht's not my condo, i can't do much bout it. If the guard in my condo osso like that, he'll be damn hell of a shit di. I still remember scolding my condo guard in form 1. Shit man, the guards ar givin a guideline, but they abuse it. Fuckers!!!!
Though some part of the outing was a lil screwed, but spending time wif my darling has nvr been bad at all.
Back to Ikea. Well, we did look around the arrangement and the design of Ikea's furniture. Tried out some beds, sofas, so on and most importantly Mirrors. Haha. Me n my dear were like so thick skin because wherever we see Mirrors, we'll both go there and hav a look at it, trying to admire our own looks. Lolzzz. We did manage to take a mirror image, which i think its pretty well taken. It was taken with my camera phone, though the quality isn't that good but the angle was taken perfectly well. Hehe. Check the pic out, don't we look matching hehe??
Was suppose to watch a movie around 10pm but we were unable to make it, so we decided to take dinner at SS2. Went to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng. The food the wasn't that tasty and the waiters there ar like lansi lan yo0ng. Fuck them la. Waiter chai osso wan to be so lansi. Wat kinda attitude is that. Oh ya somethin i wan to mention. The mineral water over there cost even more than a glass of chinese Tea. Wtf?? well here's the reason.
See because this mineral is 3G man. After drinking this water, u can even teleport urself to the person u wanna call, not just video call lolzzz.
After the blardy lousy meal, it was raining heavily, poor vision. Yaeeehhh, broke my record. It was the first time I drove the whole journey on the left lane(slow lane). And i was driving below the speed limit, way below with both my hands on the steering, 10 2 o clock position. See, thats wat i call a civilized motorist.
Finally reach my darling's apartment. The blardy guard don't allow us to drive in though it was raining n my darling had some loads to take. Fuckers man. My darling was so pissed off but luckily she had me, the cooler than being cool guy to cool her down, hehe. Blardy hell, luckily tht's not my condo, i can't do much bout it. If the guard in my condo osso like that, he'll be damn hell of a shit di. I still remember scolding my condo guard in form 1. Shit man, the guards ar givin a guideline, but they abuse it. Fuckers!!!!
Though some part of the outing was a lil screwed, but spending time wif my darling has nvr been bad at all.
Sweet September ended yesterday. thats the bad news but at least it ended in a good way. Yesterday me n 2 of my closest person went to Michael's concert. My best bro, and my darling of course. Wenni dun whack me, but to be honest this concert is just a so so concert to me. Dun misunderstand, he's a very good composer and singer but unfortunately he's not a good live performer. The only reason i thought of was because 90% of his songs are slow sentimental song. Well i do love sentimental songs but imagine 3 hours of those songs, n u're sitting on a small seat in a small stadium packed wif fans. Well its just becoz its not my style of watching concert. To me, a concert must hav some slow songs and some rock so we can jump a lil and the best kind of concert is to hav some talent solo. However, due to the great company, i do enjoy the concert overall. He's slow romantic songs are really touching. Its worth watching wif my darling
After the concert, i felt so tired actually but i still wanna spend time wif my darling for supper. I sounded a lil grumpy coz yesterday was the first time i felt so tired at 12am. Sorry dear for being rude. My bro KS has to rush for a karaoke session wif his colleagues but he's having transport difficulty. Well he's lucky to hav a "yi hei"bro here to take him all the way down to 1U. After throwing him out of the car in 1U, me n my darling head to SS2 for indo mee supper. Was a lil pissed wif that place becoz ppl are snatching business around there. That was just a small part as we're still able to enjoy our indo mee supper(doesn't taste that good actually). After that i hang out in my darling's house till 3.30am. We had a lil heart 2 heart chat. We were so honest to each other and we just voice everything out that we're feeling uneasy with. Though some thing hurts alot but we're able to forgive each other. Well, as i mentioned in the previous post, honesty is the best solution for a relationship. Darling just wanna tell u, lets forget bout watever that's in the past, coz only the present and future matters.
Well, yesterday's outing marks the end of the sweet sweet september, which i'll remember the moments for the rest of my life. It's just too wonderful. Gosh i wish Time travel will turn to reality. I really wanna experience this sweet september again, and again n again again again..........
After the concert, i felt so tired actually but i still wanna spend time wif my darling for supper. I sounded a lil grumpy coz yesterday was the first time i felt so tired at 12am. Sorry dear for being rude. My bro KS has to rush for a karaoke session wif his colleagues but he's having transport difficulty. Well he's lucky to hav a "yi hei"bro here to take him all the way down to 1U. After throwing him out of the car in 1U, me n my darling head to SS2 for indo mee supper. Was a lil pissed wif that place becoz ppl are snatching business around there. That was just a small part as we're still able to enjoy our indo mee supper(doesn't taste that good actually). After that i hang out in my darling's house till 3.30am. We had a lil heart 2 heart chat. We were so honest to each other and we just voice everything out that we're feeling uneasy with. Though some thing hurts alot but we're able to forgive each other. Well, as i mentioned in the previous post, honesty is the best solution for a relationship. Darling just wanna tell u, lets forget bout watever that's in the past, coz only the present and future matters.
Well, yesterday's outing marks the end of the sweet sweet september, which i'll remember the moments for the rest of my life. It's just too wonderful. Gosh i wish Time travel will turn to reality. I really wanna experience this sweet september again, and again n again again again..........
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