When changes comes, it does more or less leave a scar on everything. The scar might be a good one, as some would use it as remembrance, but in most cases it would be a hurting one. there's a chinese saying, 凡走过必留下痕迹, which exactly describe what i've mentioned above.
I hate changes sometimes. I'm not a flexible person, I don't adapt to new environments or parameters that easily. The worse kind of changes that i hate to experience are those flash or instant changes. Those that happen so sudden. You imagine today you're having a happy day and the next day you have a whole streak of unhappy incident and it happens with the same party and same variables. Sometimes i even get misunderstood for changes. Sometimes those changes looks positive on the surface, but turns out negative when you get deeper into it.
Sometimes, u see a light shining the path in front of you and you naturally thought it was hope, but it turns out that the hopeful path will only lead you to a dead end where you can't even turn back. every step u took in this path, you put more hopes on it. but the higher the hopes, the harder you fall. But in most situations, you didn't choose this path. its just so natural that you want to walk on it coz u hope for something more.
Sigh, the emo streak continues. I've never been that emo since i came back. I shouldn't look at things so heavily, or should i say i took things too seriously and now i'm unable to turn back. My only path now is to walk on, and try to find branches that would lead me out of this dead-end.
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2 comments:
though i am not sure if i fully capture what yuu were trying to convey.
i, for one, is someone who can embrace changes with open arms. in fact, i hate it. especially when i get too comfortable with it. but when things changed, and it's beyond our control, we are forced to swallow it. and it really sucks. :(
anyway, i hope that yuu'll find yur way out of this. :)
such an emo post osso got comments lolx, amazing!
nah was just trying to describe what i've been facing these few days but don't want to say it out too obvious.
you're right. when things get very comfortable, i just wish nothing is gonna shake it. but from my experience nothing doesn't change. like what kelsen said just now - the only thing that doesn't change is that everything changes from time to time.
thanks. i'll be fine.
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