This paragraph is dedicated to my dearest gf. Well recently she's been suffering from alot of pressure from various situations. Firstly she had exams to accomplish. Nobody loves exams of course. darling, gambatte k?? one more down n one more to go. U can do it. 2ndly i think she felt a lil unsecure bout our relationship. Partly it was my fault. I knoe there ar somethings that i din share wif her right away that makes her think that i'm not treating her like a gf. Dear, just want to say sorry. I promise i'll tell u watever i hav k?? Well its not easy to be back together even after 2 1/2 years. I've lost u once and i really don't want to lose u again.
Well after the past few post, I receive more comments from my friends. Ironically, almost all of them gave me a positive comments, even from those who i expect them to condemn bout my decisions. Well thx ppl for givin me such support. Really means alot to me.
I guess this holiday is one of the best for me. Though i've onli been to one outstation trip which is only to genting wif my 3 bros, and mostly just stayin in KL, but i really enjoy it alot. From the time where me n my darling still not an item, until today, so many things happen. I remember how she felt when i gav her suprise meetings. Even today I pretend that I'm not free to come but actually planning another suprise meeting, haha suprises after suprises but yet she's not able to predict those suprises. Maybe she did predicted but she just pretend that she don't knoe so she won't "potong steam". Anyway i hope she's happy with it. I knoe there's nth much i can do because i'm not workin yet and i dun hav much cash to spend, but thats the least i can do to show my love to her.
I'm out of idea wat to blog, or lets put it this way, there's too many things i wanted to blog but just don't know how to put in words. till next time then...
My dear is sick today. Sighz, I felt so useless coz while she was suffering from a small flu, I'm in matta fair quarreling wif some OK. I should hav not gone to that matta n spend time wif my dear, could hav made porridge for her. Sorry dear, can't be wif u all the time, esp when u're sick. Hope u take care of urself and remember to take medication as instructed by the doc. No spicy food, cold drinks or fried food for the moment k??
Sorry for freezing u guys wif all the sweet words in these few blogs. Well, u'll nvr understand how i feel. Found wat i've lost, thats the best thing that ever happen to me so far. I can't help expressing all my happiness and sharing all the wonderful time i had within this short 1 month period. I wanna tell a rough story of how it happens.
When i first came back to KL, the second day itself I visited my darling(which wasn't at that time) and my god-sis, both in Sg Long. It was kinda far n Gabe was the man wif the wheels. We had a drink n food in station 1, right opposite my darling's hse. But then she was cold to us, in that 3 hours session, she probably onli spoken not more than 10 sentences while i was the noisy one. We played games and i could see that she wasn't happy at all. Deep in my heart, i actually felt hurt coz way b4 i came back, we were so close in MSN. We chat alot via skype, MSN n even webcamming. It wasn't those kinda outing i was expecting. Bcoz of that, I told myself "dude get over it man, she's havin her own life now n she's not so excited seeing u".
We were cold to each other after that outing, average only 10 sms in 7 days. Then the ice breaker came, on 30th August. Well, as i did mention in my previous post, 30th August has always been a memorable day for me, n to her i assumed(b4 i knoe she also had the same feelings). So i had an idea to go 1 to 1 wif her for an outing, a movie. Without hesitations, she just agreed. I was a lil shock because i never thought she would go on a sort of date wif me again, n its 1 to 1. She gave me the allowance to choose the movie that we are gonna watch. So i decided to choose "click" which i think was the perfect choice at that time. It was sort of a touching movie, and it really shakes my heart a lil. Throughout the whole outing, I had this intention to hold her hands again but in my brain, i kept reminding myself "dude its over man, since 2 1/2 years. Now just frenz, no more no less".
Though it was just a normal typical movie plus supper session that Msians usually do, but to me it was a special nite. Its like we actually get to knoe more bout each other n catch up wat we've lost in this 2 1/2 years. All in a sudden, all the bad impression i had for her since our ultimate break up slowly gone, n finally realized that its just one side story. WIthout further thinking, we checked our schedule to arrange another "date". The next was 6th Sept, 1U for a meal n movie. Well, though we've been 2gether for 3 1/2 years b4, but we've never visited 1U 2gether. I've oni been 1U for 2 or 3 times max. We were getting closer, and this time we hold hands on and off, especially in cinema. It happens very naturally, without any force. After the movie, as usual, supper time again. So we discuss bout our relationship and wat we agree on. I realized that she actually do have feelings for me, by judging deep in her eyes of course. But I don't want to make any conclusion because I wasn't sure how she feels bout me. In the end we agreed on just being "special frenz", which means not normal frenz, but not couple. Sounds complicated rite??
After that supper, instead of sending her home, we parked our car in an isolated area(yeap i knoe how dangerous it was nowadays but we just couldn't let each other go that time.) After a lil chat in the car, we start kissing, again naturally. No dirty things happen so don't ever think bout it. After that kiss, its like the feeling all rush throughout my body. I think she felt the same way.
After that day, we get closer day by day, chatting on the phone, sms and sometimes meeting each other for a drink, something big which i don't wanna talk bout it. All i can say was that incident was a bad thingy, but on the positive side, it brought us back together. After being officially back together, we do have ups n downs, discussions and heart 2 heart talk, honest stuff, everything just spit out. I guess all i have to say is that honesty is one of the key to ensure a smooth relationship. From that on, we were so close and sweet, its like my honeymoon period. I hope it continues to be this way in the future.
Well thats a summary of how things happen between us, which is boring to some of u i guess, but u'll nvr be able to understand how much it means to me.
Thats bout my lil love story. Oh ya, bout why i'm so pissed off in matta fair. I bet this is not the first time u see someone complaining bout all these. K first of all, what do we learn in kindergarden or primary skul?? LINE UP!!!!!! Some bastards cut queue today while me n mom already queue up for half hour, n so as the rest of the queue. Nobody took the initiative so I do the job for them. I pissed those cut queue bastard n i screw the workers in that booth. C'mon man though i've onli work for 2 roadshows b4 but dude I've done a coordinator's job. This kinda things shouldn't happen at all. If u see someone cut queue, pls do something. And its not like they're short of personals over there, I look around the booth n i saw some promoters sitting on the bench goyang kaki. If i were the supervisor, I'll fuck them right in front of the crowd man, i'll ask them to sit down on an invinsible chair n goyang kaki for the whole day. See how long u can tahan. Dude u're paid for doing ur job not goyang kaki. thats bout the workers over there. Then i came to another booth and me n my mom started enquiring bout the flight tics fair to Germie. The person took out a price list n was about to check for us, until a middle age women, in her late 2os or 30s came to ask the same person bout some package tour. At first we thought maybe she just wanna ask a short question. But she kept on asking and asking question. In the end i couldn't stand it, again I raised my voice on that blardy aunty n ask her to piss herself off, n let us finish our business first. That promoter osso damn ngong wan, if i really made a deal wif him, the deal involve around Rm3000++ while the package that aunty was enquiring oni cost around RM200++. Dude let u choose la, RM 3000 or RM200??? Damn sohai. I was so damn disappointed wif this kinda attitude. C'mon man, I dun care if u're dato's son, or nenek's daughter, u're still homo sapians. If u're a guy, u hav an elephant, n if u're a gal......lets just keep it to ourself. U're not different from anyone of us. So plz follow the rules and be a person wif class k?? U dun hav to be a billionair to show u're classy, all u need is just a simple manace. Unless u're not human, then prove to me u're not.
I thought u'll see this kinda things happening in a kampung area, but that was WTC. There're lots of OK around man. Shit man i dun condemn ppl like that but today i was so pissed off.
Guess i better stop if not all the KNNMCB words will be coming out di.
Sorry for freezing u guys wif all the sweet words in these few blogs. Well, u'll nvr understand how i feel. Found wat i've lost, thats the best thing that ever happen to me so far. I can't help expressing all my happiness and sharing all the wonderful time i had within this short 1 month period. I wanna tell a rough story of how it happens.
When i first came back to KL, the second day itself I visited my darling(which wasn't at that time) and my god-sis, both in Sg Long. It was kinda far n Gabe was the man wif the wheels. We had a drink n food in station 1, right opposite my darling's hse. But then she was cold to us, in that 3 hours session, she probably onli spoken not more than 10 sentences while i was the noisy one. We played games and i could see that she wasn't happy at all. Deep in my heart, i actually felt hurt coz way b4 i came back, we were so close in MSN. We chat alot via skype, MSN n even webcamming. It wasn't those kinda outing i was expecting. Bcoz of that, I told myself "dude get over it man, she's havin her own life now n she's not so excited seeing u".
We were cold to each other after that outing, average only 10 sms in 7 days. Then the ice breaker came, on 30th August. Well, as i did mention in my previous post, 30th August has always been a memorable day for me, n to her i assumed(b4 i knoe she also had the same feelings). So i had an idea to go 1 to 1 wif her for an outing, a movie. Without hesitations, she just agreed. I was a lil shock because i never thought she would go on a sort of date wif me again, n its 1 to 1. She gave me the allowance to choose the movie that we are gonna watch. So i decided to choose "click" which i think was the perfect choice at that time. It was sort of a touching movie, and it really shakes my heart a lil. Throughout the whole outing, I had this intention to hold her hands again but in my brain, i kept reminding myself "dude its over man, since 2 1/2 years. Now just frenz, no more no less".
Though it was just a normal typical movie plus supper session that Msians usually do, but to me it was a special nite. Its like we actually get to knoe more bout each other n catch up wat we've lost in this 2 1/2 years. All in a sudden, all the bad impression i had for her since our ultimate break up slowly gone, n finally realized that its just one side story. WIthout further thinking, we checked our schedule to arrange another "date". The next was 6th Sept, 1U for a meal n movie. Well, though we've been 2gether for 3 1/2 years b4, but we've never visited 1U 2gether. I've oni been 1U for 2 or 3 times max. We were getting closer, and this time we hold hands on and off, especially in cinema. It happens very naturally, without any force. After the movie, as usual, supper time again. So we discuss bout our relationship and wat we agree on. I realized that she actually do have feelings for me, by judging deep in her eyes of course. But I don't want to make any conclusion because I wasn't sure how she feels bout me. In the end we agreed on just being "special frenz", which means not normal frenz, but not couple. Sounds complicated rite??
After that supper, instead of sending her home, we parked our car in an isolated area(yeap i knoe how dangerous it was nowadays but we just couldn't let each other go that time.) After a lil chat in the car, we start kissing, again naturally. No dirty things happen so don't ever think bout it. After that kiss, its like the feeling all rush throughout my body. I think she felt the same way.
After that day, we get closer day by day, chatting on the phone, sms and sometimes meeting each other for a drink, something big which i don't wanna talk bout it. All i can say was that incident was a bad thingy, but on the positive side, it brought us back together. After being officially back together, we do have ups n downs, discussions and heart 2 heart talk, honest stuff, everything just spit out. I guess all i have to say is that honesty is one of the key to ensure a smooth relationship. From that on, we were so close and sweet, its like my honeymoon period. I hope it continues to be this way in the future.
Well thats a summary of how things happen between us, which is boring to some of u i guess, but u'll nvr be able to understand how much it means to me.
Thats bout my lil love story. Oh ya, bout why i'm so pissed off in matta fair. I bet this is not the first time u see someone complaining bout all these. K first of all, what do we learn in kindergarden or primary skul?? LINE UP!!!!!! Some bastards cut queue today while me n mom already queue up for half hour, n so as the rest of the queue. Nobody took the initiative so I do the job for them. I pissed those cut queue bastard n i screw the workers in that booth. C'mon man though i've onli work for 2 roadshows b4 but dude I've done a coordinator's job. This kinda things shouldn't happen at all. If u see someone cut queue, pls do something. And its not like they're short of personals over there, I look around the booth n i saw some promoters sitting on the bench goyang kaki. If i were the supervisor, I'll fuck them right in front of the crowd man, i'll ask them to sit down on an invinsible chair n goyang kaki for the whole day. See how long u can tahan. Dude u're paid for doing ur job not goyang kaki. thats bout the workers over there. Then i came to another booth and me n my mom started enquiring bout the flight tics fair to Germie. The person took out a price list n was about to check for us, until a middle age women, in her late 2os or 30s came to ask the same person bout some package tour. At first we thought maybe she just wanna ask a short question. But she kept on asking and asking question. In the end i couldn't stand it, again I raised my voice on that blardy aunty n ask her to piss herself off, n let us finish our business first. That promoter osso damn ngong wan, if i really made a deal wif him, the deal involve around Rm3000++ while the package that aunty was enquiring oni cost around RM200++. Dude let u choose la, RM 3000 or RM200??? Damn sohai. I was so damn disappointed wif this kinda attitude. C'mon man, I dun care if u're dato's son, or nenek's daughter, u're still homo sapians. If u're a guy, u hav an elephant, n if u're a gal......lets just keep it to ourself. U're not different from anyone of us. So plz follow the rules and be a person wif class k?? U dun hav to be a billionair to show u're classy, all u need is just a simple manace. Unless u're not human, then prove to me u're not.
I thought u'll see this kinda things happening in a kampung area, but that was WTC. There're lots of OK around man. Shit man i dun condemn ppl like that but today i was so pissed off.
Guess i better stop if not all the KNNMCB words will be coming out di.
I had a lil suprise today. Darling made somethin really nice for me. Its a self-made photo album wif own description. Well, I always wanted to have a set of her pics and our pics, but I can only view it in her MSN space or friendster. I've casually mentioned once to her that i wish i would have a set of those pics but i just mention it without hoping anything. But she somehow remembered my words and made up a super nice foto-album. Here's some pics taken from that photo album.
See, its so nice. I luv it so so so much. Thanks darling for doing all these for me. Ur effort is pretty much appreciated by me.
This is the front page of the photo album.
The middle page. Beautifully done. Love it so so much
Thats the back page.
Oh Sushi on 21st Sept. One of my dear's fave pics. I luv it so much too. hehe.
Another fave pic. Taken in starbucks 1 Utama. That time we still not together. it was 30th August. We had lots of flashback that day n i guess finally we couldn't resist each other, so ended up being back together. Hehe so sweet
Many more pics but i guess i'll upload it next time.
Most of my friends know, I was deeply hurt 2 1/2 years ago and I've never recover, never really moved on. I was still putting hope and I've never stop believing what i've believed. Damn sounds like those stupid Matrix morpheus thingy. In a simple way of explaining, I've never giv up hopes. Yes I do admit, I put in lots of emotion in it, including hate, anger, impatient, childish n so on. I've once lost my direction n i know I'm just weak, weak in handling my love life. I'm living in the 21st century and i'm still acting like those in the past few centuries. So far, i've feelings only for 1 gal, though i do have small crushes on others in between.
Well, back to the topic "I'm ready". So wat am i ready for?? i think i still need to do a lil intro b4 i really get to the point. Few years back, I'm those guys who care so much bout my face, not physically. I mean I'm those kinda guys who's "takut malu". I care pretty much of ppl's comment, ppl's opinion. N if majority go against it, I'll not do it. As time goes by, I start realizing that I've actually lost alot of things in my life. Alot of precious things, just becoz i listen to other ppl's comment.
1 month past since i'm back. As u can see if u've read my past few blogs, yeap its so special. K lets go straight to wat i wanna say. I've found wat I've lost 2 1/2 years ago. Though i have to admit, the process of finding it, and to forgive n forget its nvr easy. It took me a long marathon of thoughts and consideration, but finally I decided to giv myself and the opposite party another chance. Of course i wouldn't know my judgement would be right or wrong, and i do admit i've received lots of positive and negative comments. Well its not that i don't care what my friends advice me, I'll take those advice but on the other hand I'll also hope my friends will support me in whatever I'm doing.
I've drag drag drag but now I'm going into the main point. Yes I'm ready. I'm ready to write it down on this blog. I'm attached again, to the same person. Of course there're some incident which brings us back together and of course there're lots of reason why i do this, which is gonna be a long long story. I'll tell u bout it if u have the time, personally.
I've spent the most valuable time in this 1 month time. Though sometimes we just sit down doing nth or pure chatting, but its so precious, i've never felt wasted. In my older post or my old blog, I've critisized alot bout her, but all i have to say is I'm deeply sorry bout it. It was just my side of the story which is not true at all. I've never tried standing in her position to see things. Now i've get a clearer picture bout the whole incident, All i can say is i can't change the past but I can try to be a better person in the future.
She, of course currently my gf, had change alot. She's now a much much more better person, more understanding. She's now a more mature person. I just wanna take this oppotunity to thank her, for firstly giving me a chance to be loved again, and also for giving me such wonderful times. though i might not know wat's gonna happen in the future, but i hope we can live on the way we wanted, the way we hoped.
Well, back to the topic "I'm ready". So wat am i ready for?? i think i still need to do a lil intro b4 i really get to the point. Few years back, I'm those guys who care so much bout my face, not physically. I mean I'm those kinda guys who's "takut malu". I care pretty much of ppl's comment, ppl's opinion. N if majority go against it, I'll not do it. As time goes by, I start realizing that I've actually lost alot of things in my life. Alot of precious things, just becoz i listen to other ppl's comment.
1 month past since i'm back. As u can see if u've read my past few blogs, yeap its so special. K lets go straight to wat i wanna say. I've found wat I've lost 2 1/2 years ago. Though i have to admit, the process of finding it, and to forgive n forget its nvr easy. It took me a long marathon of thoughts and consideration, but finally I decided to giv myself and the opposite party another chance. Of course i wouldn't know my judgement would be right or wrong, and i do admit i've received lots of positive and negative comments. Well its not that i don't care what my friends advice me, I'll take those advice but on the other hand I'll also hope my friends will support me in whatever I'm doing.
I've drag drag drag but now I'm going into the main point. Yes I'm ready. I'm ready to write it down on this blog. I'm attached again, to the same person. Of course there're some incident which brings us back together and of course there're lots of reason why i do this, which is gonna be a long long story. I'll tell u bout it if u have the time, personally.
I've spent the most valuable time in this 1 month time. Though sometimes we just sit down doing nth or pure chatting, but its so precious, i've never felt wasted. In my older post or my old blog, I've critisized alot bout her, but all i have to say is I'm deeply sorry bout it. It was just my side of the story which is not true at all. I've never tried standing in her position to see things. Now i've get a clearer picture bout the whole incident, All i can say is i can't change the past but I can try to be a better person in the future.
She, of course currently my gf, had change alot. She's now a much much more better person, more understanding. She's now a more mature person. I just wanna take this oppotunity to thank her, for firstly giving me a chance to be loved again, and also for giving me such wonderful times. though i might not know wat's gonna happen in the future, but i hope we can live on the way we wanted, the way we hoped.
Evaluation after 1 month being back home. Ok, despite the absense of my best friends most of the time, I guess i hav to say this holiday brings alot of meaningful memories to me so far. Well, my best bros aren't that free to hang out wif me everyday, but I still manage to fill up the emptyness.
I'm still not ready to tell the world about some of my things, but I guess most of my close friends already know bout it. All i can say is, I'm very thankful to God, that my dream finally came true. To be honest, I always wonder am i still dreaming. For once I thought this dream of mine is slowly fading, n becoming impossible. I've found something that I lost, and I'm gonna appreciate it every single second.
Last year when i came back from Germany for hols, around 2 weeks b4 i was scheduled to go back there again, I remembered that I wanted to leave KL as soon as possible, due to some reason. But for this holiday, I really wish for a longer time..though i still have around 20 days to spend. Sighz, time flies. I knoe the day will come, where I'm gonna go back to germany. Another 1 1/2 years to go before i really graduate, if everything goes smooth. Well, yes i know time flies and 1 1/2 years will just fly like a rocket, but I'm gonna suffer during this 1 1/2 years. But all i have to say is, "somethings do change, but some things do not". I'm pretty sure it'll not change.....
I'm still not ready to tell the world about some of my things, but I guess most of my close friends already know bout it. All i can say is, I'm very thankful to God, that my dream finally came true. To be honest, I always wonder am i still dreaming. For once I thought this dream of mine is slowly fading, n becoming impossible. I've found something that I lost, and I'm gonna appreciate it every single second.
Last year when i came back from Germany for hols, around 2 weeks b4 i was scheduled to go back there again, I remembered that I wanted to leave KL as soon as possible, due to some reason. But for this holiday, I really wish for a longer time..though i still have around 20 days to spend. Sighz, time flies. I knoe the day will come, where I'm gonna go back to germany. Another 1 1/2 years to go before i really graduate, if everything goes smooth. Well, yes i know time flies and 1 1/2 years will just fly like a rocket, but I'm gonna suffer during this 1 1/2 years. But all i have to say is, "somethings do change, but some things do not". I'm pretty sure it'll not change.....
I don't know what to put in the title. Nth special to blog actually but just feel like doing some updates. Having lots of ups n downs since the last post. I've just learned alot of things,facts, shocking news in just 24 hours ago. But, I'm just gonna F&F(forgive and forget) so there's no point of me mentioning it again.
I've been spending most of the time at home within these 2 days. But as usual, my days still starts at 4pm and ends around 6am. Today was a lil special. I slept only at 7am and purposely wake myself up around 9am for an important mission. Well, mission accomplished and I went back to sleep till 4pm.
Sweet september still moves on, and still continue being that sweet. 2moro the 13th September is a very special day to me actually. Not gonna mention the details bout it, but i hope everything will be smooth.
Though i still have 1 more month before going back to HELL, but i'm starting to feel that the holiday is ending soon. I wish for more time but i guess thats the only thing that i could never get. So far, it has been a wonderful holiday for me. Sighz, but good times nvr last long.
Nth much to mention over here now.
I've been spending most of the time at home within these 2 days. But as usual, my days still starts at 4pm and ends around 6am. Today was a lil special. I slept only at 7am and purposely wake myself up around 9am for an important mission. Well, mission accomplished and I went back to sleep till 4pm.
Sweet september still moves on, and still continue being that sweet. 2moro the 13th September is a very special day to me actually. Not gonna mention the details bout it, but i hope everything will be smooth.
Though i still have 1 more month before going back to HELL, but i'm starting to feel that the holiday is ending soon. I wish for more time but i guess thats the only thing that i could never get. So far, it has been a wonderful holiday for me. Sighz, but good times nvr last long.
Nth much to mention over here now.
again, history. September has always been a superb month for me since 2001. When the whole world was shocked and sad bout the 911 incident, I was having a lil sweet time on my own wif my ex-girlfriend. Alot more things happen during september, eg my first hug, first kiss, first 1 to 1 outing and many more. After we broke up, the sweet sweet september continues. in 2005 and current year, I'll spend my september in Malaysia. Every good thing happen to me in september.
For the past few blogs as u can see, 90% ar all bout happy stuff. its been about 2 weeks ++ i've been back in Msia. Lets say, so far I've had my most wonderful time. I hope it continues. Lets just forget about all da negative thoughts i had when i was back in Germany bout this holidays. Yes, some of the bad things i've mentioned b4 still remains there. I don't have a permanant car. I hav to wait till my parents comes back at 4pm then I'll hav the car to use. But it doesn't really affect me so much nowadays. Coz, my biological clock still remain GMT +1.00 which is equivalent to German time. My days start at 4pm which is the time i'll hav access to the car. My day ends at 6.00am which is also exactly the time where my parents need the car. As for friends, yeap they're still the same, busy wif studies. My best bro is back in Penang, while my other best bro Gabe working. Godfathar is goin back to prison, and sj4p don't really hav much gatherings. But I hav a special friend to thank coz she has constantly being a good company. No regrets at all.
So far, the things that i wanna accomplish b4 goin back to germany has been half completed. I've been to 2 karaoke sessions, 1 Genting trip, 1 pool session n lots of msian food, n of course DURIANZZZZ. Hehe its been 2 years i've tasted the delicious melt in ur mouth n ur tougue n ur throat n ur stomach Durianz.
Guess i'll end here b4 streamyx cut of my connection.
For the past few blogs as u can see, 90% ar all bout happy stuff. its been about 2 weeks ++ i've been back in Msia. Lets say, so far I've had my most wonderful time. I hope it continues. Lets just forget about all da negative thoughts i had when i was back in Germany bout this holidays. Yes, some of the bad things i've mentioned b4 still remains there. I don't have a permanant car. I hav to wait till my parents comes back at 4pm then I'll hav the car to use. But it doesn't really affect me so much nowadays. Coz, my biological clock still remain GMT +1.00 which is equivalent to German time. My days start at 4pm which is the time i'll hav access to the car. My day ends at 6.00am which is also exactly the time where my parents need the car. As for friends, yeap they're still the same, busy wif studies. My best bro is back in Penang, while my other best bro Gabe working. Godfathar is goin back to prison, and sj4p don't really hav much gatherings. But I hav a special friend to thank coz she has constantly being a good company. No regrets at all.
So far, the things that i wanna accomplish b4 goin back to germany has been half completed. I've been to 2 karaoke sessions, 1 Genting trip, 1 pool session n lots of msian food, n of course DURIANZZZZ. Hehe its been 2 years i've tasted the delicious melt in ur mouth n ur tougue n ur throat n ur stomach Durianz.
Guess i'll end here b4 streamyx cut of my connection.
Its been a sweet sweet time for me. Yes I hav to admit, its kinda boring during this 2 weeks of my stay back in KL without my hommies, esp day time as i don't hav a car to move around. My daily life usually begins around 3pm and ends around 6am the next day. However I enjoy alot during these 2 weeks, since the merdeka outing.
Midnight chats on the phone, tea break, talk our hearts out, sms-ings, many many more. These ar the things that i've been doin for the past few days wif one of my close friend. However things wouldn't last especially sweet times. Soon, we'll be bz wif our stuff and after that I'll be heading back to HELL. Well, i'm a person who does cherish all da sweet times i've spent wif anyone i think its worth spending wif. I'm far worse than being normal actually, I'm those kind of person who likes to "jiwang" or stuck in the past. But to me, every single piece of sweet memories is just worth thinkin bout it over n over again.
Yes i knoe not many ppl would understand wat i'm tryin to say. Anyway, just want to thank this person for doing so much to make things work out. Sacrifices after sacrifices, i really do appreciate all of those.
Back to some of me, actually i do hav some pics to upload but its not in this comp. Some like the new pair of shoes i bought last week, my blardy new haircut, new pairs of specs. Guess I'll do it 2moro, if streamyx does work well.
Oh yea Very soon i'm gonna blog bout streamyx di. If u all remember the vid in youtube bout this bus uncle, u'll see that very soon but the main characters will be me and the streamyx officers. I am gonna screw them kau kau di.
argghhhh it took me 4 times reconnecting to complete this blog, i'll update more soon. Fick streamyx.....oh dun need to guess the meaning of the word fick, its a new thing....
Midnight chats on the phone, tea break, talk our hearts out, sms-ings, many many more. These ar the things that i've been doin for the past few days wif one of my close friend. However things wouldn't last especially sweet times. Soon, we'll be bz wif our stuff and after that I'll be heading back to HELL. Well, i'm a person who does cherish all da sweet times i've spent wif anyone i think its worth spending wif. I'm far worse than being normal actually, I'm those kind of person who likes to "jiwang" or stuck in the past. But to me, every single piece of sweet memories is just worth thinkin bout it over n over again.
Yes i knoe not many ppl would understand wat i'm tryin to say. Anyway, just want to thank this person for doing so much to make things work out. Sacrifices after sacrifices, i really do appreciate all of those.
Back to some of me, actually i do hav some pics to upload but its not in this comp. Some like the new pair of shoes i bought last week, my blardy new haircut, new pairs of specs. Guess I'll do it 2moro, if streamyx does work well.
Oh yea Very soon i'm gonna blog bout streamyx di. If u all remember the vid in youtube bout this bus uncle, u'll see that very soon but the main characters will be me and the streamyx officers. I am gonna screw them kau kau di.
argghhhh it took me 4 times reconnecting to complete this blog, i'll update more soon. Fick streamyx.....oh dun need to guess the meaning of the word fick, its a new thing....
If ya'll hav watched the click, i'm sure u know what i'm trying to say. Well, I went to One Utama today for a movie. But b4 that, my friend brought me to Pudu to hav a chinese meal which is so delicious, but was a lil early however so we couldn't eat much. Then after that we went straight to 1U. Well, we were inexperience bout 1U coz we've only been there a couple of times. So we just enter wherever parking place we get first.
We parked at the old wing and all the shops that we wanted to visit is in the new wing. it took us a lil of time to find the new wing lolz. We asked some officers over ther bout the directions. Well, i act like i'm a singaporean and speak a lil singlish wif some American accent so i dun look so stupid. And finally we found GSC. After a short discussion, I finally decided to watch "My Super ex-girlfriend" which was very suitable for today's outing. The movie was at 11.45pm but that time was only 8 so we chill around in the new wing. It was all bout me coz I intend to get a T-shirt but couldn't get one though. We visited FCUK, Seed concept store, Esprit and parkson but couldn't get a nice one. After a short walk, we sat in Starbucks for a drink and a piece of my fave cake, Black Forest. We took alot of DIY pics but still not satisfied wif any of those we took. However there were of course some nice pics so i decided not to delete it. too bad for us, starbucks closes at 10.30pm which is 1 1/4 hours from our movie. So we found a nice bench around the Cinema and had a lil heart to heart chat. We finally able to understand our feelings respectively. So finally the movie starts and though the movie wasn't a great movie but it was still good. A good company usually boost up the happy mood. So overall i did enjoy the movie pretty much.
Well, believe in karma i would say. We parked our car in old wing as i've mentioned and we were so worried how to get to our car coz at 1.40am most access are closed. But we decided to pay the ticket first right outside the cinema in case we couldn't find any near our car. So we queued up at the paying machine. But this blardy machine which is so bitchy, only accept coins and the person in front of me don't have enough so I spare her some. So hoping karma really works, i was thinkin since i've did somethin good today so i osso hope someone's there to help us to find the car. True enuf there was a nice guard there to open the gates which he's not suppose in order for us to get to the other wing. thats why we should always learn how to help ppl like wat i've mentioned in my previous post.
Out we go from 1U, went to cheras for a supper. I ate alot of stuff and bought some "original" DVDs. Then i send my friend home. We did stop by somewhere quiet to hav a lil "chat" again but coz it was late so we only stop by for while. When i reached home, i left my cam and the dvd's at my friend's bag. guess we're fated to meet up again.
Overall, it was a very memorable nite. I wish i'd get more of this outing. But time passes very fast. Thats why Mr click, can i pause at where i am and just hav all da happy times but the clock still remains its position???....
We parked at the old wing and all the shops that we wanted to visit is in the new wing. it took us a lil of time to find the new wing lolz. We asked some officers over ther bout the directions. Well, i act like i'm a singaporean and speak a lil singlish wif some American accent so i dun look so stupid. And finally we found GSC. After a short discussion, I finally decided to watch "My Super ex-girlfriend" which was very suitable for today's outing. The movie was at 11.45pm but that time was only 8 so we chill around in the new wing. It was all bout me coz I intend to get a T-shirt but couldn't get one though. We visited FCUK, Seed concept store, Esprit and parkson but couldn't get a nice one. After a short walk, we sat in Starbucks for a drink and a piece of my fave cake, Black Forest. We took alot of DIY pics but still not satisfied wif any of those we took. However there were of course some nice pics so i decided not to delete it. too bad for us, starbucks closes at 10.30pm which is 1 1/4 hours from our movie. So we found a nice bench around the Cinema and had a lil heart to heart chat. We finally able to understand our feelings respectively. So finally the movie starts and though the movie wasn't a great movie but it was still good. A good company usually boost up the happy mood. So overall i did enjoy the movie pretty much.
Well, believe in karma i would say. We parked our car in old wing as i've mentioned and we were so worried how to get to our car coz at 1.40am most access are closed. But we decided to pay the ticket first right outside the cinema in case we couldn't find any near our car. So we queued up at the paying machine. But this blardy machine which is so bitchy, only accept coins and the person in front of me don't have enough so I spare her some. So hoping karma really works, i was thinkin since i've did somethin good today so i osso hope someone's there to help us to find the car. True enuf there was a nice guard there to open the gates which he's not suppose in order for us to get to the other wing. thats why we should always learn how to help ppl like wat i've mentioned in my previous post.
Out we go from 1U, went to cheras for a supper. I ate alot of stuff and bought some "original" DVDs. Then i send my friend home. We did stop by somewhere quiet to hav a lil "chat" again but coz it was late so we only stop by for while. When i reached home, i left my cam and the dvd's at my friend's bag. guess we're fated to meet up again.
Overall, it was a very memorable nite. I wish i'd get more of this outing. But time passes very fast. Thats why Mr click, can i pause at where i am and just hav all da happy times but the clock still remains its position???....
Most of the time, we follow our instinct, our intuition. For such emotional person like me, I do things according to my emotion. For some ppl, everything is super organized that if one day plan A goes wrong, its like end of the world for them. The most perfect situation is that a person has plan A B C n so on, and if plan A doesn't work then B otherwise C. But if A B C doesn't suits the situation, they can come out wif new ideas on the spot . However it requires lots of experience to be that.
Back to what i want to say. As i grow older and heading towards the path of maturity, I start to realize more and more of my bad attitude and habits. Since there's no turning back to ammend what i've done, Its time for me to make full usage of the 24hours a day to be a better person. Last time I hav to admit I'm very selfish. I think of myself first b4 other ppl. I just ignore what they think coz I believe its my life. but now i finally realize that without the ppl around me, My life is just nth. I always imagine wat if i'm Adam, and no Eve at all. I'm the only person on earth. Yes it does fulfill the "ITS MY LIFE" theory. But so what, I'm just a lonely barger.
Now, the first instinct that comes in my mind are always bout my friends, family or the ppl around me b4 i think of myself. Of course I won't do things for a person that will also hurt myself. Take a simple example, bout 4 years ago when i first got my P license(probitional not professional), though i drive a lousy car on the road, but I just luv to drive racklessly. When ppl turn out of the junction, I knoe that i hav plenty of time and there's no car behind me, but i just refuse to give way to them. Whoever cut my queue and the car they're drivin is lousier than mine, I'll just be very damn kiasu and overtake them. Thats how i am. Impatient. Another side of me is being a TYPICAL chinese. Only thing of benefits. Just like wat the Godfathar says, for a chinese civil engineer, every piece of land they'll use it for profit but never thought of the convinience of the public. But for a european engineer, they'll first think of safety, then convinience, then only profit. As for me before, I only do things if I get a return.
As for now, I finally realize human can't live alone. And we depend on each other very much. Sometimes u do things but u dun get any return at that moment, however u might get somethin out of it in the future. But whether u get anythin o not, it is always good being a good guy.
For the past 2 days, I've gave my close friend an unexpected suprise. Though it does take a lil sacrafice to giv the suprise, but i did it without hesitations. Its my basic instincts. Maybe i did expect a lil return, that is to win a smile from my friend. Thats all i want. I guess i've learnd how to put my friends and family before me.
Time really flies. This is what i felt, as we get older our friends get lesser. How true it is, u tell me!
Bye for now. Was suppose to update bout myself and some new gooddies, but not in the mood. Besides the pics ar not uploaded yet. Shall do it next time..chaozz
Back to what i want to say. As i grow older and heading towards the path of maturity, I start to realize more and more of my bad attitude and habits. Since there's no turning back to ammend what i've done, Its time for me to make full usage of the 24hours a day to be a better person. Last time I hav to admit I'm very selfish. I think of myself first b4 other ppl. I just ignore what they think coz I believe its my life. but now i finally realize that without the ppl around me, My life is just nth. I always imagine wat if i'm Adam, and no Eve at all. I'm the only person on earth. Yes it does fulfill the "ITS MY LIFE" theory. But so what, I'm just a lonely barger.
Now, the first instinct that comes in my mind are always bout my friends, family or the ppl around me b4 i think of myself. Of course I won't do things for a person that will also hurt myself. Take a simple example, bout 4 years ago when i first got my P license(probitional not professional), though i drive a lousy car on the road, but I just luv to drive racklessly. When ppl turn out of the junction, I knoe that i hav plenty of time and there's no car behind me, but i just refuse to give way to them. Whoever cut my queue and the car they're drivin is lousier than mine, I'll just be very damn kiasu and overtake them. Thats how i am. Impatient. Another side of me is being a TYPICAL chinese. Only thing of benefits. Just like wat the Godfathar says, for a chinese civil engineer, every piece of land they'll use it for profit but never thought of the convinience of the public. But for a european engineer, they'll first think of safety, then convinience, then only profit. As for me before, I only do things if I get a return.
As for now, I finally realize human can't live alone. And we depend on each other very much. Sometimes u do things but u dun get any return at that moment, however u might get somethin out of it in the future. But whether u get anythin o not, it is always good being a good guy.
For the past 2 days, I've gave my close friend an unexpected suprise. Though it does take a lil sacrafice to giv the suprise, but i did it without hesitations. Its my basic instincts. Maybe i did expect a lil return, that is to win a smile from my friend. Thats all i want. I guess i've learnd how to put my friends and family before me.
Time really flies. This is what i felt, as we get older our friends get lesser. How true it is, u tell me!
Bye for now. Was suppose to update bout myself and some new gooddies, but not in the mood. Besides the pics ar not uploaded yet. Shall do it next time..chaozz
2 months ago I shaved my hair estimating it'll grow to the normal length by the time i come back. 1 week b4 I'm home, I realized my hair is not long enuf to hav a asian hairstyle. So the only thing i can do is to make it spiky like durianz. Well, it suits me btw since i luv to eat durian so much. lolz. Anywayz, after being back for 1 week plus, I finally able to eat DURIANZ today.
See those delicious durianz?? Mann just couldn't understand why the Europeans don't enjoy the king of fruit. Eating durian in one of those fear factor stunt?? Man, bring it on man. We Msian will set the record for eating the most durianz in those stunts!!! lolzzz.
Lil more updates on my activities after the Genting trip. Honestly I din do much actually. I enjoy so much during the Merdeka's eve wif one of my closest friend, and I had a family outing on independence day itself. Though I had a lil pissed feeling over the planz on Friday, but at the end of the day everything turns well. First i went lot61 wif Kelsen. Kelsen had a pair of adicolor while I got a pair of white diesel shoes. Finally had a perfect shoes for outing, dun hav to wear my futsal shoes. Went home around 6.30pm then head to Midvalley to collect my glasses and hang out wif SW Gabe n Kel. Sat in Starbucks for bout 1 hour and did some chatting. Kel bought another adidas stan smith for a "Super" discounted price. haha dun ask me why i quote the super thingy, only 4 of us will knoe wats behind the story. Throughout the whole outing, I was half frus n half enjoyin actually, coz Kel and I really wanted to go karaoke but just too bad the plan had to be cancelled, but finally it was on. Thanx everyone involve in that k session for making it a reality. I sang most of the song i intended to sing, but unfortunately I embarassed myself wif my lousy singing skills. Still, its enjoyable and I don't wish it's the last visit to the Karaoke for this holiday.
Reach home around 6am, it was crazy. After i reach home, my mom woke up 15 mins later. She asked me wat time i reach home, I lied saying i came back at 2.30am. Otherwise, u'll probably see my head wif 2 big shot gun's bullet hole lying bloody on the streets!!!
time to be a lil typical me. Emo!! Lot of things happen to me recently which I'm unable to tell. i've been confused and often being controlled by my emotions. I told everyone of my friends, " there's 2 part of me. One the feelings, and the other one, the rationality. Bout the feelings, I'm very very confused bout it and I guess its going to the wrong side, but rationally, I knoe what I'm suppose to do. I knoe what's right and not". Yeap, I'll just neglect watever feelings i had now and act rationally. I always watch those chinese series and they always tells us to act according to ur heart, but i guess this time I can't. I hav to act according to my mind, to my analysis, to the right path. Sighz, I guess i should just forget everything and just enjoy the short time i'll spend over here.
I guess thats all for now. The next blog will be some physical looks and my new gooddies......
See those delicious durianz?? Mann just couldn't understand why the Europeans don't enjoy the king of fruit. Eating durian in one of those fear factor stunt?? Man, bring it on man. We Msian will set the record for eating the most durianz in those stunts!!! lolzzz.Lil more updates on my activities after the Genting trip. Honestly I din do much actually. I enjoy so much during the Merdeka's eve wif one of my closest friend, and I had a family outing on independence day itself. Though I had a lil pissed feeling over the planz on Friday, but at the end of the day everything turns well. First i went lot61 wif Kelsen. Kelsen had a pair of adicolor while I got a pair of white diesel shoes. Finally had a perfect shoes for outing, dun hav to wear my futsal shoes. Went home around 6.30pm then head to Midvalley to collect my glasses and hang out wif SW Gabe n Kel. Sat in Starbucks for bout 1 hour and did some chatting. Kel bought another adidas stan smith for a "Super" discounted price. haha dun ask me why i quote the super thingy, only 4 of us will knoe wats behind the story. Throughout the whole outing, I was half frus n half enjoyin actually, coz Kel and I really wanted to go karaoke but just too bad the plan had to be cancelled, but finally it was on. Thanx everyone involve in that k session for making it a reality. I sang most of the song i intended to sing, but unfortunately I embarassed myself wif my lousy singing skills. Still, its enjoyable and I don't wish it's the last visit to the Karaoke for this holiday.
Reach home around 6am, it was crazy. After i reach home, my mom woke up 15 mins later. She asked me wat time i reach home, I lied saying i came back at 2.30am. Otherwise, u'll probably see my head wif 2 big shot gun's bullet hole lying bloody on the streets!!!
time to be a lil typical me. Emo!! Lot of things happen to me recently which I'm unable to tell. i've been confused and often being controlled by my emotions. I told everyone of my friends, " there's 2 part of me. One the feelings, and the other one, the rationality. Bout the feelings, I'm very very confused bout it and I guess its going to the wrong side, but rationally, I knoe what I'm suppose to do. I knoe what's right and not". Yeap, I'll just neglect watever feelings i had now and act rationally. I always watch those chinese series and they always tells us to act according to ur heart, but i guess this time I can't. I hav to act according to my mind, to my analysis, to the right path. Sighz, I guess i should just forget everything and just enjoy the short time i'll spend over here.
I guess thats all for now. The next blog will be some physical looks and my new gooddies......
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