"freedom" is what we all believe we have. I've been frequently asked by my friends, what is the purpose of blogging? Here're some formal defination of the word BLOG
Beolingus : a shared on-line journal where people can post diary entries about their PERSONAL
experiences and hobbies
Dicionary.com: an online diary; a PERSONAL chronological log of thoughts published on a Web page
As u can see from the formal definiation, its a personal thing. Every individual is different in this world and therefore having different ideologies. What i actually want to say is that, if you don't like the content of a particular blog, just don't read it. Why do u hav to fire at that person?? He's just having his own thoughts. If you don't agree, u may comment on that person, but not fire at him or watever. A couple of months ago, which i've mentioned in one of my post, i've read a blog bout a person talking bout his sad story of how he end up breaking up with his gf. In the end his blog was ended up being fired and lashed by ppl who don't agree bout wat he said. C'mon ppl just had a break up and I'm sure he's having a hard time trying to let things go, and now being fired by ppl, some even his own friends. Another example was another friend's blog being under attacked by some ppl who doesn't like the way he blog bout things, words he uses. Wat the fuck?? C'mon, go to mars pls. We're leaving on earth, and we hav our freedom of expressing our own thoughts in our own way!!!..LEAVE US ALONE!!!!!!
Thats bout my anger to some narrow minded ppl. Back to me, I've been working hard on work outs. Can see a lil improvement, but not my abs. I guess I'm not doing the right thing to burn my abs. I've been doing sit ups alot, but yet, no packs are visible yet, unless i flex it. Hmm, I guess i need some professional guide.
Weather was nice today in germany. Finally the temperature is back to 20+. I hope the temperature continue to drop. Let me at least enjoy some cool weather before i go back to Msia. I've not done my piercing yet. I'm still considering if i should pierce or not.
Nth much to update.
Numbers...!!!! I've been dealing wif lots of numbers for the last 2 exam. And its not over yet. I'll be dealing wif more numbers for the next 2 exams. let me explain the numbers on the title. the first 2 means 2exam down. the second 2 means 2 more to go. the 3 means 3 more weeks to home. 24 means 24 days left, 576=hours,34560=mins and finally lolzzzz 2073600=seconds. So 无聊.
About the exams, the first paper was ok as already mentioned. 2nd paper was a disaster. I don't wanna look at my results for this paper. I've about 2 weeks b4 my 3rd paper so I'll hav a lil time to blog and to rest now. But I'll still hang out in the library. haha, well u guys must be wondering wahlau so hardworking ya goin to library. Let me explain. Nope, i've not turn back to a bookworm, but i think i'm more progressive studying in the library and lolzz there ar lots of chics in the library. probably thats the main reason, lolz. No la, I've my desktop at home and if i don't go library to study i'll probably play wif my comp or guitar or watever i hav at home.
Here comes the emo part. I would say I'm happy for 2 of my friend coz they're now attached. Hope they'll last forever. I've been single for 2 years di and seeing my friends getting attached one by one, I just felt like I'm a lil outdated. Of course, its fate. Probably not my time yet, or probably never my time. Just hate it when i tok bout this, coz i just felt like i'm a failure in socializing wif ppl. I like socializing, but just dun hav the skillz.
I watched alot of Taiwan variety shows these days, and i came across something which sparks up my curiousity. Just wondering, to all the girls out there. Do u prefer guys who are cute and pretty face type but very cool person, meaning he has this 大男人 thingy, or do u prefer guys which has only average looks, but has a great sense of humour, that u'll just hav a non-stop laughter bcoz this guy is just too talented in making ppl laugh??? Haha, giv me ur ans ya, just curious lolz.
can't really think of anything to blog. Shall update soon.
About the exams, the first paper was ok as already mentioned. 2nd paper was a disaster. I don't wanna look at my results for this paper. I've about 2 weeks b4 my 3rd paper so I'll hav a lil time to blog and to rest now. But I'll still hang out in the library. haha, well u guys must be wondering wahlau so hardworking ya goin to library. Let me explain. Nope, i've not turn back to a bookworm, but i think i'm more progressive studying in the library and lolzz there ar lots of chics in the library. probably thats the main reason, lolz. No la, I've my desktop at home and if i don't go library to study i'll probably play wif my comp or guitar or watever i hav at home.
Here comes the emo part. I would say I'm happy for 2 of my friend coz they're now attached. Hope they'll last forever. I've been single for 2 years di and seeing my friends getting attached one by one, I just felt like I'm a lil outdated. Of course, its fate. Probably not my time yet, or probably never my time. Just hate it when i tok bout this, coz i just felt like i'm a failure in socializing wif ppl. I like socializing, but just dun hav the skillz.
I watched alot of Taiwan variety shows these days, and i came across something which sparks up my curiousity. Just wondering, to all the girls out there. Do u prefer guys who are cute and pretty face type but very cool person, meaning he has this 大男人 thingy, or do u prefer guys which has only average looks, but has a great sense of humour, that u'll just hav a non-stop laughter bcoz this guy is just too talented in making ppl laugh??? Haha, giv me ur ans ya, just curious lolz.
can't really think of anything to blog. Shall update soon.
Ignore the title. Didn't update my blog for few days. Well, exam period so I'll update less. But today I just feel like writing a blog. I'm full of emo today.
We talk about computers and hardwares, and we knoe that we could never catch up with the latest technology. Its like today you bought a super hi-tech Notebook and 2moro u realize that your notebook is actually outdated already. I used to be those kinda person who'll follow up on those hi-tech stuff but now not anymore. I tried to read some articles yesterday and i was totally lost, and amazed how the tech stuff becoming better day by day. Well, its not bout tech stuff that made me emo. I just realized one thing, human are capable of that too. Today you thought the person beside u is evil, the next day u realize he had turn to good. I know human change as time goes by, but I just couldn't understand how can a person change in 24 hours?? Well, at least not for me. Sighz, things came so sudden that I just couldn't accept it. Not going into details wat happen.
another 2 more days I'll have my 2nd paper, and another 29 days I'll be home. The nearer the day come, the more reluctant i get to go home. For some reason, This resistive force in my body is getting stronger. Its like I start to doubt more bout my holiday in Msia. Well, I know at least I have one extra company during the time I'm back, Ernest. But still I'm sure he can't be out the whole time. The biggest factor is still the "no car" thingy. Last year at least during the time my friends are busy, I can take my car for a spin near the city or just around my area. Driving is one of my passion but now i don't have that much oppotunity. I've made contact wif my REAL bro in Penang, and he told me I'm able to use the car around Penang. So i guess probably, or most likely, I'll be staying in Penang for a longer time. I have a concert to attend on the 30th, and I hope the other 2 person who are going wif me will not ffk. But everything depends, I might just sell of my tics. 30th Sept is still long time to come and anything can happen in between, which might affect my concert outing. Lets go wif the flow. I'm desperately in need to go clubs. Sheng Wa or Gabe, pls drag me to some club. Oh speaking bout coming back, ppl I just checked my bank acc and I realized that I actually dun have much xtra money wif me but i'll still get goodies for my friends, but maybe a slightly cheaper ones. Greatest apology for that. KS, ur jacket maybe cannot buy liao. I osso wan save some for megasales.
Back to the present. Exams stress. As i mentioned, first paper was easy. Now the hard task comes. 3 hard subject ahead. One in 2 days and I'm fucked, coz I'm not even prepared for it.
But if i have to die, I'll fight till the end b4 I surrender. So this 2 days, I'll go work out my brain in library, wif all da books. Meanwhile I'm still constantly doing physical work out. Could see some improvement but still long way to go before i can call myself "fit". I'm still lack of stamina so I'll do jogging and swimming when I'm back home. Its been a while I touched the basketball, so lingjie, take me to the court.
Sometimes we just have to forget about the past, whether u like it or not. Nobody likes sad stories, esp if it happen to us or our loved ones. But its part of life, and life is just like an oscillation. U'll go up to positive amplitude, and back to negative. Most of the time, our life is like a damped oscillation. It'll be up and down for a certain period, but it'll come to a time where it'll stay constant at origin. Human get bored really fast, thats why we believe that time passes very fast, esp during happy moments. Time, is something abstract, and according to some sceintist, it doesn't even exist. So what I've just mentioned are all crap, and sorry for reading but today I'm just confused with my feelings. I feel like sharing, but i can't even be sure what feeling i have now. Thx for reading this crappy post...lolzzzz
We talk about computers and hardwares, and we knoe that we could never catch up with the latest technology. Its like today you bought a super hi-tech Notebook and 2moro u realize that your notebook is actually outdated already. I used to be those kinda person who'll follow up on those hi-tech stuff but now not anymore. I tried to read some articles yesterday and i was totally lost, and amazed how the tech stuff becoming better day by day. Well, its not bout tech stuff that made me emo. I just realized one thing, human are capable of that too. Today you thought the person beside u is evil, the next day u realize he had turn to good. I know human change as time goes by, but I just couldn't understand how can a person change in 24 hours?? Well, at least not for me. Sighz, things came so sudden that I just couldn't accept it. Not going into details wat happen.
another 2 more days I'll have my 2nd paper, and another 29 days I'll be home. The nearer the day come, the more reluctant i get to go home. For some reason, This resistive force in my body is getting stronger. Its like I start to doubt more bout my holiday in Msia. Well, I know at least I have one extra company during the time I'm back, Ernest. But still I'm sure he can't be out the whole time. The biggest factor is still the "no car" thingy. Last year at least during the time my friends are busy, I can take my car for a spin near the city or just around my area. Driving is one of my passion but now i don't have that much oppotunity. I've made contact wif my REAL bro in Penang, and he told me I'm able to use the car around Penang. So i guess probably, or most likely, I'll be staying in Penang for a longer time. I have a concert to attend on the 30th, and I hope the other 2 person who are going wif me will not ffk. But everything depends, I might just sell of my tics. 30th Sept is still long time to come and anything can happen in between, which might affect my concert outing. Lets go wif the flow. I'm desperately in need to go clubs. Sheng Wa or Gabe, pls drag me to some club. Oh speaking bout coming back, ppl I just checked my bank acc and I realized that I actually dun have much xtra money wif me but i'll still get goodies for my friends, but maybe a slightly cheaper ones. Greatest apology for that. KS, ur jacket maybe cannot buy liao. I osso wan save some for megasales.
Back to the present. Exams stress. As i mentioned, first paper was easy. Now the hard task comes. 3 hard subject ahead. One in 2 days and I'm fucked, coz I'm not even prepared for it.
But if i have to die, I'll fight till the end b4 I surrender. So this 2 days, I'll go work out my brain in library, wif all da books. Meanwhile I'm still constantly doing physical work out. Could see some improvement but still long way to go before i can call myself "fit". I'm still lack of stamina so I'll do jogging and swimming when I'm back home. Its been a while I touched the basketball, so lingjie, take me to the court.
Sometimes we just have to forget about the past, whether u like it or not. Nobody likes sad stories, esp if it happen to us or our loved ones. But its part of life, and life is just like an oscillation. U'll go up to positive amplitude, and back to negative. Most of the time, our life is like a damped oscillation. It'll be up and down for a certain period, but it'll come to a time where it'll stay constant at origin. Human get bored really fast, thats why we believe that time passes very fast, esp during happy moments. Time, is something abstract, and according to some sceintist, it doesn't even exist. So what I've just mentioned are all crap, and sorry for reading but today I'm just confused with my feelings. I feel like sharing, but i can't even be sure what feeling i have now. Thx for reading this crappy post...lolzzzz
Just finished one paper. Well, I wasn't too relief or happy because the exam is easy as expected. I just regret i spend too much time reading on this subject while i should focus on the next week's subject which is the harder one. Anyway still it has 4 credit points for this sub which is the normal credit points for other subs, so its a good thing that its easy.
Today is the 21st, which means exactly one month I'll be home. Besides the exam, I actually start to worry bout my holiday in KL. Sighz, first of all I won't have much chance to drive, coz my car has been sold and my bro took the car to penang. I have to wait for my dad to be home then only i can use. Sighz, and i'm very worried besides all the concerts and penang trip, i'll be staying at home most of the time. Friends are busy. Ah, but whatever it is, I'll still look forward to come back.
I'm tired now, I still have to study the whole day 2moro. 2moro night there's a party in my hostel, and i think i'll go and have a look. Today they have set up the live band stage, and some other small tent, and some sitting place so i guess it'll be quite a bazaar party.
Nth emo to mention today, just I hav some uneasy feeling for the last few days. You knoe I used to be those guys who'll ignore friend when i hav a gf last time. I realize how bad i was and now i've totally changed. Friends are the most important to me, besides my family, and I'll put them in first place now. I'll do anything to help, and esp to certain ppl they're always important to me. Sometimes I care for them silently, and I'll do all I can when they're having problems. Unfortunately some ppl don't appreciate it. Well of course if i do something for a friend, I don't hope for any return, but well it'll make me feel better if they show a lil appreciation. I guess this is karma, i've treat my friend so bad last time, now its my turn to experience all these. But whatever it is, I'll still what I'm suppose to do as a friend.
Today is the 21st, which means exactly one month I'll be home. Besides the exam, I actually start to worry bout my holiday in KL. Sighz, first of all I won't have much chance to drive, coz my car has been sold and my bro took the car to penang. I have to wait for my dad to be home then only i can use. Sighz, and i'm very worried besides all the concerts and penang trip, i'll be staying at home most of the time. Friends are busy. Ah, but whatever it is, I'll still look forward to come back.
I'm tired now, I still have to study the whole day 2moro. 2moro night there's a party in my hostel, and i think i'll go and have a look. Today they have set up the live band stage, and some other small tent, and some sitting place so i guess it'll be quite a bazaar party.
Nth emo to mention today, just I hav some uneasy feeling for the last few days. You knoe I used to be those guys who'll ignore friend when i hav a gf last time. I realize how bad i was and now i've totally changed. Friends are the most important to me, besides my family, and I'll put them in first place now. I'll do anything to help, and esp to certain ppl they're always important to me. Sometimes I care for them silently, and I'll do all I can when they're having problems. Unfortunately some ppl don't appreciate it. Well of course if i do something for a friend, I don't hope for any return, but well it'll make me feel better if they show a lil appreciation. I guess this is karma, i've treat my friend so bad last time, now its my turn to experience all these. But whatever it is, I'll still what I'm suppose to do as a friend.
I woke up damn fuckin early today. I slept at 1am yesterday and i woke up at 6am. Well, it was on purpose, I plan to wake up at 8.30am and then go to the library at 10am. I try to sleep again but I wasn't able to. Guess something is bothering me besides the exams stress. So I checked my mails and blogs. Then I saw my god-sis's MSN nickname, sounds really bad. I was concerned, so I gave her a msg. She joke alot wif me througout the conversation, but she finally revealed her problem. What she say sounds quite serious to me, but i feel very bad that I can't be there for her. All i can do is to nag her and give her words of wishes. Sighz. I'll pray hard that everything'll be fine for her.
Sighz, speaking about these kind of problems, I just felt very bad. When someone important to me come and tell me that they're ill, all i can do is just to give them advice on what to do and what not to do, but I can't be there for them. I'm unable to take real action to solve the problem because of distance factor, I just felt bad. Well, the least i can do is to show my concern to them.
Today's blog would be a lil emotional. From friend's problem now to sad emails. I've a friend who send me an email today about a very touching story. The summary of it is that a guy who's married to a women, and they had a wonderful marriage for 10 years. But soon the guy found out his love towards his wife is fading, and then comes a 3rd party. In the end he decided to divorce wif the wife. The wife couldn't accept the fact at first, but instead of being despair, she tried her best to win her husband's heart back. And finally the story ends wif the guy changing his mind not to divorce, because he finally realize that his marriage life was probably boring because he and his wife didn't value the details of life, not because they didn't love each other any more.
After reading that story which is about 5 mins long, I really salute this women. She knew her husband wants a divorce because he's having an affair with another women, not only she's not angry, she even tried to win her husband back. I'm not sure if this is a true story but it is a really brave thing to do. Even I, being a guy, might not even be that brave if i found out my wife is having affair wif someone else. This story also taught us one thing, You'll never know if you don't try. So, Nike"just do it".
Sighz, I have to admit, I failed once again. I'm not suppose to chat on9 anymore during this period but i failed. I couldn't resist it. But seriously from today, I must force myself to control. No more means no more!!!!
Sighz, speaking about these kind of problems, I just felt very bad. When someone important to me come and tell me that they're ill, all i can do is just to give them advice on what to do and what not to do, but I can't be there for them. I'm unable to take real action to solve the problem because of distance factor, I just felt bad. Well, the least i can do is to show my concern to them.
Today's blog would be a lil emotional. From friend's problem now to sad emails. I've a friend who send me an email today about a very touching story. The summary of it is that a guy who's married to a women, and they had a wonderful marriage for 10 years. But soon the guy found out his love towards his wife is fading, and then comes a 3rd party. In the end he decided to divorce wif the wife. The wife couldn't accept the fact at first, but instead of being despair, she tried her best to win her husband's heart back. And finally the story ends wif the guy changing his mind not to divorce, because he finally realize that his marriage life was probably boring because he and his wife didn't value the details of life, not because they didn't love each other any more.
After reading that story which is about 5 mins long, I really salute this women. She knew her husband wants a divorce because he's having an affair with another women, not only she's not angry, she even tried to win her husband back. I'm not sure if this is a true story but it is a really brave thing to do. Even I, being a guy, might not even be that brave if i found out my wife is having affair wif someone else. This story also taught us one thing, You'll never know if you don't try. So, Nike"just do it".
Sighz, I have to admit, I failed once again. I'm not suppose to chat on9 anymore during this period but i failed. I couldn't resist it. But seriously from today, I must force myself to control. No more means no more!!!!
I woke up today and went for my extra class. After that I head to the library to study. I left around 5pm and I was suppose to head home to prepare some meal for one of my friend who just came back from another town in Germany from his internship. In the end, we just grill frozen food in the oven and there goes our "special" dinner..lolz...sighz see this is a life of a bachelor!!! No one to take care of us and we're 3 lazy fellas.
Err let me describe roughly wat iz it. top pic : oven grilled chicken fillet wif stuffed cheese and ham. inside the bowl are some can food, some thai soup wif noodles in it. the best part of these dishes are the Nescafe medium kao Coffee.
Bottom pic : some potato dish, dun even knoe what is inside beside potatoes.
All of these dishes are those ready made and all we hav to do is just heat it up or bake it in the oven. Lolz. What a meal. See this is what happen to lazy ppl, when they're desperately hungry but not in the mood to make something. 2moro my friend will cook curry, so lets hope we'll have some proper meal.
Sighz, I failed. I couldn't resist to on9 and chat. But luckily I only chat for while today. But after i came back from libarary till now I've not even touched any books. After having meal, I chat with my 2 friends and we had lots of laughter.
Not so emo these days adi. But I'm feelin a lil tired and not sure what else i should blog about. so i'll just go to bed
Err let me describe roughly wat iz it. top pic : oven grilled chicken fillet wif stuffed cheese and ham. inside the bowl are some can food, some thai soup wif noodles in it. the best part of these dishes are the Nescafe medium kao Coffee.
Bottom pic : some potato dish, dun even knoe what is inside beside potatoes.
All of these dishes are those ready made and all we hav to do is just heat it up or bake it in the oven. Lolz. What a meal. See this is what happen to lazy ppl, when they're desperately hungry but not in the mood to make something. 2moro my friend will cook curry, so lets hope we'll have some proper meal.
Sighz, I failed. I couldn't resist to on9 and chat. But luckily I only chat for while today. But after i came back from libarary till now I've not even touched any books. After having meal, I chat with my 2 friends and we had lots of laughter.
Not so emo these days adi. But I'm feelin a lil tired and not sure what else i should blog about. so i'll just go to bed
4 more days and I'll head in battlefield. Thinking of the positive side, I'm actually looking forward to it. Reason is simple. I'm going home right after exams. How many times have I already repeat this statement lolz. I'm looking forward to go home but I'm still worried if my hommies are bz wif their stuff. But i guess there's one person who's really free till at least the 17th Sept. Lingjie, haha no escape for u liao. Must hang out wif me till u get tired of me lolz!!!! Well during the weekends at least Da Godfathar will be free. Gabe would be free till somewhere around mid sept, but he got cibai di so dunno he still free to teman me o not lolz. As for ma bro KS, he'll be down in KL for 1 week right after I'm back. Yeah, I think i'll go Genting wif him, and karaoke. Oh yeah, to Wenni lolz, dun get angry wei, but I've got Michael Guang Liang's concert tix. Though its the cheapest one but hehe at least i get to watch.
Here's the confirmation prove. haha wenni if u wish to whack me then u hav to postpone your flight to US leh!!!! hehe.
While I was studying, I came to a point where my brain just turn blank and then I start wondering things. The best word to describe is "jiwang". I was wondering if I'm doing the right thing so far. I'm already a 2nd year student in Engineering and soon will be in 3rd year which is my final year. Did I choose the right course?? As far as I know, Engineering graduates are flooding the job market soon. Though statistic shows that in Msia, number of EE grads required are still top in the E list but still its very compatative even in Msia. Don't even need to think of high tech countries like Germany or US or even Singapore. I think I'll probably end up being a worker in Kedai Mamak ABC wif a degree lolz!!! I actually thought of doing Business Economics related for my post graduate, but I knoe I ain't a business minded person. I'll probably end up losing money instead of profitting. But i guess I don't dream of being a luxurious person, so a job which has stable income would be enough for me. A job which would support a average life would be enough for me.
Lets don't think so far first. Back to present. I'm actually thinking of something. I'm screwing up my life slowly actually. I was wondering if I did the right thing, regarding something I'm doing it now. I'm not able to express out what exactly it is here in this blog because partly its hard to express in words, and also its kinda "sensitive". Sighz, I just hope someone would talk to me about it privately.
Anywayz, I've taken a pic of my new external hdd case. Here's the thing
Looks cool right? The best thing I like about this case is that its super quiet. When it's running, the noise is so low that you can actually neglect it. Its kinda pricy for a case, partly its a hot-swap plug and play SATA. besides the common USB connection, it also hav a external SATA port where I can do raid if i plug a parallel HDD. well, i'm not a gig, so lets not talk bout that so details.
I have to go back to study now.
Here's the confirmation prove. haha wenni if u wish to whack me then u hav to postpone your flight to US leh!!!! hehe.
While I was studying, I came to a point where my brain just turn blank and then I start wondering things. The best word to describe is "jiwang". I was wondering if I'm doing the right thing so far. I'm already a 2nd year student in Engineering and soon will be in 3rd year which is my final year. Did I choose the right course?? As far as I know, Engineering graduates are flooding the job market soon. Though statistic shows that in Msia, number of EE grads required are still top in the E list but still its very compatative even in Msia. Don't even need to think of high tech countries like Germany or US or even Singapore. I think I'll probably end up being a worker in Kedai Mamak ABC wif a degree lolz!!! I actually thought of doing Business Economics related for my post graduate, but I knoe I ain't a business minded person. I'll probably end up losing money instead of profitting. But i guess I don't dream of being a luxurious person, so a job which has stable income would be enough for me. A job which would support a average life would be enough for me.
Lets don't think so far first. Back to present. I'm actually thinking of something. I'm screwing up my life slowly actually. I was wondering if I did the right thing, regarding something I'm doing it now. I'm not able to express out what exactly it is here in this blog because partly its hard to express in words, and also its kinda "sensitive". Sighz, I just hope someone would talk to me about it privately.
Anywayz, I've taken a pic of my new external hdd case. Here's the thing
Looks cool right? The best thing I like about this case is that its super quiet. When it's running, the noise is so low that you can actually neglect it. Its kinda pricy for a case, partly its a hot-swap plug and play SATA. besides the common USB connection, it also hav a external SATA port where I can do raid if i plug a parallel HDD. well, i'm not a gig, so lets not talk bout that so details.
I have to go back to study now.
Woke up at 10am today. Did a lil brush up, check mails and did some food shopping. When everything was done, its around 11.30am. Did a lil study until 1pm. Had some food and rest for while before i continue studying. I could only concentrate for 1/2 hour before i took a nap.
I woke up, wanted to study, but just couldn't concentrate much. Decided to on9. Talked to my ex but not long. Right after that, My bro KS came on9. We had a chat session via skype. We talked bout girls at first, then we talked bout a lil plan when i'm back home. After those, we actually talked about our future. Sighz, as i did mentioned in my previous post, it just made me upset and empty when i talked bout future. When I was young, I always hope that one day I'll grow up faster. But now, thinking bout what I'll be facing soon, it just fucked my brain around. I used to talk to KS alot last time, and each time we had chat my mood will turn good, because KS is an optismistic guy and he has a great sense of humour. No matter how sad I am that day, all i have to do is to consult him, and I'll be okay. But today, things are different. Both of us had lots of "sighz" during the whole conversation. I guess its not easy to be an optimistic person.
After some tense and serious chat wif KS, then Wenni came on9. We started having video conference. The situation became more relaxing and more jokes coming. I guess more or less it does made my mood better.
Well, skype only allow voice conference but not webcam, so we have to use Skype and YM together to get a voice and video conference. One in KL, one in Penang and one in Germany. Gotta luv skype n YM. Last time i remember once we had a voice conference from 4 diff country. Wenni from KL, Oli n me in Germany, Jimmy in US and Chern in Australia. It was such a coincidence that all of us on9 at the same time. As u knoe, time zone ar so diff. But we did not try webcam but i guess it'll be super slow.
We chat for about 3 hours I think. After that I did a lil study and now I'm resting. My total time on studies is roughly only 3 hours but my total chatting time is around 5 hours i think. Shiet, I just have to remind myself that my exams are coming in one week time. Sighz, I'm a person who can't sit down and study for hours. The max is 1 hour, and I have to at least stand up, play guitar, do watever that i think of before i can sit down and study again. And for now, I'm not able to continue anymore, coz i can't concentrate. I guess I'll just watch some movie i just downloaded and go to bed.
Tomorrow will be my last day i'll online to chat because I won't turn on my Instant Messengers from next Monday. I want to fully focus on studies, and even if i want to take a break, I'll not chat. Chatting is quite addictive. But I'll still online to check my mails and update my blog.
I woke up, wanted to study, but just couldn't concentrate much. Decided to on9. Talked to my ex but not long. Right after that, My bro KS came on9. We had a chat session via skype. We talked bout girls at first, then we talked bout a lil plan when i'm back home. After those, we actually talked about our future. Sighz, as i did mentioned in my previous post, it just made me upset and empty when i talked bout future. When I was young, I always hope that one day I'll grow up faster. But now, thinking bout what I'll be facing soon, it just fucked my brain around. I used to talk to KS alot last time, and each time we had chat my mood will turn good, because KS is an optismistic guy and he has a great sense of humour. No matter how sad I am that day, all i have to do is to consult him, and I'll be okay. But today, things are different. Both of us had lots of "sighz" during the whole conversation. I guess its not easy to be an optimistic person.
After some tense and serious chat wif KS, then Wenni came on9. We started having video conference. The situation became more relaxing and more jokes coming. I guess more or less it does made my mood better.
Well, skype only allow voice conference but not webcam, so we have to use Skype and YM together to get a voice and video conference. One in KL, one in Penang and one in Germany. Gotta luv skype n YM. Last time i remember once we had a voice conference from 4 diff country. Wenni from KL, Oli n me in Germany, Jimmy in US and Chern in Australia. It was such a coincidence that all of us on9 at the same time. As u knoe, time zone ar so diff. But we did not try webcam but i guess it'll be super slow.
We chat for about 3 hours I think. After that I did a lil study and now I'm resting. My total time on studies is roughly only 3 hours but my total chatting time is around 5 hours i think. Shiet, I just have to remind myself that my exams are coming in one week time. Sighz, I'm a person who can't sit down and study for hours. The max is 1 hour, and I have to at least stand up, play guitar, do watever that i think of before i can sit down and study again. And for now, I'm not able to continue anymore, coz i can't concentrate. I guess I'll just watch some movie i just downloaded and go to bed.
Tomorrow will be my last day i'll online to chat because I won't turn on my Instant Messengers from next Monday. I want to fully focus on studies, and even if i want to take a break, I'll not chat. Chatting is quite addictive. But I'll still online to check my mails and update my blog.
Episode 3. I was very emotional today but the "sensorship board" in my brain tells me that there're some part I'm not suppose to upload into this blog. I'll just tell whatever I could.
I had a chat with my friend via skype today. The first half was about our personal story and the second half we talk about "sandwich". Not the sandwich that we eat, My meaning os sandwich is that a person is stuck between something. Sometimes these situations are quite unavoidable and I'm sure most of you guys hav been in this position. The easiest and the most common examples are being in between family and friends. Who comes first?? Who's right who's wrong?? Friends and Girlfriends/boyfriends. Even between Dad n mom. Pretty hard eh?? Well, I was actually thinking about one of my friend who was in between me and someone else. He told me the truth but on the other hand he has to lie to the other person. But he has to tell me that otherwise things might be much worse for me, but on the other hand comparatively its a small matter that he lied to the other person. However, its still a lie, its a bad thing to do. So how do u judge this situation? Was the act of my friend forgivable??? or he's still in a wrong for lying, though the lie he made was important to rescue me?? Sighz, I just want to apologize for bringing my good friend into such situation but also need to thank him for giving me such big help.
Oh btw that wasn't part of my down emotion today. Mainly it was exams. I've started reading ISSE, which is the 2nd paper. As for the 1st paper, it's not easy but not that hard either, so I'll spend the next week reading on that. this ISSE is not as easy as i thought after finishing the first chapter. There are 4 chaps and has everything to do wif fundamental physics, specifically Quantum Mechanics. I'm a QM lover. I hav full interest in physics, esp modern physics but this shit is pretty hard. One of my lecturer once told us, "Mathematics makes the methods available, Engineers must interpret the results properly and find the suitable model function". Roughly it also means that sceintist make formulas available, we, Engine-"not"-near(described by da godfathar) apply the formulaz to our daily life. During A-level we learned a lil bout fundamentals of quantum physics and some formulas available like Plancks n Einsteins, but now we learn much into details and I hav to learn this becoz electron, or all these photon energy blablabla are required in Electronics, one good example would be semiconductors. Not goin into details wif all this Engine-not-near terms.....Well basically what I wanna say is that though I've learn the basics b4 and its one of my fav topics but its farkin hard stuff.
Today is the 14th, another 37 days I'll be back home. Looks like I have to cancel one of my plans which is to watch Michael 光良's concert. Couldn't get the cheap tics and I ain't a big fan of him so i rather not spend more for a more Xpensiv tics. But still I'll made some plans for that day. Thinking of going back makes me also miserable. Reason?? Simple. I'll be back for roughly 2 months and by the time I'll be back in Germanie it'll be my final year, or at least 1 1/2 years b4 i grad. I guess it would be a tough year ahead for me. though looking forward to come back, but if i look further to the near future, there are more sad stuff than happy stuff. Sighz, life is getting harder and harder, but as i said in my previous post:"Since the world won't change to adapt to my needs, I'll have to change myself to adapt to the world's needs".
Anywayz exams and the future ar part of the reason i'm moody. There's more but not to be mentioned. I've been doing a lil home work out these days but now i'm feeling pain all over my body. I'm just weak, but i'm determined. I wanna hav at least an average body shape. I'm in Europe and I'm already like "hobbits" to them. IF i still don't build up, I'll be "smeagol" to them very soon.
I had a chat with my friend via skype today. The first half was about our personal story and the second half we talk about "sandwich". Not the sandwich that we eat, My meaning os sandwich is that a person is stuck between something. Sometimes these situations are quite unavoidable and I'm sure most of you guys hav been in this position. The easiest and the most common examples are being in between family and friends. Who comes first?? Who's right who's wrong?? Friends and Girlfriends/boyfriends. Even between Dad n mom. Pretty hard eh?? Well, I was actually thinking about one of my friend who was in between me and someone else. He told me the truth but on the other hand he has to lie to the other person. But he has to tell me that otherwise things might be much worse for me, but on the other hand comparatively its a small matter that he lied to the other person. However, its still a lie, its a bad thing to do. So how do u judge this situation? Was the act of my friend forgivable??? or he's still in a wrong for lying, though the lie he made was important to rescue me?? Sighz, I just want to apologize for bringing my good friend into such situation but also need to thank him for giving me such big help.
Oh btw that wasn't part of my down emotion today. Mainly it was exams. I've started reading ISSE, which is the 2nd paper. As for the 1st paper, it's not easy but not that hard either, so I'll spend the next week reading on that. this ISSE is not as easy as i thought after finishing the first chapter. There are 4 chaps and has everything to do wif fundamental physics, specifically Quantum Mechanics. I'm a QM lover. I hav full interest in physics, esp modern physics but this shit is pretty hard. One of my lecturer once told us, "Mathematics makes the methods available, Engineers must interpret the results properly and find the suitable model function". Roughly it also means that sceintist make formulas available, we, Engine-"not"-near(described by da godfathar) apply the formulaz to our daily life. During A-level we learned a lil bout fundamentals of quantum physics and some formulas available like Plancks n Einsteins, but now we learn much into details and I hav to learn this becoz electron, or all these photon energy blablabla are required in Electronics, one good example would be semiconductors. Not goin into details wif all this Engine-not-near terms.....Well basically what I wanna say is that though I've learn the basics b4 and its one of my fav topics but its farkin hard stuff.
Today is the 14th, another 37 days I'll be back home. Looks like I have to cancel one of my plans which is to watch Michael 光良's concert. Couldn't get the cheap tics and I ain't a big fan of him so i rather not spend more for a more Xpensiv tics. But still I'll made some plans for that day. Thinking of going back makes me also miserable. Reason?? Simple. I'll be back for roughly 2 months and by the time I'll be back in Germanie it'll be my final year, or at least 1 1/2 years b4 i grad. I guess it would be a tough year ahead for me. though looking forward to come back, but if i look further to the near future, there are more sad stuff than happy stuff. Sighz, life is getting harder and harder, but as i said in my previous post:"Since the world won't change to adapt to my needs, I'll have to change myself to adapt to the world's needs".
Anywayz exams and the future ar part of the reason i'm moody. There's more but not to be mentioned. I've been doing a lil home work out these days but now i'm feeling pain all over my body. I'm just weak, but i'm determined. I wanna hav at least an average body shape. I'm in Europe and I'm already like "hobbits" to them. IF i still don't build up, I'll be "smeagol" to them very soon.
The series of up and down feeling continues. Emotional ver.2 describes it all. Well, today not so much of a down feeling. Not really a happy day either, so i guess i should say its a normal day for me.
Lets talk a lil bout gadget. I've received my external HDD case which i've ordered last week. I took out my 250GB SATA hdd from my PC and convert it to external HDD. Reason is simple, I've loads of TVB series and other media files to give out, which i've promised my friends in KL. This year's gadget collection is not as much as last year, guess its because i've what i've wanted.
I finished my Matlab project and handed up to the lecturer today. Its a relief for me, as I've been working on this project for quite some time. Next would be exams, coming up very soon. To be more specific, its one week time. Preparation? Super bad. I spend more time with my mic and headphones than with my books. Chatting chatting chatting. I guess its because I'm going back to KL soon so I'm kinda busy making plans already. Another reason would be that though the "season of loneliness" is soon coming to an end, but there are some part of it still affecting my emotion.
I've been wondering, what would be after I leave KL for germany again around October? Well, somethings I'm not suppose to mention in this blog but i guess the answer to this question would be clear to those who knoes what I'm saying. But I couldn't care much actually, its the future. All I have to do now is to set my mind very clear what I'm doing, and don't let feelings or instinct control my rational thinking. I guess i should learn not to be so emotional from time to time.
I was mentioning to my ex today about how I really enjoyed the time in TARC. A lil flashback, my Uni life over here is not as cool as my College life in TARC setapak. Well, main reason is that I don't have much close friend around here. I enjoy being in college last time because i know, no matter how boring the lecturer can be, I'm still able to meet up my classmates and hang out with them during breaks. In Uni over here, the system is too flexible. You would see all your classmates during the first few classes but as time goes by, u'll probably won't see many ppl attending classes. Today 50 students, 2moro maybe half, and the next day even worse. I got to admit that I skip classes often too. The few close friends that I have are mostly not doing EEE. So we don't hang out much, only at times where we hav the same break time. I remember the time we spend in TBR, mamak, setapak...... during break time,during my college life. I remember how i enjoyed so much chatting or rather gossiping with my hsemates for hours. I remember all the bridge sessions in study room few weeks just before exams. Sighz, a long list full of memorable memories. But of course, the main factor is because I had wonderful classmates sj4pians. I think we should name our class "SJ4P United" because we were so unite that time. Lolz, we always had our lunch in TBR till even when class already started, we still take our sweet time walking back to class. Its because the majority of the students in our class are hanging out together.
Good thing happens for a short while. I had my moments with my college mates, and i guess it won't happen to me anymore. Now that I'm in Uni in germany, and very soon I'll start to work, I guess i won't be able to enjoy such good companies anymore.
Whatever sweet moments I had in the past, its over. I still have to walk on. A long long journey in front of me. Since the world would not change to adapt to my needs, I'll have to change my needs to adapt to the world.
Lets talk a lil bout gadget. I've received my external HDD case which i've ordered last week. I took out my 250GB SATA hdd from my PC and convert it to external HDD. Reason is simple, I've loads of TVB series and other media files to give out, which i've promised my friends in KL. This year's gadget collection is not as much as last year, guess its because i've what i've wanted.
I finished my Matlab project and handed up to the lecturer today. Its a relief for me, as I've been working on this project for quite some time. Next would be exams, coming up very soon. To be more specific, its one week time. Preparation? Super bad. I spend more time with my mic and headphones than with my books. Chatting chatting chatting. I guess its because I'm going back to KL soon so I'm kinda busy making plans already. Another reason would be that though the "season of loneliness" is soon coming to an end, but there are some part of it still affecting my emotion.
I've been wondering, what would be after I leave KL for germany again around October? Well, somethings I'm not suppose to mention in this blog but i guess the answer to this question would be clear to those who knoes what I'm saying. But I couldn't care much actually, its the future. All I have to do now is to set my mind very clear what I'm doing, and don't let feelings or instinct control my rational thinking. I guess i should learn not to be so emotional from time to time.
I was mentioning to my ex today about how I really enjoyed the time in TARC. A lil flashback, my Uni life over here is not as cool as my College life in TARC setapak. Well, main reason is that I don't have much close friend around here. I enjoy being in college last time because i know, no matter how boring the lecturer can be, I'm still able to meet up my classmates and hang out with them during breaks. In Uni over here, the system is too flexible. You would see all your classmates during the first few classes but as time goes by, u'll probably won't see many ppl attending classes. Today 50 students, 2moro maybe half, and the next day even worse. I got to admit that I skip classes often too. The few close friends that I have are mostly not doing EEE. So we don't hang out much, only at times where we hav the same break time. I remember the time we spend in TBR, mamak, setapak...... during break time,during my college life. I remember how i enjoyed so much chatting or rather gossiping with my hsemates for hours. I remember all the bridge sessions in study room few weeks just before exams. Sighz, a long list full of memorable memories. But of course, the main factor is because I had wonderful classmates sj4pians. I think we should name our class "SJ4P United" because we were so unite that time. Lolz, we always had our lunch in TBR till even when class already started, we still take our sweet time walking back to class. Its because the majority of the students in our class are hanging out together.
Good thing happens for a short while. I had my moments with my college mates, and i guess it won't happen to me anymore. Now that I'm in Uni in germany, and very soon I'll start to work, I guess i won't be able to enjoy such good companies anymore.
Whatever sweet moments I had in the past, its over. I still have to walk on. A long long journey in front of me. Since the world would not change to adapt to my needs, I'll have to change my needs to adapt to the world.
I'm a normal human being, but I have this feeling that I'll be quite emotional for the next few weeks. The world "emotional", well means alot of things, different things. It could be a positive emotion or the other way round. My next few post will be quite similar to some like that so i hope I won't make you guys boring. Anywayz, whether if ppl reads it or not, my purpose of blogging is to release my personal feelings.
I have a friend. He told me that he's fed up of loving the person he loved. I ask him, how could this be? When a person is in love, how can that person get fed up?? Well here's his story. He's in "love" with someone for quite a long time already. They've been together for a "short"while but in the end they couldn't get anymore further so they break up. Even after break up, my friend still continue to care for this girl, and do whatever he could to make that girl happy eventhough he didn't receive any return from her. I could say I've been thru some he has so i guess i could say i understand how he feels. Of course, love is a pure feelings that doesn't require any return. You give ur love, you shouldn't expect anything back unless its not real love. That's my opinion. But sometimes it could be quite painful to know that you give something and you don't get anything in return. I know him well, he's a very nice guy. He would do anything to make girls smile. He ain't that good looking(of course I am too so I'm not suppose to judge his looks) but from what i've heard and what i've seen, he has done lots of things that would make a girl felt really touching. I've told some of his story to my girl-friends and most of them do agree with me. But unfortunately for him, the girl that he loved had shown no reaction to whatever he's doing for her. Everytime he does something for her, the girl will just assume he's just joking or not taking him seriously but when he tried to back off from her, she'll come sticking to my friend. I just couldn't understand, why human beings are like that?? Ppl will start to appreciate only when they've lost it.
A lil story from my friend and though it doesn't happen to me, I felt his pain. I hope it'll never happen to me but I know its unavoidable. Nothing is fair in this world. You want something you have to work hard for it, and to take all the consequences that you might face.
As for me, I'm half excited and half worried. Today is the 12th July, and I'm 5 weeks away from home. Though I know things would be different this time compare to last year, I'm still a lil excited to come home. I've start contacting friends and made quite some plans with them. But I know its useless to start dreaming so early. I have a whole lots of exams coming up. Its the 4th semester for me already and things are not that easy as the 1st year. I remembered I was kinda relaxed when I was in the 2nd semester. I did not study much but still had some good result but it won't happen to me this time. Knowing what i'll be facing, however, I'm still unable to overcome my lazyness. I've start studying but not fully concentrating on it. Some part of my mind had already flee back to Malaysia. Thatz about studies and coming home. Besides these 2 feelings, I'm also feeling a lil up n down these days. The victims of "the season of loneliness", as in the friend of mine who'd just broke up a few weeks ago, starting to show good signz of moving on but of course she's still a lil upset and she probably would miss those days. Whatever it is, I'll be there whenever she needs me. My best bro KS is now back in Penang for his studies which is a suffocating thingy for him but looking at the positive side, he's now able to on9 more frequent. I've been chatting with him via skype for the past 2 days which also include Wenni in the conversation. Had quite a good time actually. 10th of July just passed but I still have a lil of those sad flashbacks but nothing harsh. I've been chatting with my ex for the past few days and I'm glad to know that she did enjoy the genting trip after reading her blog. We've also made planz to hang out sometime around when I'm back in KL. For those buddies in Germany, I guess everyone will be having lots of stress as the exams period coming closer. Forget about world cup and focus on studies now.
Emotional ver.1 ends here. Emotional ver.2 will be coming up soon.
I have a friend. He told me that he's fed up of loving the person he loved. I ask him, how could this be? When a person is in love, how can that person get fed up?? Well here's his story. He's in "love" with someone for quite a long time already. They've been together for a "short"while but in the end they couldn't get anymore further so they break up. Even after break up, my friend still continue to care for this girl, and do whatever he could to make that girl happy eventhough he didn't receive any return from her. I could say I've been thru some he has so i guess i could say i understand how he feels. Of course, love is a pure feelings that doesn't require any return. You give ur love, you shouldn't expect anything back unless its not real love. That's my opinion. But sometimes it could be quite painful to know that you give something and you don't get anything in return. I know him well, he's a very nice guy. He would do anything to make girls smile. He ain't that good looking(of course I am too so I'm not suppose to judge his looks) but from what i've heard and what i've seen, he has done lots of things that would make a girl felt really touching. I've told some of his story to my girl-friends and most of them do agree with me. But unfortunately for him, the girl that he loved had shown no reaction to whatever he's doing for her. Everytime he does something for her, the girl will just assume he's just joking or not taking him seriously but when he tried to back off from her, she'll come sticking to my friend. I just couldn't understand, why human beings are like that?? Ppl will start to appreciate only when they've lost it.
A lil story from my friend and though it doesn't happen to me, I felt his pain. I hope it'll never happen to me but I know its unavoidable. Nothing is fair in this world. You want something you have to work hard for it, and to take all the consequences that you might face.
As for me, I'm half excited and half worried. Today is the 12th July, and I'm 5 weeks away from home. Though I know things would be different this time compare to last year, I'm still a lil excited to come home. I've start contacting friends and made quite some plans with them. But I know its useless to start dreaming so early. I have a whole lots of exams coming up. Its the 4th semester for me already and things are not that easy as the 1st year. I remembered I was kinda relaxed when I was in the 2nd semester. I did not study much but still had some good result but it won't happen to me this time. Knowing what i'll be facing, however, I'm still unable to overcome my lazyness. I've start studying but not fully concentrating on it. Some part of my mind had already flee back to Malaysia. Thatz about studies and coming home. Besides these 2 feelings, I'm also feeling a lil up n down these days. The victims of "the season of loneliness", as in the friend of mine who'd just broke up a few weeks ago, starting to show good signz of moving on but of course she's still a lil upset and she probably would miss those days. Whatever it is, I'll be there whenever she needs me. My best bro KS is now back in Penang for his studies which is a suffocating thingy for him but looking at the positive side, he's now able to on9 more frequent. I've been chatting with him via skype for the past 2 days which also include Wenni in the conversation. Had quite a good time actually. 10th of July just passed but I still have a lil of those sad flashbacks but nothing harsh. I've been chatting with my ex for the past few days and I'm glad to know that she did enjoy the genting trip after reading her blog. We've also made planz to hang out sometime around when I'm back in KL. For those buddies in Germany, I guess everyone will be having lots of stress as the exams period coming closer. Forget about world cup and focus on studies now.
Emotional ver.1 ends here. Emotional ver.2 will be coming up soon.
I was suppose to post up more of those Funky pics of ma fave footballerz n "fave" foolballerz but I was kinda stuck wif ideas today. I was blurry, unconcious, miserable, empty and down. I'm losing myself today.
After 2 funny post, I guess I have to be the typical me again. Emotional blog. I was suppose to at least read something or do some exercise today but I was just not in a mood. Well, as i did mention in my past post, today, the 10th of July, 2 years back was my official date I had a break up and yes though its still clearly in my mind but I'm ok with it. It does a lil affect on my mood today, but that'z not the main reason i'm feeling down today.
Today, I was waiting for my ex to on9 coz we made deal to do so. But she had some problems and so she couldn't appear on9 during the time we're suppose to. While waiting, I actually watched some chinese series. I start to think, past present future, what I've did, what I am doing and what I'll be doing in the future in many aspect. Academically, I was excellent in the past minus the A-level time, I've never worried bout studies. Now, I'm struggling and kinda unstable. Sometimes I can be really good and sometimes I just suck big time. I blame no one but myself. In the future, I'm not sure. Its no more a matter of academic, but career. I always dream of being some sucessful person, not rich but at least an average income. But based on my performance now, this dream of mine is far from reality. I knoe but I'm still sitting here doing nothing to bring the dream to reality. Just no motivation, or the easiest word to describe myself, LAZY!!!
Physically, I always dream of having a fit outlook. Of course I ain't dreaming of being as macho as Arnold Schwarzernagger but at least hav a lil more muscle. I'm too skinny, everyone says that and I think that way too. I'm doing push ups n sit ups but not constantly. Its like I'll only do when i have the mood to do. I know its equivalent to not doing anything because If i don't do constantly, there'll not be any result. Again, no motivation. I'm a person who likes beach alot but I just can't be one of those beachboys only wearing a beach pants but topless. I'm not conservative guy, but only if I'm more muscular, I wouldn't mind topless.
Physical looks is just a small part, I think the biggest fear in me is my self confidence. As everyone knows, especially those who read my blog, basically I'm a guy who doesn't have much self-confidence. Can say I'm a shy guy. I seldom able to face someone especially opposite sex and start a conversation. I think this is the biggest problem in me. academic wise, I can at least work harder to improve it, physical wise I can also put more effort but for this case, its never easy to build up self confidence. I just felt like I'm not 21 but 12. I'm so immature and just refuse to grow up.
Sighz, its so hard for me to express my feelings over here actually. I guess i'll just stop. Sorry again for posting such pathetic topic...tomorrow I'll be ok. And I'll start doing fancy pics again.....
After 2 funny post, I guess I have to be the typical me again. Emotional blog. I was suppose to at least read something or do some exercise today but I was just not in a mood. Well, as i did mention in my past post, today, the 10th of July, 2 years back was my official date I had a break up and yes though its still clearly in my mind but I'm ok with it. It does a lil affect on my mood today, but that'z not the main reason i'm feeling down today.
Today, I was waiting for my ex to on9 coz we made deal to do so. But she had some problems and so she couldn't appear on9 during the time we're suppose to. While waiting, I actually watched some chinese series. I start to think, past present future, what I've did, what I am doing and what I'll be doing in the future in many aspect. Academically, I was excellent in the past minus the A-level time, I've never worried bout studies. Now, I'm struggling and kinda unstable. Sometimes I can be really good and sometimes I just suck big time. I blame no one but myself. In the future, I'm not sure. Its no more a matter of academic, but career. I always dream of being some sucessful person, not rich but at least an average income. But based on my performance now, this dream of mine is far from reality. I knoe but I'm still sitting here doing nothing to bring the dream to reality. Just no motivation, or the easiest word to describe myself, LAZY!!!
Physically, I always dream of having a fit outlook. Of course I ain't dreaming of being as macho as Arnold Schwarzernagger but at least hav a lil more muscle. I'm too skinny, everyone says that and I think that way too. I'm doing push ups n sit ups but not constantly. Its like I'll only do when i have the mood to do. I know its equivalent to not doing anything because If i don't do constantly, there'll not be any result. Again, no motivation. I'm a person who likes beach alot but I just can't be one of those beachboys only wearing a beach pants but topless. I'm not conservative guy, but only if I'm more muscular, I wouldn't mind topless.
Physical looks is just a small part, I think the biggest fear in me is my self confidence. As everyone knows, especially those who read my blog, basically I'm a guy who doesn't have much self-confidence. Can say I'm a shy guy. I seldom able to face someone especially opposite sex and start a conversation. I think this is the biggest problem in me. academic wise, I can at least work harder to improve it, physical wise I can also put more effort but for this case, its never easy to build up self confidence. I just felt like I'm not 21 but 12. I'm so immature and just refuse to grow up.
Sighz, its so hard for me to express my feelings over here actually. I guess i'll just stop. Sorry again for posting such pathetic topic...tomorrow I'll be ok. And I'll start doing fancy pics again.....
After 3 1/2 weeks of football fever, the world cup is finally over. Here are some players which i've edited.
C.Ronaldo always fall down purposely to hope someone will giv him a foul.
Ronaldo is a potato. Actually i want to use michellin to describe him..but too bad i have to giv it to big phil. So here's the potato.
Along side by side wif the potato comes the "god of football"...Ronaldniiiihhoooooo.....horsy!!! I think nike will come and sign contract wif me very soon for this beautiful ad.
But, here's the outstanding player of the finalz. Zinadane Zizou Zidane.he's now the REAL 铁头功. Klose hav to admit he's better. Using his head to knock on other ppl's chest.....bravo bravo. 少林功夫颈!!!!! Yeah yeah!!!!
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So....the winner of the WM2006 goes to..........
Francesco Totti. So finally pizza won.
Haha, hope u enjoy my pics. Kinda tired today so i'll write more 2moro. Maybe upload more of these nice pics. Hehe
C.Ronaldo always fall down purposely to hope someone will giv him a foul.
Ronaldo is a potato. Actually i want to use michellin to describe him..but too bad i have to giv it to big phil. So here's the potato.
Along side by side wif the potato comes the "god of football"...Ronaldniiiihhoooooo.....horsy!!! I think nike will come and sign contract wif me very soon for this beautiful ad.
But, here's the outstanding player of the finalz. Zinadane Zizou Zidane.he's now the REAL 铁头功. Klose hav to admit he's better. Using his head to knock on other ppl's chest.....bravo bravo. 少林功夫颈!!!!! Yeah yeah!!!!
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So....the winner of the WM2006 goes to..........
Francesco Totti. So finally pizza won.
Haha, hope u enjoy my pics. Kinda tired today so i'll write more 2moro. Maybe upload more of these nice pics. Hehe
Its the end of world cup for Germany. A good start, not an expected ending, but still they did well. Hail Jungen Klinsmann, A person who has no World cup coaching experience but brought the team of youngsters till this far, and beat portugal. During the groups stages, I kinda like Portugal but after a few ugly football, I think they're more suitable in WWE. I hate LCLY coaches...like Mourinho. But he's not the worse because he has proven to the world that he has quality. The worst cases are coaches who doesn't hav good ability but act like a stupid idiot..Here's the best example
Just because you've led a team to one World cup and a season high of bringing another team to Euro finalz, doesn't mean you can talk crap. Learn from Klinsmann, being humble all the time but still manage to bring a young German team to a 3rd place. Among the German players, I like Schweinsteiger the most but there's an outstanding player in the whole WM2006 which in my opinion, without him germany would hav fallen long ago.
Philip Lahm. The best defender in my opinion. He has the steadyness and He has the pace. He had saved many dangerous situation and made lots of contribution in German offence.
Tomorrow, Berlin. France vs Italy. Basically I'm not into any of these teams, but I hate one person...SOO much. Here's his beautiful poster-like potrait....
He's lips are so huge that you can use 2 sausages to describe it....just like this....
Damn, no wonder he doesn't get hungry...because as soon as he is, he can just bite his own lips!!!!
Enough of football,sausages, ape and Michellin....haha damn I just luv photoshop. It can turn the good to bad n bad to good. Oh btw I've done another crappy work and i would like to present it to everyone...
Haha yeap its the 3 of us again. Same clothings, same post, but i think this one slightly different because I am bald compare to the "infernal affairs". Oh, yeap its 黑社会 but i want to clearify things. I do this just because it looks "cool" but also funny, has nothing to do with gang. I am not a gangster and neither a fan of it. My boss is still Da Godfathar™.....Oh btw why always the 3 of us?? Hey Sheng wa, I need a good pic from u...do u hav any?? So i can do some crap like this one here..lolz
Just because you've led a team to one World cup and a season high of bringing another team to Euro finalz, doesn't mean you can talk crap. Learn from Klinsmann, being humble all the time but still manage to bring a young German team to a 3rd place. Among the German players, I like Schweinsteiger the most but there's an outstanding player in the whole WM2006 which in my opinion, without him germany would hav fallen long ago.
Philip Lahm. The best defender in my opinion. He has the steadyness and He has the pace. He had saved many dangerous situation and made lots of contribution in German offence.
Tomorrow, Berlin. France vs Italy. Basically I'm not into any of these teams, but I hate one person...SOO much. Here's his beautiful poster-like potrait....
He's lips are so huge that you can use 2 sausages to describe it....just like this....
Damn, no wonder he doesn't get hungry...because as soon as he is, he can just bite his own lips!!!!
Enough of football,sausages, ape and Michellin....haha damn I just luv photoshop. It can turn the good to bad n bad to good. Oh btw I've done another crappy work and i would like to present it to everyone...
Haha yeap its the 3 of us again. Same clothings, same post, but i think this one slightly different because I am bald compare to the "infernal affairs". Oh, yeap its 黑社会 but i want to clearify things. I do this just because it looks "cool" but also funny, has nothing to do with gang. I am not a gangster and neither a fan of it. My boss is still Da Godfathar™.....Oh btw why always the 3 of us?? Hey Sheng wa, I need a good pic from u...do u hav any?? So i can do some crap like this one here..lolz
This is my second post of the day. I was thinking of something moments ago and I would like to find someone to talk about it but at this time, everyone is still in bed. So I decided to blog. Well this post will be kinda emo and a lil misleading. I guess only those that are involve would know.
I was thinking of the past, had a lil flashback. Its 8th August 2006 another 2 days will be a day i would remember. 2 years back on the 10th August 2004, It was the most painful day of my 21 years of life. It was my break up with my first and only sweetheart so far. I've told the whole world in my older posts that I'm already let go. So maybe you guys might be wondering, Wat da hell am I thinking? Here's the explanation. I've already let go and I wasn't upset about the break up anymore. I remember the date clearly because I guess its consider one of the biggest things that happen to me along with 5th April 2002, 9th April 2002 and many more. Maybe thats why ppl say "first cut is the deepest" and you can't blame me because I have only one so far. Don't worry about me coz its just a temporary down feeling.
I had some chat session with my ex for the past few days. It was quite enjoyable actually talking about our past relationship. Those tense moments last time are now something for us to laugh at while those Sweet moments are to be remembered always. We speak about how childish we were last time, quarreling over small things. I remember last time I was an impatient, sensitive, a "stone" guy and many more negative character. I easily get jealous and being such a control freak. I'm sensitive towards even those tiny winy things that causes a big massive quarrel. Those who knew me since High school, will know that I'm seriously like a stone. I seldom smile and joke especially when my ex is around me. Trying to act cool I guess. Thinking about those moments really make me laugh.
Well, according to my ex, I've changed alot. I'm a much more cheerful person with slightly better sense of humour now. I don't get angry easily anymore. It took me a long time to actually scrap all the bad attitude away. And untli now I'm still trying to improve myself from time to time. I still remember one year ago, I was a total coward. I'm afraid to face the fact that we've broke up and I try my very best to avoid contacting my ex with any means of communication. I refuse to approve her friendster request, deleted her from MSN, erase her phone number from my contact list(which is crap because I clearly remember her telephone number in my brain) and many other stupid things. I was afraid that if we start chatting again, I might start to feel sad again. But now, everything changes. I feel very comfortable talking to her. We're best friends just like how we used to be before we were together. Thanks to her, I'm slowly building up my self confidence and courage again.
Sorry for being so emo in this post. I feel much better now. I guess I should say happy 2nd break up "aniversary" to her..lolz. It took me around 2 years to let go a 3 1/2 years relationship. Hmm, wonder if anyone can break my "record"?? Haha, I guess not, especially for guys.
I was thinking of the past, had a lil flashback. Its 8th August 2006 another 2 days will be a day i would remember. 2 years back on the 10th August 2004, It was the most painful day of my 21 years of life. It was my break up with my first and only sweetheart so far. I've told the whole world in my older posts that I'm already let go. So maybe you guys might be wondering, Wat da hell am I thinking? Here's the explanation. I've already let go and I wasn't upset about the break up anymore. I remember the date clearly because I guess its consider one of the biggest things that happen to me along with 5th April 2002, 9th April 2002 and many more. Maybe thats why ppl say "first cut is the deepest" and you can't blame me because I have only one so far. Don't worry about me coz its just a temporary down feeling.
I had some chat session with my ex for the past few days. It was quite enjoyable actually talking about our past relationship. Those tense moments last time are now something for us to laugh at while those Sweet moments are to be remembered always. We speak about how childish we were last time, quarreling over small things. I remember last time I was an impatient, sensitive, a "stone" guy and many more negative character. I easily get jealous and being such a control freak. I'm sensitive towards even those tiny winy things that causes a big massive quarrel. Those who knew me since High school, will know that I'm seriously like a stone. I seldom smile and joke especially when my ex is around me. Trying to act cool I guess. Thinking about those moments really make me laugh.
Well, according to my ex, I've changed alot. I'm a much more cheerful person with slightly better sense of humour now. I don't get angry easily anymore. It took me a long time to actually scrap all the bad attitude away. And untli now I'm still trying to improve myself from time to time. I still remember one year ago, I was a total coward. I'm afraid to face the fact that we've broke up and I try my very best to avoid contacting my ex with any means of communication. I refuse to approve her friendster request, deleted her from MSN, erase her phone number from my contact list(which is crap because I clearly remember her telephone number in my brain) and many other stupid things. I was afraid that if we start chatting again, I might start to feel sad again. But now, everything changes. I feel very comfortable talking to her. We're best friends just like how we used to be before we were together. Thanks to her, I'm slowly building up my self confidence and courage again.
Sorry for being so emo in this post. I feel much better now. I guess I should say happy 2nd break up "aniversary" to her..lolz. It took me around 2 years to let go a 3 1/2 years relationship. Hmm, wonder if anyone can break my "record"?? Haha, I guess not, especially for guys.
The chat season continues. I've been constantly chatting via skype or voice call since that day i had the 8 hours chat. Its crazy I just don't know why i've lots of things to say and I enjoy alot wif those chat. But i guess i have to stop at a certain point since my exam is very close.
I had only a 4 hours sleep yesterday. I have to collect my new student ID today so i have to wake up early. I slept damn late yesterday because I was studying. Haha, nope don't look at me like as if i'm very hardworking. I study so late up because I was too busy chatting that I totally used up the study time for chatting. So have to "bayar hutang".
Anywayz Here's my new student ID....
Actually the front nothing changed. But back design is slightly better than the old one and this is how my Uni looks like. Sorry too small. I'll take a bigger pic when i hav a chance. The biggest difference in this card is that last time it depends only on the bar code below my name. Now it also has a small chip card inside which can't be seen.
Exams soon but I'm not really studying hard yet. Same old me. I'm doing this Matlab project which i kinda find matlab interesting. Its a powerful tool that can use to compute Mathematical problem. You can also write a certain function file just like in other programming language, but of course its more towards mathematics. One hell of a useful tool.
Btw, I'm still considering if i should pierce my ear. Thinking bout it, i think i'll hav a bad image wif that. I'll decide before i go back malaysia.
I had only a 4 hours sleep yesterday. I have to collect my new student ID today so i have to wake up early. I slept damn late yesterday because I was studying. Haha, nope don't look at me like as if i'm very hardworking. I study so late up because I was too busy chatting that I totally used up the study time for chatting. So have to "bayar hutang".
Anywayz Here's my new student ID....
Actually the front nothing changed. But back design is slightly better than the old one and this is how my Uni looks like. Sorry too small. I'll take a bigger pic when i hav a chance. The biggest difference in this card is that last time it depends only on the bar code below my name. Now it also has a small chip card inside which can't be seen.
Exams soon but I'm not really studying hard yet. Same old me. I'm doing this Matlab project which i kinda find matlab interesting. Its a powerful tool that can use to compute Mathematical problem. You can also write a certain function file just like in other programming language, but of course its more towards mathematics. One hell of a useful tool.
Btw, I'm still considering if i should pierce my ear. Thinking bout it, i think i'll hav a bad image wif that. I'll decide before i go back malaysia.
Well its been summer for already 1 month plus and most of us ar starting to wear shorts and T to skul. Very normal dressing however. But, i've found somethin very interesting in the canteen, quite often actually. Look at this guy wif his ass circled...
WTF is he thinkin?? Too sexy for his pants?? Damn short man!!!! click on the pic for a bigger view.
Anywayz back to me. I've total of 8 hours chat today. From around 4pm german time, I had a chat wif my college friend, Wenni, via skype. We talked about songs and some of my personal stuff. Then my ex came on9 at around 6pm and We had a video call for 2 hours. Well actually I din wanted to webcam because It'll take me alots of bandwidth coz i'm still chattin wif Wenni that time. But well she insist and told me she don't get much chance to webcam, so i decided to go for it. We talked bout songs too and a lil bout the past, and a lil bout her life. Nth much. Then after that I talked to Wenni again. Hahaha, I actually baked a pizza at 6pm today and wanted to eat while chatting, but i was so busy that i totally left the food aside and only able to eat it during the France Portugal match. After that, my ex on9 again and we had another 2 hours chat. Damn, I think i look more like an aunty now, gossiping bout everything. Like what sheng wa says, "who says guys dun gossip?"
Now back to football.
Lord of the Ball : Return of Pizza vs Fries.
Winner gets :
A piece of golden junk bout a hand holding a world globe!!!!
Prediction : Italy wins wif 1-0
Remarks :
Well thats all for now. Update more next time!!!
WTF is he thinkin?? Too sexy for his pants?? Damn short man!!!! click on the pic for a bigger view.
Anywayz back to me. I've total of 8 hours chat today. From around 4pm german time, I had a chat wif my college friend, Wenni, via skype. We talked about songs and some of my personal stuff. Then my ex came on9 at around 6pm and We had a video call for 2 hours. Well actually I din wanted to webcam because It'll take me alots of bandwidth coz i'm still chattin wif Wenni that time. But well she insist and told me she don't get much chance to webcam, so i decided to go for it. We talked bout songs too and a lil bout the past, and a lil bout her life. Nth much. Then after that I talked to Wenni again. Hahaha, I actually baked a pizza at 6pm today and wanted to eat while chatting, but i was so busy that i totally left the food aside and only able to eat it during the France Portugal match. After that, my ex on9 again and we had another 2 hours chat. Damn, I think i look more like an aunty now, gossiping bout everything. Like what sheng wa says, "who says guys dun gossip?"
Now back to football.
Lord of the Ball : Return of Pizza vs Fries.
Winner gets :
A piece of golden junk bout a hand holding a world globe!!!!
Prediction : Italy wins wif 1-0
Remarks :
- Theory Henry doesn't is not a theory!!!!
- Zizou is old but still skillful!!!
- Barthez is still the sohai he once used to be....
- Can u count how many black players in France team??
- Italians are strong in defence.
- Lots of my girl-friends support Italy because they hav good lookin players, another word pornstars(WTF??)
- Under coach Lippi, did u notice how many Italians shave their hair?? Copy me onli..farkers!!!!
- If italy wins, they'll start makin speghatti football and pizza studs.
Well thats all for now. Update more next time!!!
Congratz Ities. It was hard. I've been supporting Italy since Euro2000. I even had their jersey at home. But this year i was fully supporting Germany. A sad day for them, they played well but just not good enough to bring the game to a penalty shootout. Italians were good in extra time. 2 times rejected by the post, a great far range shot by Pirlo but Lehmann was equal to it, and finally it crackz. Few things to conclude :
A full applause from me to the German team. Now back to me. I slept at 6am yesterday because i had too much coffee. I actually plan to sleep at 4am, or at least try to sleep. But my friend was very upset and needs someone to talk to. I could never reject a friend who needs me and after all I'm still very awake that time. Had a 2 hours chat and everything goes better after that. Glad I was able to help. This chat actually reminds me of something. I used to be like that last time. Had to wait for my parents to sleep soundly, then stayed up late to call my ex. We didn't have our personal cellphone that time thats why had to do that secretly. Until one day my mom asked for the itemized billing and found out that i've been calling everyday at 3am?? I was badly scolded. Though it was a harsh experience but it now thinking bout it, its kinda funny. Everyday in skul like panda bear, wif black eyes. lolz
Oh Sheng Wa made a post on some "friends". Haha. Really funny. Like it damn much. Came to think about it, i actually didn't really enjoy high skul that much. But I was lucky to meet some of the ppl which are now my best friends.
Haha i guess the coffee effects are fading now. Starting to feel tired. Ritez, shall get to bed now. Update more 2moro!!!
- Gianluigi Buffon prove once more that he's the best keeper in the world.
- Italian defence are not easily shaken.
- Germany, with many young and new players, did a fantastic job to come this far.
- Odonkor and Lahm are the only german players who can do fast breaks, which i think the german team hav to work on their counter-attacks.
- Football is still round and perfect as usual, predict the unpredictable.
A full applause from me to the German team. Now back to me. I slept at 6am yesterday because i had too much coffee. I actually plan to sleep at 4am, or at least try to sleep. But my friend was very upset and needs someone to talk to. I could never reject a friend who needs me and after all I'm still very awake that time. Had a 2 hours chat and everything goes better after that. Glad I was able to help. This chat actually reminds me of something. I used to be like that last time. Had to wait for my parents to sleep soundly, then stayed up late to call my ex. We didn't have our personal cellphone that time thats why had to do that secretly. Until one day my mom asked for the itemized billing and found out that i've been calling everyday at 3am?? I was badly scolded. Though it was a harsh experience but it now thinking bout it, its kinda funny. Everyday in skul like panda bear, wif black eyes. lolz
Oh Sheng Wa made a post on some "friends". Haha. Really funny. Like it damn much. Came to think about it, i actually didn't really enjoy high skul that much. But I was lucky to meet some of the ppl which are now my best friends.
Haha i guess the coffee effects are fading now. Starting to feel tired. Ritez, shall get to bed now. Update more 2moro!!!
Had a long chat wif my friend via skype today, bout 3 hours i think haha!! Sighz, we chat bout the past, and about the the things i'm gonna do back in Msia. Well, she's my college mate so we mostly talk bout the time we were in high school, especially those teachers. Speaking bout teachers, sighz, i'm still upset over the case of the teacher who was murdered. Sheng wa did a pretty good blog on this case, especially the suggested punishments on those crimes...click ME to view the post.
Alright, football now. Its semi finalz already. France vs Portugal, NO comment. I used to like Portugal but lookin at how ill they play during the holland match and also the england match...i'm sick of them. SIck of their attitude, they should join the WWE!!! C.Ronaldo and Rooney's act on that day reminds me of how i was back stabbed. Yes though they're in different nation, but they're colleagues in Man Utd. Do u really hav to stab ur fren like that?? Rooney deserves that card but still, if i were in Ronaldo's position, i would choose to be not involve. Wat ar u trying to show dude?? That u're totally clear of who's side u are?? Yes we can see that. Fark. Anywayz, now Portugal and France are in my "hate" list. But among that 2, I'll rather chose Portugal. Why?? Because firstly, Portugis players get suspended easily, and so if Germany wins, they'll face some ill team!!! Its super nice to see deco fighting wif Ballack, C.Ronaldo fighting wif Schweinsteiger, Figo head bump lehmann!!!!! Hahaha!!!
LORD OF THE FOODBALL
The Retun of Pizza vs Sausages!!!!
Characters:
Buffon : Outstanding keeper
Lehmann : Translation german, Teaching man. Turned hero recently.
Predicted winner : Buffon
Position : Playmakers
Ballack : Balak aka wood, great skills but lousy attitude.
Totti : tortoise, superb ball handling
Predicted winner : Totti
Position : Strikers
Toni : New guy in world cup. Not even sure wat to write bout him
Klose : aka铁头功 , scored all 5 goals wif his head last world cup.
Predicted winner : Klose
PIZZA VS SAUSAGE
Predicted Score : 2-1 Italy
Random Error : Sausage's homeground, football is round, Mafia control
I actually decided to go to Rhein again for the game but I guess its safer to stay at home, in case Germany lost. Shall go for the finalz!!!!!
Alright, football now. Its semi finalz already. France vs Portugal, NO comment. I used to like Portugal but lookin at how ill they play during the holland match and also the england match...i'm sick of them. SIck of their attitude, they should join the WWE!!! C.Ronaldo and Rooney's act on that day reminds me of how i was back stabbed. Yes though they're in different nation, but they're colleagues in Man Utd. Do u really hav to stab ur fren like that?? Rooney deserves that card but still, if i were in Ronaldo's position, i would choose to be not involve. Wat ar u trying to show dude?? That u're totally clear of who's side u are?? Yes we can see that. Fark. Anywayz, now Portugal and France are in my "hate" list. But among that 2, I'll rather chose Portugal. Why?? Because firstly, Portugis players get suspended easily, and so if Germany wins, they'll face some ill team!!! Its super nice to see deco fighting wif Ballack, C.Ronaldo fighting wif Schweinsteiger, Figo head bump lehmann!!!!! Hahaha!!!
LORD OF THE FOODBALL
The Retun of Pizza vs Sausages!!!!
Characters:
Buffon : Outstanding keeper
Lehmann : Translation german, Teaching man. Turned hero recently.
Predicted winner : Buffon
Position : Playmakers
Ballack : Balak aka wood, great skills but lousy attitude.
Totti : tortoise, superb ball handling
Predicted winner : Totti
Position : Strikers
Toni : New guy in world cup. Not even sure wat to write bout him
Klose : aka铁头功 , scored all 5 goals wif his head last world cup.
Predicted winner : Klose
PIZZA VS SAUSAGE
Predicted Score : 2-1 Italy
Random Error : Sausage's homeground, football is round, Mafia control
I actually decided to go to Rhein again for the game but I guess its safer to stay at home, in case Germany lost. Shall go for the finalz!!!!!
While i was chattin wif my dad today over skype, he told me a terrible news. One of my ex-skul's teacher was killed outside the school today. At first it was believe to be a robbery case. But the police believe it might be more than that. He's a discipline theacher, so it might have been some student or some gang members. Click here for the chinese news and here for the malay news. Though I don't know him personally because he's a new teacher, but i really felt sad and sorry after reading the news. My dad always tells me how unsafe in Malaysia especially during the night, and always discourage me from going out late nitez. This happen 7am in the morning, so wat can i say more??? I wish the police officers in msia are as good as the german officers. Look at how they handle the world cup?? Yes of course there're some hooligan cases but they handle it very well. Anywayz, back to the case. I knoe that the possibility is very low to catch the murderers, but i hope one day they'll end up behind the bar, or best sent them to death sentence, but i know in msia its not possible. My deepest condolences to the family of this teacher.
Speaking about German police, i'll give you one example of how good they are. I went to the rhein river last week to watch football, and they deploy alot of police forces around there in case there's some hooligans being violent. As I was walking down a streets where left and right are bars n pubs, there are some guys around there starting to show sign that they might hav some fight. Without hesitating, a bunch of policemen walk towards them, and prevented anything from happening. This is what i call efficiency!!!! I wish msian police are also like that. Anywayz, just a lil advice to those ppl in msia, if there's snatch thief, dun try to act hero by fighting back, coz u won't know wat kinda weapon they're havin. No matter ur a black belt, or u knoe jujitsu or ur a macho man, just giv them watever they wan. Money can be earn back anytime, but not ur life.
While i was reading the sad news, i also came across this funny news. And i bet this news will not appear in any english or Malay newspaper. Only chinese press will describe it in details. Its about a guy recording himself havin sex wif his gf using a handphone. It was a 45 second clip. and i'm not sure what the hell that guy was thinkin, either trying to show off to his fren he had sex, or he's a crazy farker. He sent the clip via mms to his friend. And in the end i now its like a free porn in the internet. The thing I like about this chinese press is that they even describe it in details from the 1st second to the 45th second what they were doin. Its like tellin us the content of the 45 second clip. WTF???!!!!!! The news is in traditional chinese so good luck in reading it. Those ppl who can't read chinese can try using babelfish. Click on the link below...
Sex News
So, lets talk a lil bout football now. Semi final dominated by european countries. Portugal vs England, expected result. Hail Rooney for stepping on ppl's dick. He's the man of the match. What i hate bout that match was that i can't believe Christiano Ronaldo actually even complain to the referee bout Rooney's act. I'm speaking as a Man U fan. WTF?? Teammates la!!! though u're playin for the diff nation, but dun hav to make the fire bigger rite?? Brazil vs France. Hmm, no comment. I hate both but i hate france more. Except Zizou of course. He was the magician that day. He stole the spotlight from Ronaldinho. Many friends of mine believe it was a fixed game. Well, the truth.....is out there!!!! Anywayz I played football today wif some msians and indons, and some romanians. It was kinda fun game, esp without some kids disturbing. But i guess it'll be the last game because we'll be having exams soon.
Well, I'm kinda glad that my friend,who just broke up, is recovering fast. She sounded very ok and we can even have lots of laughter during our chat. See once again it's proven, that in most cases, the Art of Comforting ppl is just a simple solution, be a listener and show that u care how they feel, stand by their side. Don't need to think of some bombastic words or some funny jokes to make them laugh wan. Well, i'm not sure bout other ppl but for me it is. When i'm feelin down, if there's someone who's willing to listen to me, care for me, that will be enough to make me feel better.
Speaking about German police, i'll give you one example of how good they are. I went to the rhein river last week to watch football, and they deploy alot of police forces around there in case there's some hooligans being violent. As I was walking down a streets where left and right are bars n pubs, there are some guys around there starting to show sign that they might hav some fight. Without hesitating, a bunch of policemen walk towards them, and prevented anything from happening. This is what i call efficiency!!!! I wish msian police are also like that. Anywayz, just a lil advice to those ppl in msia, if there's snatch thief, dun try to act hero by fighting back, coz u won't know wat kinda weapon they're havin. No matter ur a black belt, or u knoe jujitsu or ur a macho man, just giv them watever they wan. Money can be earn back anytime, but not ur life.
While i was reading the sad news, i also came across this funny news. And i bet this news will not appear in any english or Malay newspaper. Only chinese press will describe it in details. Its about a guy recording himself havin sex wif his gf using a handphone. It was a 45 second clip. and i'm not sure what the hell that guy was thinkin, either trying to show off to his fren he had sex, or he's a crazy farker. He sent the clip via mms to his friend. And in the end i now its like a free porn in the internet. The thing I like about this chinese press is that they even describe it in details from the 1st second to the 45th second what they were doin. Its like tellin us the content of the 45 second clip. WTF???!!!!!! The news is in traditional chinese so good luck in reading it. Those ppl who can't read chinese can try using babelfish. Click on the link below...
Sex News
So, lets talk a lil bout football now. Semi final dominated by european countries. Portugal vs England, expected result. Hail Rooney for stepping on ppl's dick. He's the man of the match. What i hate bout that match was that i can't believe Christiano Ronaldo actually even complain to the referee bout Rooney's act. I'm speaking as a Man U fan. WTF?? Teammates la!!! though u're playin for the diff nation, but dun hav to make the fire bigger rite?? Brazil vs France. Hmm, no comment. I hate both but i hate france more. Except Zizou of course. He was the magician that day. He stole the spotlight from Ronaldinho. Many friends of mine believe it was a fixed game. Well, the truth.....is out there!!!! Anywayz I played football today wif some msians and indons, and some romanians. It was kinda fun game, esp without some kids disturbing. But i guess it'll be the last game because we'll be having exams soon.
Well, I'm kinda glad that my friend,who just broke up, is recovering fast. She sounded very ok and we can even have lots of laughter during our chat. See once again it's proven, that in most cases, the Art of Comforting ppl is just a simple solution, be a listener and show that u care how they feel, stand by their side. Don't need to think of some bombastic words or some funny jokes to make them laugh wan. Well, i'm not sure bout other ppl but for me it is. When i'm feelin down, if there's someone who's willing to listen to me, care for me, that will be enough to make me feel better.
There's an "earthquake" in Germany wif the scale of 10.0!!!! Germany through to the semis. Everywhere's shouting "Berlin Berlin wir fahren nach Berlin!!!" which means Berlin Berlin we're on the way to Berlin. Well, the finals are held in Berlin so thats what they mean. Or they'll shout that Germany is the worldcup winners for 54, 74, 90, 06!!! Some in their jersey even put up an extra star there which means the world cup belongs to them this year. Today, I went to Duesseldorf again, to watch the match between Germany and Argentina. A lovely atmosphere on a lovely day, wif a fantastic big screen, one shouldn't ask more. Though i'm unable to get tics to the stadium, but i would say its one hell of an experience sharing emotions wif the host fans.
So, lets begin. The match was at 5.00pm german time. But I wanted to go early to do some shopping and get some good place. However I couldn't get what i intend to buy. I was with a friend but he was so galish. I wanted to walk around the city so that i can drop by if i see any shops around, but he wanted to take tram. I actually din mind that i do shopping alone but he wanted to follow, so i was a lil pissed off and i told him to take tram himself while i walk. Finally he decided to follow me. Ok, so motor sh
ow has just past in Msia rite?? check out these pics...
Just look at the whole street, how many luxious car u can find over there???
Merz BMW Merz, the first model is a old merz not sure what model is it..think its S class, then the 645ci and behind the tree is Merz CLS...opposite the street Merz Audi Merz...
So, The streets itself can alraedy be consider as a mini motor show. Just too bad i missed both International Motor Show last n this year!!! Next year i'll fark myself i i don't go.
Ok, now back to football. Let the pics speak for itself of course wif a lil of my description.
3 hours before the match. These kids were just standing beside me. Germans!!! I'm gonna get one of those face paint very soon.
2 hour before the match. Look even old aunties osso go watch football and believe me there are tons of those old generations here esp aunties. Don't u aunts hav to go pasar to get sayur?? Just look at how good the atmoshpere here.
Half time and it was 1-0. Germany trailing. Well as u can see the German kida wasn't smiling naturally. Neither do I coz well, obviously we were german supporters. Just look at the flag!!!
TOORRRRRR~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!. Germany equalize. The "铁头功" Klose equalized wif his trademark scoring style, his head. No wonder my dad always ask me to use my head watever u do, see proven effective!!!!
Deutschland Deutschland. Penalty was over. Lehmann saved the 4th attempted by Argentine. The song "we are the champion" were played everywhere. Germany's jumping!!!!
I waited for the match for 3 hours and even that i'm considered late comers. I have to stand as all the chairs are occupied. I stand for almost 6 hours and at least 4 hours holding my urine because I ain't gonna miss a single moment of it. U really gotta solute the fans in Germany. being 1-0 trailed, however, the crowded shouted even louder. words like " Deutschland schiessen tor", " Ole ole ole ole Super Deutschland" (Germany score a goal). And because some ppl from the front were over excited when germany make a move, they tend to stand up, and the ppl from the back like us, will be shouting "Hinsetzen Hinsetzen Hinsetzen" meaning sit down sit down!!! Crazy atmos!!!!
I've never imagine i'll be in this position. A few days before the world cup, everyone was asking me who am i supporting, and i told them definately not the host, esp no 13 Ballack. I totally changed and I can't believe i was so emotional throughout the game. Every fouls, tackles, yellow cards, goals on attempt, possession and injuries seems to shake my danggling heart!!! When they were 1-0 down, I actually felt upset n i hope they'll get a goal back ASAP. When they did, I jump n hug those crazy fans and now i think i'm one of them!!!! If u ask me, was it bcoz germany had great performance during the group stages and even the round of 16 that i decided to support them, I'd say nope, its the atmosphere of the homeground that changed my thought!!!!!
So, lets begin. The match was at 5.00pm german time. But I wanted to go early to do some shopping and get some good place. However I couldn't get what i intend to buy. I was with a friend but he was so galish. I wanted to walk around the city so that i can drop by if i see any shops around, but he wanted to take tram. I actually din mind that i do shopping alone but he wanted to follow, so i was a lil pissed off and i told him to take tram himself while i walk. Finally he decided to follow me. Ok, so motor sh
ow has just past in Msia rite?? check out these pics...Just look at the whole street, how many luxious car u can find over there???
Merz BMW Merz, the first model is a old merz not sure what model is it..think its S class, then the 645ci and behind the tree is Merz CLS...opposite the street Merz Audi Merz...
So, The streets itself can alraedy be consider as a mini motor show. Just too bad i missed both International Motor Show last n this year!!! Next year i'll fark myself i i don't go.
Ok, now back to football. Let the pics speak for itself of course wif a lil of my description.
3 hours before the match. These kids were just standing beside me. Germans!!! I'm gonna get one of those face paint very soon.
2 hour before the match. Look even old aunties osso go watch football and believe me there are tons of those old generations here esp aunties. Don't u aunts hav to go pasar to get sayur?? Just look at how good the atmoshpere here.
Half time and it was 1-0. Germany trailing. Well as u can see the German kida wasn't smiling naturally. Neither do I coz well, obviously we were german supporters. Just look at the flag!!!
TOORRRRRR~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOOOALLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!. Germany equalize. The "铁头功" Klose equalized wif his trademark scoring style, his head. No wonder my dad always ask me to use my head watever u do, see proven effective!!!!
Deutschland Deutschland. Penalty was over. Lehmann saved the 4th attempted by Argentine. The song "we are the champion" were played everywhere. Germany's jumping!!!!
I waited for the match for 3 hours and even that i'm considered late comers. I have to stand as all the chairs are occupied. I stand for almost 6 hours and at least 4 hours holding my urine because I ain't gonna miss a single moment of it. U really gotta solute the fans in Germany. being 1-0 trailed, however, the crowded shouted even louder. words like " Deutschland schiessen tor", " Ole ole ole ole Super Deutschland" (Germany score a goal). And because some ppl from the front were over excited when germany make a move, they tend to stand up, and the ppl from the back like us, will be shouting "Hinsetzen Hinsetzen Hinsetzen" meaning sit down sit down!!! Crazy atmos!!!!
I've never imagine i'll be in this position. A few days before the world cup, everyone was asking me who am i supporting, and i told them definately not the host, esp no 13 Ballack. I totally changed and I can't believe i was so emotional throughout the game. Every fouls, tackles, yellow cards, goals on attempt, possession and injuries seems to shake my danggling heart!!! When they were 1-0 down, I actually felt upset n i hope they'll get a goal back ASAP. When they did, I jump n hug those crazy fans and now i think i'm one of them!!!! If u ask me, was it bcoz germany had great performance during the group stages and even the round of 16 that i decided to support them, I'd say nope, its the atmosphere of the homeground that changed my thought!!!!!
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